Fake
Killing Me Inside feat. SanSan Lyrics

Don't have the time for kissing.
I'm not interested in superficial, unimportant displays of affection.

I'm searching for the memories inside
I'm looking for meaningful connections and experiences.

The beauty of our existence tonight
Appreciating the present moment and the wonder of being alive.

For I'm the only one that really know
I am the only one who truly understands my own experiences and feelings.

How it feels to be alive.
Understanding and appreciating the preciousness of life.

YOU NEVER WANTED ME
You never truly cared or had genuine interest in me.

YOU NEVER REALLY CARE
You were never truly invested or concerned in our relationship.

I DON'T KNOW WHY!!
I am unable to understand or comprehend why you acted in the way that you did.

The more I try the more I see
My efforts to understand and make things work only reveal more problems and inconsistencies.

There's something in the end that you can't see
There is an underlying issue or aspect that you are unable or unwilling to acknowledge or address.

You bring me in but I want you out
Your attempts to pull me closer only push me away and create a desire for distance and separation.

You fed me lies and pretend you're not
You deliberately deceived me and are now acting as though it never happened.

What in the whole which happening to us?
What is happening to us as a whole and what is the worst case scenario for our future together?

(Well I'm thinking for the worst case scenario
I am preparing myself for the worst case scenario and considering my options.

I think I would have you out from inside my mind)
I am considering removing you from my thoughts and memories.

Don't wanna live a lie
I refuse to live in a state of falsehood or deception.

Now we will break it down
We will now confront and address the issues at hand.

All the things you gave to me
All of the gifts or gestures of affection you have given me.

I'll throw it back to you
I will reject or return these gifts as they are now tainted by deception.

Don't wanna hear you say
I am not interested in listening to your words or apologies.

Oh all your words are fake
I do not believe or trust anything you say.

I've pin it back to you.
I am returning or removing myself from the gifts or gestures of affection you have given me.

Inside your eyes
Looking deeply into your gaze and expressions.

All the lies you've made for me
All of the falsehoods and deceptions you have perpetrated against me.

(Now I'm thinking over and over again
I am ruminating and struggling to come to a resolution or understanding.

There's really nothing inside you have made for me)
Your attempts at creating something meaningful have only resulted in deception and pain.

Stop and stare for a moment
Taking a pause and reflecting on the situation.

Try to see what's inside my mind
Attempt to understand and empathize with my perspective and emotions.

Breathing you out it all that I want
Exhaling and releasing all of the negative emotions surrounding our relationship with hopes of letting go.

I'm fed up with all of your fucking lies!!
I am absolutely sick and tired of being deceived.

No ever want to see your face again
I have no desire to interact or engage with you again.

(Mistake)(Forsake)
A play on words, acknowledging the mistake of entering into this relationship and identifying the need to forsake or abandon it.

YOU KILLING ME INSIDE
Your actions and deceptions are causing me immense emotional pain and turmoil.

Don't wanna live a lie
Again emphasizing the refusal to live a life of deception or falsehood.

Now we will break it down
Confrontation and addressing the issues at hand will occur now.

All the things you gave to me
Previously defined as gifts or gestures of affection, further emphasizing the need to return or reject them.

I'll throw it back to you.
Again emphasizing the idea of rejecting or returning these tokens of affection.

Don't wanna hear you say
Reiterating a lack of interest in hearing apologies or excuses.

Oh all your words are fake.
Re-emphasizing the complete lack of trust or belief in anything being said.