Daydream
L.A. Messina Lyrics

Remember when I was a little child
I used to wear my indoor shoes and run around the playground, looking curious at the pretty girls' skirts, playing with my friends and kicking the ball.

19th night felt like becoming an adult
I felt proud after spending my first night with a girl.

I used to draw with white paint over white paper
I remember a night on the 25th where I saw naked trees against a white canvas.

I thought god bless my life
I felt extremely happy and blessed at that time.

Fade out
A fog started to cloud my mind.

26 lines I used to see so clear
I used to remember 26 lines, including the name and face of my last girlfriend, but now they are blurry.

My friends' faces keep getting longer
I see my friends less and less as they go about their own lives.

Maybe it rained as I looked at my wet shoulders
Maybe it rained when I was lost in thought, with my attention not on my surroundings, as my shoulders were wet.

You didn't want to see me change
Maybe you didn't want to see me change and grow.

I tried to go back but it's too late
I tried to relive the past and my previous relationship, but it’s too late.

So I wrote that memory tape
I stored the memory of your name, with you being the last girl I loved.

Regret is what I feel when I look back and you're not there
Looking back, I feel regretful, and I realize that you're not there now and I'm just standing still.

May be I was havin a nap for a while
Maybe, I was in a sleep-like state for a while, with some light coming into my room, next to a girl who I thought would be with me forever.

Time moves fast but the longing never fades
Although time moves fast, I keep longing for those moments, even now.

I looked ridiculous to my friend because I couldn't speak
My friend must have thought I looked foolish when I was speechless and couldn't respond to their question.

Winter seemed to have come on the road we used to walk together
When I was walking on the road where we used to walk together, it seemed like winter had come.

White hills beyond the color of my longing that I wanted to see with you
I crossed the white hill that I always wanted to show you on a day we could see each other.

Summer dream when I held you which comes back even now
Even now, I can't forget the memory of the night I held you on a summer day.

Having nowhere to go, I feel lonely
Even though memories of the past come back to me, I feel lonely, as if I have nowhere to go.

Silence made me feel empty
The silence, combined with my loneliness, made me feel empty inside.

Even in the cold, there was a faint light in my heart
Although I was cold, I had a little hope that kept me going.

On a hot summer day, I threw myself into the shade
On a hot summer day, I took shelter under the shade of a tree and forgot my memories for a while.

It seems like the grass has withered and the only thing floating is the white smoke of a cigarette
It seems like the grass has dried up, and there is nothing there, apart from white smoke from my cigarette.

Only for a moment, I forgot everything while running ahead
Only for a moment, I forgot everything while running ahead, enjoying the warmth of the moment.

Day dreamin'
I am lost in a daydream.