These Nights
Kyle Thornton & The Company Lyrics

Feels like everyone hates me, and I don't know why
I feel an overwhelming sense of rejection from those around me, without understanding the reason behind it.

Baby look at the sky, I'm still right by your side
Even amidst my personal turmoil, I remain steadfastly supportive and present for you.

They were killing me slowly, I guess it's goodbye
The negative influences in my life were gradually draining my spirit, leading me to accept that it's time to part ways.

Keep memories of us bleeding behind
Let the lingering remembrance of our connection remain intense and emotionally charged.

I was on my coke shit, I got it from you
I was heavily involved in drug use, particularly cocaine, as a direct result of your influence or introduction.

And now I'm on my own doing drugs in my room
Currently, I find solace in solitude as I continue to engage in drug usage within the confines of my personal space.

I tried to change, and I did it for you
I made genuine attempts to transform myself, fueled by my desire to fulfill your expectations and desires.

And if I die, don't hate me too
In the event of my demise, please refrain from harboring any resentment towards me.

But baby I'm here, for one more night
Despite our circumstances, I assure you of my presence and support for a limited period of time.

You want this for life, I gotta catch my flight
While you may desire a long-lasting commitment, I am compelled to depart and pursue my own endeavors or freedom.

I was in the background waiting for you
I existed in the periphery, patiently waiting for your attention or affection.

You'll see me everywhere, girl I'm haunting you
My presence will permeate your surroundings, leaving a haunting impression on you.

Late nights of getting high is getting old
The repetitive pattern of indulging in substances and staying up late no longer holds its allure.

I think I'll die in peace while I'm on the coast
I contemplate finding tranquility in death while being near the coastal region.

Till then I'm making bread till my body cold
Until that time arrives, I will continue to accumulate wealth or financial resources until the day of my physical demise.

Till my body drop, till I overdose
Until the point of my physical demise, whether through natural means or drug overdose, I will persist.

And I, been tryna find a home
I have been relentlessly searching for a place or environment where I feel a genuine sense of belonging.

And I, just wanna die alone
All I desire is to experience death in solitude, without companionship or interference.

And I, miss your calls on my phone
I yearn for the moments when you reach out to me through phone calls but are no longer able to do so.

But that's the way life goes
However, this is simply the unpredictable nature and course of life.