Poison Pen Letter
Knuckle Puck Lyrics


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Once a young boy enamored by the things that you gave me
Now a young man you wouldn't try
Cause all you turned out to be was a fallacy
That I outgrew quickly
With a busted hand and a bad knee, the patterns ossify
Your sorrow's magnified
The culprit will be tried
I'll gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I don't believe in

So now I'm self medicated to block out everything
Including walls you built around me
And I've been dodging demons as a past time
At this point I'm not even sure if I'm alright
You couldn't find time
You'll never find time

I'll gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I don't believe in

I'm not sad, I'm through sulking
I'm not breaking, I'm not buckling
I'm not sad, I'm through sulking
I'm not breaking, I'm not buckling
I'm not sad, I'm through sulking
I'm not breaking, I'm not buckling
I'm not sad, I'm through sulking
I'm not breaking, I'm not buckling

I'll gather fragments in the palm of my hand
To self-reflect on the coward
Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me




You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
Something I don't believe in

Overall Meaning

In "Poison Pen Letter," Knuckle Puck addresses a broken relationship with someone who was once a source of admiration and inspiration. The lyrics describe the disillusionment the singer feels as he realizes the person he looked up to was not who he thought they were. The "patterns ossify" and "sorrow's magnified" indicate that the situation has become stagnant and emotionally painful. The singer struggles with feelings of abandonment, being left "standing there all alone praying to a Jesus / Something I don't believe in." In response to this betrayal, the singer turns to self-medication to block out the pain, while acknowledging that he may not be okay. Despite this, the song ends on a defiant note, with the singer proclaiming that he is "not sad" or "breaking," but rather moving on from the hurt caused by this person.


Overall, the song portrays the complex emotions that come with a relationship ending, particularly when it involves someone the singer held in high esteem. The use of physical metaphors, like a "busted hand and a bad knee," adds to the visceral nature of the song, while the repetition of the chorus emphasizes the singer's desire to reflect on what happened and move forward.


Line by Line Meaning

Once a young boy enamored by the things that you gave me
When I was young, I admired and loved the things you gave me.


Now a young man you wouldn't try
Now that I've grown up, you wouldn't dare to try to take advantage of me again.


Cause all you turned out to be was a fallacy
Because I've come to realize that you were never really the person I thought you were.


That I outgrew quickly
I quickly realized that I had outgrown my adoration for you.


With a busted hand and a bad knee, the patterns ossify
Despite physical pain, I see the patterns of your behavior clearly.


Your sorrow's magnified
Your actions have caused me even greater sadness and pain.


The culprit will be tried
You will be held accountable for your actions.


I'll gather fragments in the palm of my hand
I will collect and examine the pieces of our relationship.


To self-reflect on the coward
I will use these pieces to consider what kind of cowardly person could leave someone they claimed to care for.


Who took the opportunity to turn their back on me
You had the chance to support me, but instead chose to abandon me.


You left me standing there all alone praying to a Jesus
You left me feeling completely alone and helpless, searching for answers and comfort from a religion I do not believe in.


Something I don't believe in
I did not turn to religion for real guidance or belief.


So now I'm self medicated to block out everything
I have turned to self-medication to numb my pain and try to forget what you did to me.


Including walls you built around me
I have been trying to break free from the emotional barriers you created around me.


And I've been dodging demons as a past time
I have been struggling with my own inner demons as a way of coping with what you did to me.


At this point I'm not even sure if I'm alright
I am struggling so much that I do not believe I will ever be okay again.


You couldn't find time
You were too busy or too selfish to make time for me and our relationship.


You'll never find time
You will never be able to make up for what you did to me or restore our relationship.


I'm not sad, I'm through sulking
I am not wallowing in sadness anymore - I am taking action to move on from what you did to me.


I'm not breaking, I'm not buckling
I am not allowing your actions to break or defeat me; I am standing strong and determined.




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
Written by: John Siorek, Joseph Taylor, Kevin Maida, Nicholas Casasanto

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Cards with Chris!

Neck Deep, Knuckle Puck, and State Champs are all on the rise. I'm loving Pop Punk more than any other genre this year.

Dianne Arida

Same here

Casio Lamb

RIP Neck Deep

Dk

No they aren't/ weren't

Jeremiah

Can't forget In Her Own Words.

Shelby Anthony

plus the story so far boiii cant forget

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Ried Tavares

in this song, i always feel like he's saying "praying to a jesus, something i don't believe in"
and it gets me every time oh god

Jack Cannon

+Aquaria The Earthling yep

Ried Tavares

@Jack Cannon really???

Jack Cannon

+Aquaria The Earthling he does

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