memory lane
L.O.L. Lyrics

Took a trip down memory lane
Reflecting on past experiences

Nothing's the same
Things have changed

Searching for a person to blame
Trying to assign fault for negative experiences

Learning with age
Gaining wisdom over time

My demons wanna come out to play
Negative thoughts and feelings resurfacing

But they in a cage
Containment of inner turmoil

Fueled by depression and rage
Overpowering emotions

Sorrow and pain
Distress and discomfort

Speaking up the sorrow and pain
Sharing feelings with others

I'm running away
Avoidance of problems

But I think that it's time for a change
Realizing the need for a different approach

A brand new slate
A fresh start

The Ice thin but still I skate
Navigating through challenging situations

I Guess I'm brave
Courage to face difficulties

Or maybe it's the drugs taking over all this pain
Seeking solace in substance use

I don't need an umbrella I guess I'm used to the rain
Accustomed to negative experiences

The way I act out in public you'd think I do it for the fame
Behavior perceived as attention-seeking

But I'm true to the music my nigga this is not a game
Authenticity in pursuit of creative expression

Point to my wrist in the clutch and everybody loving my wave
Success in performance

I tried to work a 9-5 and that shit was slavery
Disillusionment with traditional employment

But I stuck to my grind went to work and made it pay for me
Pursuing independent success

These niggas gone hate, want me dead say they gone pay for me
Facing criticism and threats

And so I stay strapped wit that blick it ain't no catchin me
Preparedness for danger

The woman the weed and the weather that shit the recipe
Formula for temporary happiness

I carried my talents back to Lakeland think that was made for me
Personal connection to a geographic location

I still got a piece of my city won't stay away from me
Remaining loyal to hometown roots

You ask me how I'm doin inside it's day to day for me
Mental and emotional struggles

My mama told me to watch my lungs they fading away
Concerns about health

I smoke an ounce a day to keep depression away
Coping mechanism for mental health issues

Woods glass or wax which one should I choose today
Substance use decision-making

I'm in love wit all the drugs they keep the pain away
Dependence on substances for relief

It's like with every other hit I see a brighter day
Euphoria from drug use

Either that or them xannys they take the pain away
Reliance on prescription medication

I been sippin so much purple turned my liver grey
Physical toll of substance use

Tryina fill this void but honestly too much fucking space
Attempting to numb emptiness

I been movin state to state I'm tryna find my place
Searching for belonging and purpose

Fucked around and found a super model give me face
Gratification from romantic pursuits

Movin in this chally you would think I'm on the chase
Riding in a fancy car

150 on the dash but this is not a race
Speeding without concern for danger

I'm on my own level
Exclusive proficiency

can't nobody take my place
Confidence in abilities

I need me a new bezel
Desire for material possessions

Fuck that shit I need a wraith
Obsession with luxury cars

It's Petal to the metal
Full-speed ahead

Put my mom in new a space
Providing for family

I got it out the gutter
Achieving success despite difficult circumstances

I got Steak all on my plate
Enjoying financial prosperity

Fuck nigga you don't want static
Defensive stance against potential conflict

Pull up on me and my niggas gone spazz
Readiness to retaliate

I got skeletons in my closet
Dark secrets

I don't GB but my entourage move when I move so don't to touch my Patek
Warning to avoid crossing boundaries

Don't be mistaken I keep that bitch on me them bullets they fly like lightening
Preparedness for self-defense

I ain't really in to fightin naw
Disinclination for physical confrontation

Me I rather I just knock em off
Deliberation in handling conflicts

Shoot like curry I like to ball
Basketball analogy for precision in shooting

And my glock hold 30 and all
Armed and dangerous

Legal wit papers ain't dirty at all
Possession of firearms within the law

Won't lose a wink about murdering y'all
Lack of remorse about potential violence

You niggas pussy you fertile and all
Insulting language to belittle others

I am not worried bout none of you niggas you niggas is goofy
Disregard for negative opinions