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LIL PEEP Lyrics

LIL PEEP's song "Sex With My Ex" is a painful depiction of the confusion, uncertainty and emptiness associated with a problematic relationship. The song starts with the singer who is seeking comfort by indulging in sexual acts with his ex-partner whom he still loves. He describes the feeling of being embrace naked with his partner as "lying on their deathbed" expressing the emotional vulnerability and urgency of the encounter. The emptiness that he feels in the aftermath of the act suggests that he is aware that the reunion is not a sustainable solution to his heartache, supporting the lines "fuck me, like we're lyin' on our death bed, I'm here to grant you one last wish."

The song repeats the lines "I can feel a sudden emptiness" twice, highlighting the depth of his pain and the inability to find comfort through this reunion. The singer has to leave, uncertain of when he'll come back, but the song suggests that he knows his partner will be there waiting for him. This suggests that the singer has some confidence in their relationship and that despite everything, his partner still loves him, supporting the idea that the relationship is problematic. The last three lines of the song suggest that the singer considers the sex with his ex to be a form of closure for their relationship, which they know will never be the same again.

Overall, the song captures the pain of trying to recapture what was lost in a failed relationship, the vulnerability of being completely connected to another person while being aware that it could end in another heartbreak, and the desire to seek closure even if it's through a reunion that is doomed from the start.