1. An emo/indie rock band… Read Full Bio ↴There are two musical acts named Knapsack.
1. An emo/indie rock band that was formed in Davis, California in 1993 by Blair Shehan (vocals/guitar) and Colby Mancasola (drums). Blair was also a member of fellow emo band The Jealous Sound and Racquet Club.
2. An electronic project of Chicago-based producer and singer-songwriter, Gabriel O'Leary, who debuted with Bend in January, 2018, followed by the seven-track album futura in September of that year, and his last album The buzz of a lifetime in October, 2020, before retiring this alias entirely.
He's also been releasing music as Sebastian6, started at July, 2020, mainly, though occasionally, releasing hyperpop-esque tracks on SoundCloud, and he's currently going under the gabby start alias, who've just released a debut single dubbed sydney, released via Atlantic Records in October 20th, 2021.
Headache
Knapsack Lyrics
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And even though I'm afraid of a lot of things
(A lot, a lot of things)
With you close
I'll be in my dreams
And even though I feel like I can't think
(A lot, a lot of things)
With you close
Oooh, da, na-na-na
(A lot, a lot, a lot of things)
Oooh, da, na-na-na
(A lot, a lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot of things)
Look in the mirror and I'm wide awake
(A lot, a lot of things)
But I can't shake this feeling, no
I'm a fucking headache
And even though I'm afraid of a lot of things
(A lot, a lot of things)
With you close
I'll be in my dreams
And even though I feel like I can't think
(A lot, a lot of things)
With you close
I'll be in my dreams
(A lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot of things)
(A lot, a lot of things)
I'm a fucking headache
Even though I'm afraid of a lot of things
With you close
I'll be in my dreams
In Knapsack's song "Headache," the singer discusses feeling overwhelmed by the weight of the world, but finding comfort and solace in the presence of someone they love. The repetition of "a lot, a lot of things" emphasizes the enormity of the singer's anxieties and fears. Despite these worries, the singer yearns for the comfort that comes with physical proximity to their loved one. The lyrics "I'll be in my dreams" reinforce the idea that their partner is a source of comfort and safety, even when they are not physically together.
However, the song takes a darker turn with the repeated line "I'm a fucking headache." This phrase serves as a metaphor for the singer's internal struggles, which are so intense that they feel like a physical ailment. By describing themselves in this way, they acknowledge the difficulty of their emotional state and the toll it takes on their relationships.
Overall, "Headache" is a poignant exploration of anxiety and the power of human connection to help ease the burden of mental illness.
Line by Line Meaning
A lot, a lot of things
There are many things in my mind that are overwhelming and difficult to deal with.
And even though I'm afraid of a lot of things
Despite my fears and worries, I feel comforted and safe when I'm with you.
With you close
Being close to you brings me peace and calmness.
I'll be in my dreams
In my dreams, I can escape reality and find a sense of relief.
And even though I feel like I can't think
Sometimes my thoughts overwhelm me to the point of feeling stuck and unable to think clearly.
Look in the mirror and I'm wide awake
I am fully aware of my thoughts and anxieties when I look at myself in the mirror.
But I can't shake this feeling, no
Despite my best efforts, I cannot shake this overwhelming feeling of anxiety and worry.
I'm a fucking headache
My anxiety and worries are so intense that they feel like a constant headache or burden on me.
Writer(s): Gabriel O'leary
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