Deceived
LIL XAN Lyrics

Found myself in a dark place
In a difficult emotional state

Last girl made my heart ache
My previous relationship caused me emotional pain

Now I'm tryna get my soul, yeah
I'm trying to recover from my past experiences

Why all y'all fake flex
Why do people try to flaunt things they don't actually have

Mama told me not to take shit
My mother advised me to stand up for myself

So I never really take shit
I don't tolerate disrespect

I don't care what you rap 'bout
I'm not impressed by superficial rap content

Ask the bitch, she doing Bang Bro
You can ask the woman I had sex with, she's doing porn now

Why I really shoulda kept her
I regret breaking up with her because of her current success

Really should of kept your mouth closed
You shouldn't have shared my personal information

I've been runnin' out of ammo
I'm running out of ways to cope

Different states, I love to trap woah
I enjoy selling drugs in various states

Every city with a bad hoe
I meet promiscuous women in every city I go to

Satan's got a grip on me
I feel influenced by evil forces

Heaven's looking very bleek
I feel hopeless about the possibility of salvation

Steal my faith and everything
I feel like my beliefs are being undermined

Eating off that apple tree
Indulging in sin and temptation

Sunlight shining every beam
Positive forces (like sunlight) still exist, but I struggle to see them

Gloomy days keep scaring me
I'm easily affected by negative events

All my friends are enemies
I feel like those close to me can't be trusted

Windows tinted, you can see us in it
Our car windows are darkened to maintain privacy

Prescription pills made me a villain
My drug use has had negative consequences

Never busy, man I'm always chillin'
I never have much going on, I'm always relaxing

Fake friends up in the grass
Untrustworthy people in my inner circle

Gotta keep it low, let the snakes pass
I need to be careful to avoid harmful people

My main girl gotta side hoe
My primary partner is cheating on me

Like my bitch got more hoes
She has many other partners

Insane doe she a crazy hoe
She's unstable and has erratic behavior

Friends gon' turn to enemies
I expect those close to me to betray me

Out the booth bitch
Leaving the recording studio