Medicine
Koshiro Lyrics
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Even what's forced into my hands
And when I land that parting blow
I won't forgive you, no I won't
Contaminated from within
Forgive me mother, for I have sinned
And now I can't take it all back
A twisted mind, a heart attack
Can't say I didn't try
I'd give it all, I'd even give an eye
I'd cast you out, into the night
With this fist of steel and this fist of might
Can't stop, I'm going mad
I gave to you all that I ever had
And now I can't take it all back
A twisted mind, a heart attack
Take my hand, help me make it out
Take my hand, help me make it out
A pill, a syringe, there's no doubt
A pill, a syringe, there's no doubt
You are the answers, to all my questions
You are my medicine, my medicine
You are the vaccine, for my sickness
You are my medicine, my medicine
I can see through the smoke
Beneath the black and through your cloak
I am the one who's seen the light
You are the truth and you are the guide
Hold me back or I'll cross the line
You help me see when I'm going blind
Cleanse my soul of all my sins
And help me let go of everything
Can't say I didn't try
Beyond the grave, beneath the broken sky
The dead leaves and the ashes grey
There's warrior I cannot slay
An old wound, an infection
The mirror's edge, a reflection
Cleanse my soul of all my sins
And help me let go of everything
Take my hand, help me make it out
Take my hand, help me make it out
A pill, a syringe, there's no doubt
A pill, a syringe, there's no doubt
You are the answers, to all my questions
You are my medicine, my medicine
You are the vaccine, for my sickness
You are my medicine, my medicine
Reduce me, to a memory
Now you're gone, I know you're all I need
It rages on, from deep within
But she holds on to the way we were
It rages on, from deep within
She holds on to the way we were
It rages on, from deep within
I hold on to the way we were
The song "Medicine" by Koshiro explores the idea of relying on something or someone as a remedy for pain and suffering. The singer admits to making the most of what they have, even if it was forced upon them. This could refer to experiences of trauma or abuse, where one has to learn to cope with what they have or they are given. The lyrics also suggest a sense of guilt and self-blame, with the line "Forgive me mother, for I have sinned". This could reflect a deep-seated feeling of responsibility for the trauma or suffering that the singer has experienced.
The song further delves into the idea of using violence as a means to cope with pain, with lines like "I'd cast you out into the night, with this fist of steel and this fist of might". This could reflect the desperation and helplessness one feels when faced with immense pain or trauma, and how that can manifest into aggression or violence. However, the lyrics also suggest a glimmer of hope, with the repeated refrain "You are my medicine, my medicine", implying that there is still a chance for healing and recovery.
Overall, "Medicine" is a powerful and emotional song that explores complex themes of trauma, guilt, and coping mechanisms.
Line by Line Meaning
I made the most of what I had
I used everything that was available to me to achieve my goals
Even what's forced into my hands
I even used resources that were not my preference but were the only ones at my disposal
And when I land that parting blow
When I finally get my revenge on you
I won't forgive you, no I won't
I will never forgive you for what you've done to me
Contaminated from within
I am corrupted from the inside due to my own sins
Forgive me mother, for I have sinned
I am asking for forgiveness for my wrongdoing and seeking redemption
And now I can't take it all back
I am regretting my actions but cannot undo the damage I've caused
A twisted mind, a heart attack
My mental state is corrupt and it's causing me physical pain
Can't say I didn't try
I have done everything in my power to make things right
I'd give it all, I'd even give an eye
I am willing to sacrifice everything for my cause
I'd cast you out, into the night
I would banish you away from my life
With this fist of steel and this fist of might
I am fully prepared to fight you if necessary
Can't stop, I'm going mad
I feel like I am losing control and coming undone
I gave to you all that I ever had
I gave you everything I had to offer
Take my hand, help me make it out
I am asking for someone's assistance to help me move forward
A pill, a syringe, there's no doubt
I am seeking a cure for my pain, whether it comes in the form of medication or some other means
You are the answers, to all my questions
You hold the key to all my problems and questions
You are my medicine, my medicine
You are the only thing that can cure me of my ailments
You are the vaccine, for my sickness
You are the preventative measure that will keep me from becoming sick again
I can see through the smoke
I am gaining clarity despite confusion and uncertainty
Beneath the black and through your cloak
I can see past the lies and the deceit
I am the one who's seen the light
I have finally realized the truth and am ready to face it
You are the truth and you are the guide
You are the one leading me towards the truth and helping me find my way
Hold me back or I'll cross the line
I am on the brink of doing something bad and need someone to prevent me from doing so
You help me see when I'm going blind
You help me gain clarity in situations where I would otherwise be lost
Cleanse my soul of all my sins
I am seeking forgiveness and trying to be absolved of guilt
And help me let go of everything
I need to learn to forgive and move past my anger and resentment
Beyond the grave, beneath the broken sky
Even after death, I will still be haunted by my past
The dead leaves and the ashes grey
I am surrounded by things that are dead and barren
There's warrior I cannot slay
There is an enemy I am unable to defeat
An old wound, an infection
I have been hurt in the past and it still affects me
The mirror's edge, a reflection
I see myself clearly and can recognize my own flaws
Reduce me, to a memory
I have lost everything and am now just a distant memory
Now you're gone, I know you're all I need
Now that you're gone, I realize just how much you meant to me
It rages on, from deep within
My pain and turmoil is still ongoing and persistent
But she holds on to the way we were
Despite everything, she still remembers our past and holds on to that memory
I hold on to the way we were
Despite everything, I still remember our past and hold on to that memory
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