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Gemini, Gemini, Gemini moon
Descend, descend, descend

You're casting a double shadow
On the veiled existence I live within
Stop punishing me, stop punishing me, stop punishing me
For being wed to your ancestry
I did not choose to be in your company
I did not choose to speak with you frequently
I did not choose this dual nature

My mind it's insane, it's insane right now
I'm off the walls, I'm everywhere
Let me go, please let me go
Let me be free
I need it

I need you to let me be free
Gemini, Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
Please





I need it

Overall Meaning

In this song X, Kirsten is addressing her Gemini moon, which she personifies as a separate entity from herself. She is experiencing the duality and complexity that comes along with being a Gemini, and feels as though she is being punished for being a part of this lineage. Kirsten wants to be free from the constraints of her Gemini nature and the expectations that come with it. She pleads with her Gemini moon to let her go, to free her from the chaos and insanity that she is feeling at the moment.


The repetition of the word "Gemini" throughout the song emphasizes Kirsten's struggle with this aspect of her identity. The line "I did not choose this dual nature" suggests that she feels trapped by her astrological sign, unable to escape the conflicting traits associated with Geminis. The mention of her "ancestry" also hints at the idea that she feels as though her inherent nature is predetermined and beyond her control.


Overall, this song is a poignant reflection on the internal battle many people face with their own complexities and identity.


Line by Line Meaning

Gemini, Gemini, Gemini moon
The singer is addressing someone born under the Gemini zodiac sign and referencing the current phase of the moon. This could hint at the duality and changeability associated with this sign.


Descend, descend, descend
The repetition of this word conveys a sense of urgency or intensity. It could be interpreted as a plea or a command to the addressed person to come down to the singer's level, either mentally or physically.


You're casting a double shadow
The singer perceives the addressed person as having a complex or contradictory personality that is hard to understand or predict. This creates an element of insecurity or discomfort for the singer.


On the veiled existence I live within
The artist feels like they are living in a world that is not entirely transparent or honest. They might be struggling to find their identity or purpose.


Stop punishing me, stop punishing me, stop punishing me
The repetition of this phrase emphasizes the artist's feeling of being unfairly treated by the addressed person. They might be experiencing emotional pain or trauma.


For being wed to your ancestry
The singer feels like they are linked to the addressed person through some shared lineage or tradition that they did not choose. This might create a sense of obligation or dependence that is uncomfortable for the singer.


I did not choose to be in your company
The singer feels like they are forced to interact with the addressed person, either because of family ties or other social norms. They might not feel like they have a choice in this matter.


I did not choose to speak with you frequently
The artist feels like they are being subjected to unwanted or unnecessary communication with the addressed person. They might feel exhausted or drained by this constant interaction.


I did not choose this dual nature
The artist acknowledges the two-faced or paradoxical nature of the addressed person, but rejects the notion that they have to accept or tolerate it. They might be seeking independence or freedom.


My mind it's insane, it's insane right now
The artist is experiencing a state of mental turmoil or confusion. They might feel overwhelmed or unable to control their thoughts and emotions.


I'm off the walls, I'm everywhere
The singer feels like they are losing touch with reality or their sense of direction. They might be struggling to find grounding or stability in their life.


Let me go, please let me go
The artist is pleading with the addressed person to release them from whatever obligation or bond is tying them together. They might be seeking a fresh start or a way out of a difficult situation.


Let me be free
The singer desires freedom from whatever constraints or expectations are placed upon them. They might be seeking autonomy or self-determination.


I need you to let me be free
The singer is addressing the person who has power over them and asserting their need for independence. They might be communicating their desire for a healthy, respectful relationship built on mutual trust and understanding.


Gemini, Gemini, Gemini, Gemini
The repetition of the zodiac sign emphasizes its symbolic significance in the singer's life. It could represent duality, changeability, or any other trait associated with it.


Please
The single-word sentence conveys a sense of urgency or sincerity in the artist's request for freedom or space. They might be fearing the consequences of not being granted this freedom.


I need it
The artist is emphasizing the importance of being allowed to live as they see fit. They might be seeking validation or support from the addressed person or themselves.




Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Kirsten Ludwig

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