Only God Knows Why
Kid Rock & The Twisted Brown Trucker Band Lyrics

I've been sittin' here trying to find myself
I've been reflecting on my life and trying to discover who I truly am

I get behind myself I need to rewind myself
I often lose sight of who I am, and need to take a step back to remember my true self

Looking for the payback listening for the playback
I am seeking revenge for past wrongs, and constantly replaying those past events in my head

They say that every man bleeds just like me
I am not alone in my struggles, and everyone goes through difficult times

And I feel like number one yet I'm last in line
Although I feel important and successful, I am still struggling and feel unfulfilled

I watch my younger son and it helps to pass the time
Spending time with my child helps me forget my problems and find joy in the present moment

I take too many pills that helps to ease the pain
I rely too heavily on medication to numb my emotional pain and avoid dealing with my issues

I made a couple of dollare bills still I feel the same
Even though I have achieved financial success, I still feel unfulfilled and unhappy

Everybody knows my name they say it way out loud
I am famous and well-known, and my name is often spoken of publicly

A lot of folks fuck with me it's hard to hang out in a croud
Many people try to provoke me or criticize me, and it can be difficult to socialize in large groups

I guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like I am
Fame and success come with a cost, including scrutiny and difficult social interactions

Out strecthed hands and one night stands
I often engage in short-term relationships and sexual encounters, and am willing to accept help from others

Still I can't find love and when the walls are tumbling down
Despite my superficial relationships, I struggle to find meaningful love and connection in my life

I will always be around
Regardless of my struggles, I will always persevere and be present in my own life

People don't know about the things I say and do
Many people do not know the full extent of my words and actions

They don't understand about the shit I've been through
Others cannot fully comprehend the hardships and challenges I have faced in life

It's been so long since I've been home
It has been a significant amount of time since I have felt truly at home and at peace

I've been gone, I've been gone way too long
I have spent too much time away from my true self and personal values

Maybe I've forgotten all the things I miss
It is possible that I have forgotten the people and things that truly matter to me

Oh, somehow I know there is more to life than this
Despite my struggles, I have hope and faith that there is a greater purpose to my existence

I've said it too many times and I still stand firm
I have expressed my beliefs and values repeatedly, and remain committed to them

You get what you put in and people get what the deserve
The effort and dedication people put into their lives directly impacts their rewards and consequences

Still I ain't seen mine, no I ain't seen mine
Despite my hard work and commitment, I have not yet seen the success and fulfillment I desire

I've been given but just ain't gettin' I've been walkin that thin line
Although I have been given much, I still feel unfulfilled and am struggling to find balance in my life

So I think I'll keep a walking with my head held high
Despite my struggles and challenges, I will continue to move forward and remain proud and confident

I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
I will keep persevering and pushing forward, even though I may not always know the reason or purpose behind my struggles

Only God, Only God, Only God knows why
The true reason and meaning behind my challenges and trials in life can only be known by a higher power or spirituality

Only God knows why,why,why,why
The ultimate purpose and meaning behind my experiences may forever remain unknown and mysterious

Take it to the river, hey
This line seems to be a bridge between the previous sentiments and future themes in the song

Take it to the river, hey
This line seems to be a bridge between the previous sentiments and future themes in the song