Wonderland
L.K. Lyrics

Since 2017, I’ve been following my dreams
I have been pursuing my dreams since 2017.

Stuck in wonderland tryna get away from my reality that I’m a loser
I feel stuck in a dreamlike state trying to escape the reality that I believe I am a failure.

I question if this work was even worth it
I doubt if my hard work was even worth it.

I lost all my friends, but I think that I deserve it
I lost all my friends but I believe I deserved it.

Cause I put in the hours, I put in the time
I worked very hard for a very long time.

I gave it my all, like my life was on the line
I gave my all as if my life depended on it.

You will never understand what I’ve been through
No one can truly understand the struggles I have gone through.

Song after song just to have these people never pay attention to your every move
I write and produce song after song, but no one seems to notice.

To your every word
To every word in my songs.

They say you’re gonna make it, but they never care
People say I will succeed, but they don't seem to care about supporting me.

Cause they ain’t buying the songs, and they ain’t liking the pics
They are not buying my music, and they are not liking my social media posts.

I am stuck on the past, that’s why I’m throwing this fit
I am dwelling on the past, which is why I am acting out.

I’m losing followers like everyday
I am losing social media followers every day.

Tryna be the hometown hero, have these people screaming my name
I am trying to become the local hero with people cheering for me.

I don’t think I’ll get past all it
I don't think I can overcome all these obstacles.

Writing down these words thinking to myself, they won’t get the half of it
As I write these lyrics, I don't think people will truly understand what I am going through.

Let it go
Let things pass.

Let it fall
Let things happen.

For five years, you were really strong
For five years, I was really strong.

I said
I repeated myself.

The sun glows, and the night falls
Life has ups and downs, just like the sun setting and rising every day.

Damn
An expression of frustration or defeat.

Maybe I’ve had enough
Perhaps I have had enough.

Maybe my time is up
Maybe it is time to give up.

Play with thoughts of retirement
I am considering ending my career.

Should I just give it up?
Should I just quit?

These are my daily thoughts
These thoughts are constantly on my mind.

Slipping and losing dreams
I feel like my dreams are slipping away.

I know I look okay, but deep down I am splitting at the seams
I may look fine on the surface, but I am really struggling internally.

Wishing I could go back
I wish I could go back in time.

To the way that things were
To how things used to be.

In perfect harmony, before my life turned into a blur
Back when everything was in perfect harmony before my life became a blur.

Time is moving so fast, I’m about to be twenty-one
I feel like time is passing very quickly and I am almost 21 years old.

Struggle with the fact that I can’t fix the damage that’s done
I am struggling with the fact that I cannot undo the damage that has been done.

So I let it go, and I let it fall
So I am letting things take their natural course.

The sun glows, and the night falls
Life continues, with its ups and downs.

Damn
An expression of frustration or defeat.