What Happens Now?
Kitchens of Distinction Lyrics


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Draw me something, draw a line
Connecting what we did to what happens now.
I don't understand how we changed
Not sure I'll ever know.

It's all circles, colliding spheres,
I closed off, chaos appears.
Once we were all smiles and plans,
And dressing up to go
Playing outside playing cars,
Now it's all been tamed I yell.

Don't stop. Don't leave me here.
Don't stop. Won't get caught again.
You can't go. There's no sense anymore.

A tap of tears and a veil of guilt taunt me now.
Growing growing growing gone,
Years pick up speed again.

Throw me pointers, no more jibes.
There's this ancient knot inside my chest,
It works its way into my throat,
Will not let these stories out.

Refusal works it always wins,
Too much thought, too few grins.

Free you say, free to roam,
but down below Father, Mother, always guiding,
pointing out a world I refuse to know.

Don't stop. Don't stop, say it's all OK.
You say, "Where's the ache of freedom?
Where's the devil's whispers?
This is the sweetest pain, run and run.




Jump up as far as you can,
shake your head and breathe."

Overall Meaning

The Kitchens Of Distinction's song "What Happens Now" tells the story of nostalgia and regret for what has been lost over time. The singer is reflecting on their past, attempting to connect what they did then to what is happening in their present. The first line, "Draw me something, draw a line connecting what we did to what happens now," sets the tone for the entire song. It reflects on the idea of how life is but a series of circles, and how we often find ourselves back where we began.


The singer expresses confusion and an inability to understand how things have changed so much. The line "Not sure I'll ever know" highlights their frustration. They remind us of the happy times, when they were all smiles and full of plans, playing outside with cars. But now, something has changed, and the world has become tamed, which makes them angry. They want to hold on to the past, but it seems to be slipping away from them.


The narrative in the song reflects a deep sense of regret for lost opportunities, and it's clear that the singer is haunted by what might have been. The line "The tap of tears and a veil of guilt taunt me now" emphasizes their feelings of loss and of guilt, and perhaps even regret for not having done more to prevent the changes that have occurred. Overall, "What Happens Now" is a bittersweet reflection on life, and the importance of appreciating what we have in the present moment.


Line by Line Meaning

Draw me something, draw a line
Create a connection between our past actions and present situation.


Connecting what we did to what happens now.
Understanding how our previous behavior affects current scenarios.


I don't understand how we changed
Unable to comprehend the changes that have occurred.


Not sure I'll ever know.
Remaining unsure of the reasons behind the transformation.


It's all circles, colliding spheres,
The situation is nothing but an intersection of circular patterns.


I closed off, chaos appears.
Avoiding communication led to a chaotic environment.


Once we were all smiles and plans,
Earlier, life was filled with happiness and future aspirations.


And dressing up to go
Getting ready to face the world with optimism.


Playing outside playing cars,
Innocent games and activities make up childhood memories.


Now it's all been tamed I yell.
Feeling suffocated in the present regulated environment.


Don't stop. Don't leave me here.
Requesting not to abandon in the current situation.


Don't stop. Won't get caught again.
Not wanting to be restricted or controlled any further.


You can't go. There's no sense anymore.
Expressing the feeling that things have lost meaning and direction.


A tap of tears and a veil of guilt taunt me now.
Feeling sad and guilty, and constantly reminded of it.


Growing growing growing gone,
Time has moved on and childhood memories fade away.


Years pick up speed again.
Time flies faster as the years go by.


Throw me pointers, no more jibes.
Asking for constructive inputs instead of sarcastic remarks.


There's this ancient knot inside my chest,
Deep-seated anxiety and stress that's hard to shake off.


It works its way into my throat,
The tension and apprehension is difficult to express verbally.


Will not let these stories out.
Refusing to share the pain and struggles with others.


Refusal works it always wins,
Avoiding situations and emotions generally leads to fewer problems.


Too much thought, too few grins.
Overthinking leads to less happiness and laughter.


Free you say, free to roam,
Others may say they are free, but there are still restrictions to be faced.


but down below Father, Mother, always guiding,
Despite the desire for freedom, there is a strong sense of parental judgment and advice.


pointing out a world I refuse to know.
There are aspects of reality that are hard to accept or comprehend.


Don't stop. Don't stop, say it's all OK.
Asking to be reassured that everything is fine and stable.


You say, "Where's the ache of freedom?
Questioning whether true freedom is devoid of pain and struggle.


Where's the devil's whispers?
Wondering if there is no temptation or negativity in a free world.


This is the sweetest pain, run and run.
Accepting that even freedom comes with its own struggles and difficulties.


Jump up as far as you can,
Exaggerating the idea of reaching for one's goals and aspirations.


shake your head and breathe."
Clearing one's head and taking a deep breath to relieve stress and anxiety.




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Written by: DAN GOODWIN, JULIAN SWALES, PATRICK FITZGERALD

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@eikestolze9109

I saw KOD 1992 live in Hamburg. I visited a lot of concerts (Tears For Fears, Saga, Tool, Oceansize, Porcupine Tree etc.) but this was the best concert of all. I never expected only three people being able to produce such a dense wall of sound. It was mind blowing. I was so happy when they started to play this song (my favourite KOD song). I was very curious about Swales if he can manage to play the guitar part from 2:34 to 2:46 live because it sounds like a two layer recording - but he was able to do that live too. I have no idea how he did it.

@BluePedal

From Wiki...

Lead singer Patrick Fitzgerald said this of the album:

People didn't understand the album...and it sold half of Strange Free World. It was too dark and gloomy and questioning, this being the height of Madchester and E. You had "...Tooting Broadway" and the queer-bashing scenario of "Breathing Fear," the AIDS death song of "When in Heaven"...perhaps a little challenging for its time...

I understand it. It's a brilliant masterpiece.

@CruceEntertainment

I was a freshman in high school in 1989, and I remember there being only 1 or 2 other kids there who were hip to the Kitchens. Such great music.

@peachy1804

Singular amd perfect. Songwriting masterpiece. Favorite song EVER.

@Crambo90ify

I remember when I bought this album. Thy're so underrated it's not funny.

@freddiewoolf6987

I was completely unaware of this album until my band "death of cool" started getting somewhere. Always been defiantly reluctant to listen as the name was in no way a tribute to the band, more the antithesis of Miles Davis "birth of..." in concept

It ain't bad, some weird similarities in the loose imperfections

@briancox9357

I'd never heard of them until I saw them at Glastonbury in 92. They were brilliant live then I bought the album and have been listening to them since then. Great band.

@celiaayneto9232

Superb song - Immaculate band <3

@mathwizz75

es dificil expresar unm sentimiento resécto a esta genialidad de cancion agradezco sea parte de mi vida

@peachy1804

I was 15. I was on drugs and abandoned. Sleeping on the floor with my 5 uear old brother at 3 am home hungry alone THIS COMeS ON 107.5. I WAS SURE I MET GOD THAT NIGHT.

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