All I Want
Killer Lyrics


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I'm surfing under surface to find my own life
But you broke my heart in pieces You can't deny
But why you do that stuff to me stuff to me
All I asked was you loving me loving me
No I don't want no sympathy sympathy
I'll stay in my own misery misery
But why did you do that to me girl
All I ever want was loving me
All you ever did was killing me girl
I'll live in my own misery
But why did you do that to me girl
All I ever want was you loving me
All you ever did was killing me girl
I'll live in my own misery
Yea
I live in my own damn misery girl
I just wanna get high taking some drugs
No I am not depressed
But taking these pills
They make me reveal
That my feelings were real
Drop dead knock on the door hear you gone
Put a gun to head know where it belong
Tears in my eyes but throat is all done
Heart is still aech-ing but feelings are gone
30 On 30 was aiming the sky
But you got me down and you got me high
The pictures of us are memories now
And all of your texts are hunting me now
I'm falling apart but I am not strong
You made me real but now its all gone
What did I do, where was I wrong
Just tell me this girl, I hope I move on
And you make me feel like the ocean
Baby we just lost all the emotions
But why did you do that to me girl
All I ever want was loving me
All you ever did was killing me girl
I'll live in my own misery
But why did you do that to me girl
All I ever want was you loving me




All you ever did was killing me girl
I'll live in my own misery

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Killer's song "All I Want" express deep emotional pain caused by a broken heart. The singer is searching for their own identity and place in life, but the person they loved shattered their heart into pieces. The singer asks the question "why did you do that stuff to me," indicating that they are struggling to understand why their partner hurt them so deeply. They reflect on how all they asked for was love, but all they received was pain and heartbreak.


The singer then admits to not wanting sympathy and instead chooses to live in their misery. They express a desire to escape their emotions by turning to drugs and pills. The experience of taking these pills can make the singer feel like their emotions were real, but they now feel a deep sense of loss and confusion. Several lines in the song describe the physical and emotional pain caused by the breakup, including tears, aching, and feelings of falling apart.


The chorus repeats the idea that all the singer ever wanted was love, but instead, they were killed by the actions of their partner. However, despite the pain caused by their breakup, the singer is resigned to living in their own misery. The song ends with a lingering question of why their partner did this to them, but the singer ultimately knows they must find a way to move on.


Line by Line Meaning

I'm surfing under surface to find my own life
I'm searching for my purpose in life, but it's not always easy.


But you broke my heart in pieces You can't deny
You shattered my heart and there's no way you can deny it.


But why you do that stuff to me stuff to me
Why did you hurt me like that?


All I asked was you loving me loving me
All I wanted was your love.


No I don't want no sympathy sympathy
I don't want your pity.


I'll stay in my own misery misery
I'll suffer in my sadness alone.


All I ever want was loving me
All I ever wanted was your love.


All you ever did was killing me girl
All you did was hurt me.


Yea
An exclamation of emotion.


I just wanna get high taking some drugs
I want to escape my pain by numbing myself with drugs.


No I am not depressed
I'm not suffering from depression.


But taking these pills
But taking these pills...


They make me reveal
They make me open up...


That my feelings were real
That my emotions were genuine.


Drop dead knock on the door hear you gone
I received the news of your death and it hit me hard.


Put a gun to head know where it belong
I contemplated suicide because I didn't want to live without you.


Tears in my eyes but throat is all done
I'm crying, but I've run out of words.


Heart is still aech-ing but feelings are gone
My heart still hurts, but I've become numb to everything else.


30 On 30 was aiming the sky
I had high hopes and aspirations.


But you got me down and you got me high
But you brought me low and then lifted me up and then brought me low again.


The pictures of us are memories now
The photos of us are all that remain of our time together.


And all of your texts are hunting me now
Your messages are haunting me and reminding me of the pain.


I'm falling apart but I am not strong
I feel like I'm breaking down and I don't know if I can handle it.


You made me real but now its all gone
You helped me become a better version of myself, but it's all gone now.


What did I do, where was I wrong
I'm trying to figure out what went wrong and where I went wrong in our relationship.


Just tell me this girl, I hope I move on
Please give me closure so I can try to move on.


And you make me feel like the ocean
You used to make me feel so alive and free.


Baby we just lost all the emotions
But now we're both emotionally distant and disconnected.


I'll live in my own misery
I'll continue to suffer alone.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Avanish Thapa

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Comments from YouTube:

Deva Rodgers

Great song

Theodosius

Genious song

Tim Mee50

What single did this come from? I've been trying to get this for years I don't know what to buy to get it on. Thanks for sharing

Tim Mee50

Thank you. I knew it was Killer related I just assumed it was on a single (already tried to buy the "All I Want" Killer single I'll make their albums my next search target.

Joseline

Tim Mee50 Hi! This song is come from an album of the band Killer. I don't know exactly what album but yes, is of the band Killer

Xavier Sanz

Lauri rakkaus, tämä mies on kaunis! Kiitos tämän julkaisun! Olin 6 viikkoa Suomi kaunis maa!

Joseline

@Xavier Sanz Vau! Olet maasta Suomi? Lupsakka! Olen aina halunnut mennä Suomi EH!

Darja Spanagel

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