Supposedly this song was made sometime after Castles II, a collaborative project released February 7, 2017, between GBC members Lil Peep and fellow rapper and best friend, Tracy.
On June 14th, 2018, the song was released for streaming through Apple Music, Spotify, and Tidal. However, it was deleted hours shortly after its initial release because it was supposedly released unauthorized on those services.
Finally, on November 9, 2018, it was released on the album Come Over When You’re Sober, Pt. 2. This version being remastered and completed.
Sex With My Ex
LIL PEEP Lyrics
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I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish
So, fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed
Hear the sadness in your laughter
She's afraid of what comes after me, true love
I don't know when I'll be back in town (back in town)
All I know is that she'll hold me down (all I know is that she'll hold me down)
My girl keeps all ten toes on the ground, for me
I can feel it, I can feel it now
I can feel you watchin' after me, holdin' my breath
Catch a feelin'
Catch a feelin' now
I still feel your skin all over me
Sex with my ex
Fuck me, like we're lyin' on our deathbed
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish
So, fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish
So, I don't know when I'll be back in town (back in town)
All I know is that she'll wait around, for me
All I know is that she'll hold me down (all I know is that she'll hold me down)
My girl keeps all ten toes on the ground, for me
I can feel it, I can feel it now
I can feel you watchin' after me, holdin' my breath
Catch a feelin'
Catch a feelin' now
I still feel your skin all over me
Sex with my ex
Fuck me, like we're lyin' on our deathbed
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish, so
So, fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish, so
One last wish
Fuck me, like we're lyin' on our deathbed
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I'm here to grant your one last wish, so
Fuck me
LIL PEEP's song "Sex With My Ex" is a painful depiction of the confusion, uncertainty and emptiness associated with a problematic relationship. The song starts with the singer who is seeking comfort by indulging in sexual acts with his ex-partner whom he still loves. He describes the feeling of being embrace naked with his partner as "lying on their deathbed" expressing the emotional vulnerability and urgency of the encounter. The emptiness that he feels in the aftermath of the act suggests that he is aware that the reunion is not a sustainable solution to his heartache, supporting the lines "fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed, I'm here to grant you one last wish."
The song repeats the lines "I can feel a sudden emptiness" twice, highlighting the depth of his pain and the inability to find comfort through this reunion. The singer has to leave, uncertain of when he'll come back, but the song suggests that he knows his partner will be there waiting for him. This suggests that the singer has some confidence in their relationship and that despite everything, his partner still loves him, supporting the idea that the relationship is problematic. The last three lines of the song suggest that the singer considers the sex with his ex to be a form of closure for their relationship, which they know will never be the same again.
Overall, the song captures the pain of trying to recapture what was lost in a failed relationship, the vulnerability of being completely connected to another person while being aware that it could end in another heartbreak, and the desire to seek closure even if it's through a reunion that is doomed from the start.
Line by Line Meaning
Fuck me, like we're lyin' on our deathbed
Make love to me as though it's our last night on earth.
I can feel a sudden emptiness
I sense a feeling of loneliness within me.
I'm here to grant your one last wish
I'm willing to fulfill any desire of yours for the final time.
So, fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed
Let's have sex like it's our last night alive.
Hear the sadness in your laughter
I can perceive the sorrow behind your smile.
She's afraid of what comes after me, true love
She's scared of facing life without my affection.
I don't know when I'll be back in town (back in town)
I'm uncertain on when I'll return home.
All I know is that she'll wait around, for me
I'm certain that she'll stay devoted and wait for my return.
All I know is that she'll hold me down (all I know is that she'll hold me down)
I'm confident that she'll stay supportive through thick and thin.
My girl keeps all ten toes on the ground, for me
My woman stays committed to me at all times.
I can feel it, I can feel it now
I sense it, it's real and present with me.
I can feel you watchin' after me, holdin' my breath
I strongly feel your presence looking after me, leaving me breathless.
Catch a feelin'
Embrace the emotion that's brewing.
Catch a feelin' now
Embrace your emotions right now.
I still feel your skin all over me
I can still vividly recall feeling your touch all over my body.
Sex with my ex
Intercourse with my former lover.
One last wish
One final desire.
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Dylan James Mullen, Gustav Elijah Ahr, Shane Ryan Mullen
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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