Both Ben Calvert (Killing Joke, Rise To Addiction) and Jeff Singer (Paradise Lost, Blaze, Rise To Addiction) played in this band, whilst bassist Caroline Campbell now plays for Hugh Cornwell of The Stranglers.
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Kill II This Lyrics
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My symphony still my requiem
Tranquility still what I most hate
My philosophy breeds to spite your distaste
I who am I? What is this place?
Why am I here? Why am I here?
My repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast
My redemption my hell with which to reunite
My depression descends now I will arise
I will follow my hearse to my own funeral
I will rejoice in it's sadness
I will rejoice in my loved ones' tears
I will return back to my mother's womb
I will rejoice in it's silence
I will rejoice in it's darkness
I feel loneliness in a crowded room
My heaven's much like a desert dune
I cry out no-one hears tears God only knows
My emotional needs, how much my heart bleeds
The lyrics of Questons by Kill II This are deeply introspective and express the contradictory nature of the singer's psyche. The opening lines, "Insecurity my one true friend, My symphony still my requiem," suggest that the singer has made peace with their insecurities and that their inner turmoil has become a part of their identity. The following lines, "Tranquility still what I most hate, My philosophy breeds to spite your distaste," suggest that the singer is not content with being at peace and that their worldview is designed to intentionally challenge others' opinions.
The chorus, "I who am I? What is this place? Why am I here? Why am I here?" reflects the existential crisis that the singer is experiencing. They are questioning their own identity and purpose, as well as the nature of the world they inhabit. The verse "My oblivion stands my one true light, My repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast, My redemption my hell with which to reunite, My depression descends now I will arise," suggests that the singer is undergoing a transformative process of self-discovery, in which they are shedding their past traumas and embracing a new identity.
The final verse, "I will follow my hearse to my own funeral, I will rejoice in it's sadness, I will rejoice in my loved ones' tears, I will return back to my mother's womb, I will rejoice in it's silence, I will rejoice in it's darkness," suggests that the singer has accepted their mortality and is at peace with the idea of death. They find solace in the idea of returning to the silence and darkness of the womb, as well as in the emotions that their death will elicit from others.
Line by Line Meaning
Insecurity my one true friend
I am constantly insecure, and it is the one thing that is always with me
My symphony still my requiem
The music I create is both beautiful and mournful
Tranquility still what I most hate
Despite wanting peace, I cannot bear the tranquility and stillness around me
My philosophy breeds to spite your distaste
I have a personal philosophy that intentionally goes against the beliefs of others, just to irritate them
I who am I? What is this place?
I am lost and confused, uncertain about my identity and the world around me
Why am I here? Why am I here?
I question the purpose of my existence, asking why I am even alive
My oblivion stands my one true light
I find comfort in the idea of nothingness, and consider it to be my only true source of peace
My repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast
I have grown numb to heartbreak, and find disgust in things that used to cause me pain
My redemption my hell with which to reunite
The only way for me to find redemption is to confront my own personal hell
My depression descends now I will arise
I am currently in a deep state of depression, but I am determined to overcome it
I will follow my hearse to my own funeral
I feel as though I am already dead, and am ready to embrace the end of my life
I will rejoice in it's sadness
I find joy in the thought of my own funeral being a sad affair
I will rejoice in my loved ones' tears
The idea of causing emotional pain to those closest to me brings me satisfaction
I will return back to my mother's womb
Death feels like a return to the safety and comfort of the womb
I will rejoice in it's silence
I find comfort in the idea of eternal silence that comes with death
I will rejoice in it's darkness
The darkness of death is a comforting thought to me
I feel loneliness in a crowded room
Despite being surrounded by people, I feel disconnected and alone
My heaven's much like a desert dune
My idea of heaven is desolate and barren
I cry out no-one hears tears God only knows
I feel as though my pain goes unnoticed, and only God can truly understand my suffering
My emotional needs, how much my heart bleeds
I have deep emotional needs that are not being met, and it causes me great pain
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: AUDIO TWO, FREDDIE BYRD, KING CHILL, KIRK ROBINSON
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