I've Been Waiting
LIL PEEP Lyrics

I've been waiting (I've been waiting)
The singer has been waiting for someone special in their life

I've been waiting up
The singer has been staying up, awaiting the arrival of someone

'Cause I can't get enough, oh
The singer desires to spend more time with the person they have been waiting for

I feel I'm fading (yeah)
The artist feels their identity is eroding due to their unfulfilled longing

When I fall apart
During the moments of despair, the artist wishes to find solace and comfort in the presence of someone

Your needle sews my heart, oh
The singer perceives their loved one to be a source of healing and physical repair

Fuck me up and make me just go crazy
The singer takes pleasure in the excruciating pain he experiences when around his love interest

Addicted to the pain that you just made me love
The artist confesses his addiction to the love interest's emotional torture, even when it hurts him

I'm fiendin' for your touchin' on the daily
The artist intensely desires to be touched by his love interest every day

You're the only one that I want
The artist confesses their love and desire for only one person

Break my heart but don't tell me I'm not doin' fine
The singer doesn't want to acknowledge that his heart is broken and wants his love interest to leave him in denial

'Cause I'm doin' fine
The artist pretends to be doing okay while he is actually in a state of emotional turmoil

Let me go, I'm spendin' time
The singer wants his love interest to grant him freedom and let him move on with his life

Not doin' fine but I'm doin' fine
The singer is actually coping poorly but forces himself to act as if he is okay

Why you actin' vain for my love, vain for my love
The singer questions why his love interest is seeking his love that they alredy have

When you got everything that I want?
The artist feels like his love interest has already got everything he can offer

Why you actin' vain for my blood, vain for my blood
The artist questions why his love interest wants his blood since they have already shared their experiences

I've been dreamin' (uh)
The singer has been daydreaming about his love interest for a while

Of your uniform
The singer is captivated by the love interest's style of dressing

Your uniform of non-conformity
The artist is fascinated with the love interest's unique way of rebelling against societal norms

The tears, the tears
The artist acknowledges the hurt and pain inflicted by the love interest on them

Tears aren't strong enough
The artist is suggesting that hardcore crying hasn't solved the emotional trauma the love has inflicted on him

The years aren't long enough, no
The singer is suggesting that the emotional pain he has endured has taken a toll on him, but time hasn't yet given him full recovery

It's hard to miss you
The artist finds it hard to forget his love interest

When you are always on the tip of my tongue, now
The singer is always thinking and talking about the love interest

I feel like I'm looking for somethin'
The singer is searching for fulfilment and a sense of belonging in the relationship with their love interest

Somethin' that'll never come
The singer realizes they will never find what they are searching for

Call me when you're in the city again
The artist wants to be informed when their love interest is around

My head just went oblivion
The artist has been hit hard by their love interest who is constantly in their thoughts, causing them to lose all sensibility

I wanna drink my wine, I wanna pass that by
The singer wants to take the easy way out of their sea of emotions, although they know it's not the right choice

I wanna make her cry, she wanna make me die
The singer and their love interest are enjoying the agony they inflict on each other

Apple pie, six cigarettes
The artist attempts to ignore the current situation by indulging in harmless but numbing activities

And I'll catch the vibe that we can't forget
The artist knows that he and his love interest share an emotional bond, regardless of how painful it feels

I'll be waiting (I'll be waiting)
The artist will be waiting for their love interest no matter the situation

Oh, for you (I'll be waiting) (for you)
The singer is willing to wait for their love interest, even if it means suffering emotionally

And now the time is right, you wanna do me so wrong
The artist is angry that his love interest is doing wrong to him now that the timing is right for a relationship

When I've been waitin' (I've been waitin')
The singer has been waiting for the relationship to happen for so long

Long for you (long for you)
The singer has been longing for their love interest for a long time