Not Today
Kilians Lyrics


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Oh this marvelous feeling I get
It makes me sway
It makes me sway
And it's meaning I forget
It takes me in and out
Up and down
I'm never coming back
You will never hear me say
That I'm not okay
cause I'm far away
I will always find my way
But not today, not today

Oh this marvelous feeling I get
It goes to waste
Those impressions I forget
They take me in and out
Up and down
They're never coming back

You will never hear me say
That I'm not okay
cause I'm far away
I will always find my way
But not today, not today

Not today not today

You will never hear me say
That I'm not okay
cause I'm far away
I will always find my way
But not today

I will always find my way
I will always find my way




I will always find my way
But not today, not today

Overall Meaning

The song "Said & Done" by Kilians is about trying to repair a damaged relationship. The singer is expressing their frustration with their partner's inability to move past the mistakes of the past. They are asking their partner where they went and why they are no longer present in the relationship.


The singer is acknowledging their mistakes but is urging their partner to come back and work through their issues. The phrase "you've got nowhere to go" could mean that the partner has exhausted all their options and needs to confront the problem head-on. The line "my heart is starving" suggests that the singer is deeply in love with their partner and cannot live without them.


The repetition of "where did you go" and "I said now" throughout the song reinforces the singer's urgency to find a resolution to their relationship issues. The song's somber tone conveys the weight of the situation and creates a sense of longing and desperation.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh wow we got nothing more
We have reached an end in our relationship and there is nothing left.


Why it feels like you did before
I sense that you are having the same emotions as before.


You are staring at the other one
You are focusing on someone else.


Thinking up for what I said and done
You are reflecting on my words and actions.


I said I wanna love you more
I expressed my desire to love you even more than before.


Why you're reacting like you did before
I don't understand why you are reacting in the same way as before.


Still you're staring at the other one
You're still looking at someone else.


Thinking up for what I said but never done
You're thinking about the things I promised but never fulfilled.


Now you know you got no where to go
You have come to the realization that there is no way forward.


As you past out and feeling old
You're worn out and feeling old.


And you know you never got it wrong
You're confident that you have always been right.


Where did you go, my darling?
I'm wondering where you have gone, my love.


Why is it so, guess I'm on my own
I don't understand why things are the way they are, and I feel alone.


Oh please my heart is starving
My heart is yearning for you.


So where did you go?
I am still wondering where you have gone.


Although there is nothing more
Despite there being nothing else to say.


I don't know what you are looking for
I'm not sure what you want from me.


You may turning to another one
You may be turning to someone else.


And change what I said and done
You may be altering your actions based on what I have done and said.


Don't you see there is someone to adore
Can't you see that I am someone who can love you and be adored?


What you find out and makes me smile
Your discoveries make me happy.


And you know I always get it wrong
You are convinced that I always make mistakes.


I'm in control of what I
I have the power to control what I say or do.


I said and done but it's alright
I'm okay with the things I have said and done.


And let me know my darling
Please inform me, my dearest.


I said now
I am saying now.




Lyrics Β© BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group, THE ROYALTY NETWORK INC., Royalty Network, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: BRANDON JUSTIN FAMINI, TANNER CHUNG

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