Sick Of Being Sad
Kitty Rae Lyrics

God, it got so dark in here
The environment around me has become extremely bleak and overwhelming.

Like they turned off all the lights
I feel an absence of hope and positivity, as if all illumination has been removed.

Forgot that I was here
I feel invisible and neglected, as if my presence is overlooked by everyone.

No one came around for days
I have been isolated and alone for an extended period, with no one checking on me.

I didn’t make a sound
I chose silence over reaching out, suffering in solitude without expressing my pain.

God, it got so cold in here
The emotional chill has deepened, further intensifying my sense of despair.

So cold I couldn’t move
The heaviness of my emotions has paralyzed me, leaving me unable to take any action.

Could barely lift my head
I feel so defeated that even the simplest physical task feels burdensome.

No one came around for days
The continued absence of support reinforces my feelings of abandonment and loneliness.

I didn’t make a sound
Once again, I choose to suffer in silence rather than seek help from others.

Can you hear me?
I'm reaching out for acknowledgment, desperate for someone to pay attention to my struggle.

Can you hear me now?
I amplify my plea, hoping to finally be heard and understood in my time of need.

I’m sick of being sad
I've reached my limit with the constant sadness weighing me down.

I let myself dwell in this shitty situation but I’m done
I've allowed myself to remain stuck in this negative state for too long, and I refuse to continue.

I’ll make a comeback
I am determined to reclaim my life and overcome my current struggles.

And I’ll show myself
I need to prove to myself that I have the strength to change my situation.

I’m stronger than I ever thought I was
I've discovered my resilience and capability to endure challenges more than I realized.

Once, I fell and I went down
I have experienced setbacks and failures that brought me to a low point in my life.

That was then, I’m stronger now
Despite my past struggles, I have emerged more empowered and capable than I was before.

Everybody seems to have a moment where they turn themselves around
It's common for people to have transformative moments leading to improvement in their lives.

And mine’s right now
I recognize that my pivotal moment of change is occurring at this very instant.

Demons seem to hate fresh air
My inner struggles thrive in darkness, and they weaken when exposed to positivity and light.

So I’m cracking through the windows, breaking down the door
I am aggressively seeking liberation from my mental constraints and self-imposed limitations.

No one came to save the day
I realize that I cannot rely on others for rescue; it's up to me to initiate my own change.

But I don’t need that now
I have developed the strength and determination to take action for myself without external help.

‘Cause I am seeing clearly now
I have gained clarity and a new perspective on my life and emotions.

I’m taking back control
I am reclaiming authority over my own life, steering it in the direction I want.

I’m standing as the walls come crashing down
I am remaining strong and composed even as the structures of my old life are crumbling.

Watch out, I’m back to take my crown
I'm asserting my worth and readiness to reclaim my rightful place and authority in my own life.

Can you see me?
I long for recognition and validation of my transformation and struggle.

Can you see me now?
I emphasize my newfound presence and strength, hoping others will finally acknowledge me.

I’m sick of being sad
I am exhausted from feeling miserable and am ready for a change.

I let myself dwell in this shitty situation but I’m done
I've resigned myself to negativity for too long, and I am ready to move away from that mindset.

I’ll make a comeback
I commit to rising up from my difficulties and reinvigorating my life.

And I’ll show myself
This journey is about proving my worth to myself and recognizing my own capabilities.

I’m stronger than I ever thought I was
I have uncovered a level of resilience and power within me that I didn't previously acknowledge.

Once, I fell and I went down
In the past, I experienced significant challenges that led me to feel defeated.

That was then, I’m stronger now
My history of overcoming past struggles has made me more fortified and empowered.

Everybody seems to have a moment where they turn themselves around
Many people find themselves at a crossroads in their lives that leads to personal growth and change.

And mine’s right now, right now
I recognize that my critical moment of transformation is taking place at this exact time.

Mine’s right now, right now
This assurance reinforces my belief in my ability to change my life in the present moment.

Mine’s right now, right now
The urgency of my transformation emphasizes the importance of seizing this moment for myself.

Mine’s right now, right now
I affirm my decision to embrace this moment of change as a turning point in my life.

Oh, I’m sick of all these heavy feelings
I am weary of being burdened by my intense emotions and want to be liberated from them.

All these heavy feelings
The accumulation of emotional weight is stifling and detrimental to my well-being.

Tonight I’m gonna face my demons
I am ready to confront the internal struggles that have been holding me back.

Oh those pesky demons
I acknowledge these persistent negative thoughts and emotions that I've been battling with.

I’m letting go of deeper meaning
I choose to release the complexities of my situation and focus on my immediate emotional well-being.

Does it really matter, anyway?
I question the significance of the burdens I've been carrying, realizing some might be unnecessary.

I’m sick of all these heavy feelings
I reiterate my exhaustion from the emotional turmoil that has been consuming me.

I want to feel alive
My desire is to reclaim my joy and zest for life, breaking free from my emotional shackles.

I’m sick of being sad
I firmly state my readiness to abandon the sadness that has weighed heavily on me.

I let myself dwell in this shitty situation but I’m done
I acknowledge that I allowed myself to remain stagnant in a negative space, but I am choosing to move on.

I’ll make a comeback
I am committed to revitalizing my spirit and taking steps toward a more positive future.

And I’ll show myself
This journey is about self-recognition and validation of my own strength and resilience.

I’m stronger than I ever thought I was
I surprise myself with the strength and resolve I have developed through adversity.

Once, I fell and I went down
In my past, I faced significant challenges that led to feelings of defeat.

That was then, I’m stronger now
Despite previous setbacks, I have emerged on the other side, more robust and capable.

Everybody seems to have a moment where they turn themselves around
It is common for individuals to experience life-changing moments that lead them to personal growth.

And mine’s right now, right now
I recognize that my critical moment of transformation is unfolding at this very moment.