Why Me
Krizz Kaliko Lyrics

It all started yesterday, and now I can't think about nothing
The singer is consumed by something that happened recently and can't stop thinking about it.

Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent
The singer is questioning whether what is happening to him is real and thinks it can't be a good thing.

Wish I could dream it all away
The singer wishes that he could escape from the reality of the situation by dreaming it away.

And now all I need is a drug
The artist is looking for something to numb the pain and help him cope with what is happening.

That can help me make it through another day
The artist needs something to help him get through each day, one at a time.

Maybe its just me it won't let me be
The singer thinks that the problem is with himself and he can't shake it off.

And I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering me
The singer is unsure of the root of the problem and can't figure out what is bothering him.

But I'm saying
The artist is about to ask why.

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is to see the sun shining even if it isn't
The artist wants to know what it's like to see things positively even when they're not perfect.

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it is to hear me say it's all love when it isn't
The artist doesn't want to have to pretend that everything is fine when it's not.

(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels to hear you laughing in my ear
The singer wants to know what it feels like to be happy and have someone close to him enjoying life with him.

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels if you didn't cheer
The artist doesn't want to know what it feels like to have someone close to him not be happy for him.

How can he handle this... Too many damages
The singer is struggling to deal with the consequences of what has happened to him.

He hit the nail on the head but never knew right where the hammer was
The singer knows what's wrong, but doesn't know how to fix it.

Don't think so loud, don't let them hear you scream
The singer is telling himself to keep it together and not let others see how much he's struggling.

Baby it's even bigger than it seems
The problem the artist is facing is even more serious than it appears.

Now, now, now crazy is an act alike
Being crazy is not so different from pretending everything is okay.

Getting better in the after life or maybe not
The singer is unsure whether things will get better or not.

Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I'm a titan
The singer wonders why he can't be normal and successful like others even though he has potential.

Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state
The artist relies on others to keep his mental state in check.

Am I meant for this?
The artist is questioning whether he is cut out to deal with what he's going through.

The Christian Krizz just have to wait
The artist's faith and patience will be tested.

Pictures getting clearer it ain't me in the mirror
The singer is realizing that what he's been seeing in the mirror isn't really himself.

See its that other nigga only his egos bigger
The artist is struggling with an alter ego that has a big ego.

And he'll pull the tigger when I usually hesitate
The alter ego is more aggressive and daring than the singer himself.

And he'll go on 'em when I'm steadily saying wait
The alter ego acts impulsively, while the singer tries to hold back.

Now I'm just a shell of myself
The singer feels like he's lost his true self and is just going through the motions.

I don't want anybodies help
The artist is resistant to accepting help from others.

Maybe I do maybe I do this for you
The artist realizes that maybe he needs to get better for the sake of others.

This is my own hell
The singer is trapped in his own personal hell.

Is there a bottle some kind type posion that can end it
The singer is desperate for any kind of solution to end his suffering.

A different god I can pray to
The artist wishes there was a god he could pray to for help.

Some type of doctor to fix it
The artist is looking for medical help to fix his problems.

How big is the fight in me
The artist is questioning how much fight he has left in him.

Frightfully fighting night to be day
The singer is struggling to stay positive and hopeful.

I'm wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say
The artist is so frustrated with himself that he wishes his wife would harm him for being spiteful.

Excuse me for thinking this way, I'm a little bit pessimistic
The singer acknowledges that he tends to have negative thoughts and is apologizing for it.

They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'em
The singer feels like he's not seeing any blessings or good things in his life.

See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans
The singer is hiding his emotions behind his sunglasses, but it's still obvious that he's upset.

Turning off the world and still looking for some amens
The artist is trying to shut out the world and find some peace, but still wants affirmation and support.

The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they dance
The artist is known for making women excited and his fans love to dance when he performs.

Look in the mirror wanna see me
The singer wants to see himself the way others see him.

Here's their chance
The singer is inviting his fans to see him as he really is.

Hope you like what you see
The artist hopes that others will like what they see in him.

Why me
The artist is still questioning why he's going through all of this.

Kali Baby
The artist is introducing himself with his nickname.

Okay
The singer is ending the song on a note of acceptance, even though he's still struggling.