All I Want
Killer feat. Lauri Lyrics

I'm surfing under surface to find my own life
I am searching deep within myself to discover my purpose in life.

But you broke my heart in pieces You can't deny
You shattered my heart into fragments, and it can't be denied.

But why you do that stuff to me stuff to me
Why did you do those things to hurt me?

All I asked was you loving me loving me
All I wanted was your love and affection.

No I don't want no sympathy sympathy
I don't want or need any pity.

I'll stay in my own misery misery
I will wallow in my own sadness and despair.

But why did you do that to me girl
Why did you hurt me in that way, girl?

All I ever want was loving me
All I ever wanted was for you to love me.

All you ever did was killing me girl
All you ever did was cause me pain and heartache, girl.

I'll live in my own misery
I will continue to dwell in my own misery.

Yea
An exclamation of agreement or acknowledgement.

I live in my own damn misery girl
I exist in my own personal misery, girl.

I just wanna get high taking some drugs
I want to numb my pain and emotions with drugs.

No I am not depressed
I am not experiencing clinical depression.

But taking these pills
Although, taking these pills...

They make me reveal
They cause me to disclose my true feelings.

That my feelings were real
That my emotions towards you were genuine.

Drop dead knock on the door hear you gone
I am devastated to hear of your sudden passing.

Put a gun to head know where it belong
I contemplate suicide and feel that it could be an option for me.

Tears in my eyes but throat is all done
I am heartbroken and can't speak, only cry.

Heart is still aech-ing but feelings are gone
My heart is still in pain, but my feelings for you have faded.

30 On 30 was aiming the sky
I had high aspirations, dreams, and goals for our future together.

But you got me down and you got me high
You caused me to feel both extreme highs and lows.

The pictures of us are memories now
The images of us together are now only memories.

And all of your texts are hunting me now
Your messages and texts are now haunting me and causing me pain.

I'm falling apart but I am not strong
I am breaking down, and I am not strong enough to handle it.

You made me real but now its all gone
You made me feel alive and real, but it's all gone now.

What did I do, where was I wrong
What did I do to deserve this pain and suffering, where did I go wrong?

Just tell me this girl, I hope I move on
Please, girl, just give me closure and help me move on.

And you make me feel like the ocean
You used to make me feel vast and deep, like the ocean.

Baby we just lost all the emotions
But now, we have lost all emotions and feelings for each other.

But why did you do that to me girl
Why did you hurt me in that way, girl?

All I ever want was loving me
All I ever wanted was for you to love me.

All you ever did was killing me girl
All you ever did was cause me pain and heartache, girl.

I'll live in my own misery
I will continue to dwell in my own misery.