Letter To Ouisch
La Coka Nostra Lyrics


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His father died, never knew him to shield him from the rain
Starting shooting heroin at fourteen to numb the pain
Track marks similar to tattoos tell the story of a sad fool
Tragic monologue of a man who became a victim of half-truths and whispered secrets
His own inner-demons, syringes and lesions
Crack pipes and binges for weekends
Led to benders and blackouts that last for seasons
For no apparent reasons, never had children
He was a child in a man’s body
Found joy in the thrill of the streets and crack parties
Robbing drug dealers, selling dope, selling soap
Locked in the belly of the beast where the felons roam
Gift of gab, quick-witted with the clever soul
Couldn’t keep him from catching a buck-fifty in his dome
Matter fact, more like 250, too shifty
His name was Howie but on Rikers Island he was just

Time and time again as I pick up the pen
As my thoughts emerge these are those words
I glance at the paper to know what’s going on
Someone’s doing wrong, the story goes on

A lot of stuff happens that the news won’t tell yous
Loose all L juice, snooze all hell loose
State of the slums, kill four, play the drums
Fake ones, they’re coarse with smiles and snake tongues

Fuck the clan it with coke man, I stand by my own
All by myself grown up but fuck you I’m abandoned, disowned
I’m alive and thrivin', drivin' like a bandit wit gold
You ain’t got no balls so you don’t understand it at all
I’m America’s nightmare, I’m a werewolf with soul
I’m unbearable with no fam' I’m just terrible yo
I have hate in my heart so when I tear a new hole
In all your dreams and ideals, momma where would you go?
Watched my father betray me baby watched Erica go
That’s interference, I just wanted Terrence to grow
Steering clear of all these voices I can hear in my skull
Here in my head, surrounded by these spirits is dead
Who are you to trust and who I am to judge it?
This is do-or-die, suicide on a budget
You can hate or love it but I put it on my motherfucking mother
That I came out and I ain’t going back to the gutter

Time and time again as I pick up the pen
As my thoughts emerge these are those words
I glance at the paper to know what’s going on
Someone’s doing wrong, the story goes on

A lot of stuff happens that the news won’t tell yous
Loose all L juice, snooze all hell loose
State of the slums, kill four, play the drums
Fake ones, they’re coarse with smiles and snake tongues





The story goes on

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of La Coka Nostra's "Letter to Ouisch" depict the tragic life of a man who was born into a sorrowful destiny. He never knew his father and started shooting heroin at the age of fourteen, which became his only escape from the pain of his life. The track marks on his arm tell the story of the sad fool he became. He fell victim to half-truths and whispered secrets, which led him towards his own inner demons. He found joy in the thrill of the streets and crack parties, but he was never able to escape his troubles.


Despite his endeavors, he couldn't keep himself from getting caught up in binges and blackouts for no apparent reason. He never had children and remained a child in a man's body. He ended up locked in the belly of the beast where the felons roam, and met his tragic end. The lyrics illustrate how despite the choices made by such a person, they are still deserving of sympathy, as they fell victim to the cruel world around them.


Line by Line Meaning

His father died, never knew him to shield him from the rain
He lost his father at a young age and never had a protector or guide in his life


Starting shooting heroin at fourteen to numb the pain
He turned to drugs as a coping mechanism at a young age


Track marks similar to tattoos tell the story of a sad fool
His drug addiction is evident through visible scars


Tragic monologue of a man who became a victim of half-truths and whispered secrets
He was deceived by those around him, leading to his downfall


His own inner-demons, syringes and lesions
His addiction led to physical and mental health issues


Crack pipes and binges for weekends
He would binge on drugs on weekends


Led to benders and blackouts that last for seasons
His drug use caused extended periods of time where he couldn't recall his actions


For no apparent reasons, never had children
He didn't have children and it's unclear why


He was a child in a man’s body
He struggled to mature emotionally and make responsible decisions


Found joy in the thrill of the streets and crack parties
He enjoyed the excitement of the dangerous lifestyle he led


Robbing drug dealers, selling dope, selling soap
He resorted to illegal activities to make money


Locked in the belly of the beast where the felons roam
He was imprisoned and surrounded by other criminals


Gift of gab, quick-witted with the clever soul
He was charismatic and had a quick wit


Couldn’t keep him from catching a buck-fifty in his dome
He couldn't avoid getting slashed in the face with a blade


Matter fact, more like 250, too shifty
He actually got cut deeper than he initially thought


His name was Howie but on Rikers Island he was just
He was stripped of his identity in prison


Time and time again as I pick up the pen
The artist is reflecting on his experiences


As my thoughts emerge these are those words
He's putting his thoughts into words


I glance at the paper to know what’s going on
He's trying to make sense of his situation


Someone’s doing wrong, the story goes on
There is an ongoing cycle of wrongdoing


A lot of stuff happens that the news won’t tell yous
The media doesn't report on everything that happens


Loose all L juice, snooze all hell loose
Things can quickly spiral out of control


State of the slums, kill four, play the drums
Violence is commonplace and celebrated in the impoverished areas


Fake ones, they’re coarse with smiles and snake tongues
There are many deceitful people in this world


Fuck the clan it with coke man, I stand by my own
He doesn't need anyone else and will do things his own way


All by myself grown up but fuck you I’m abandoned, disowned
He's forced to be independent due to lack of support


I’m America’s nightmare, I’m a werewolf with soul
He's a symbol of the darkness and chaos present in society


I’m unbearable with no fam' I’m just terrible yo
He acknowledges that he's not the easiest person to deal with


I have hate in my heart so when I tear a new hole
His anger drives him to lash out at others


In all your dreams and ideals, momma where would you go?
He questions the values and beliefs instilled in him by his mother


Watched my father betray me baby watched Erica go
He's experienced betrayal and abandonment from those closest to him


That’s interference, I just wanted Terrence to grow
He's been prevented from achieving his goals by external factors


Steering clear of all these voices I can hear in my skull
He's trying to silence the negative thoughts in his head


Here in my head, surrounded by these spirits is dead
He's tormented by his own demons


Who are you to trust and who I am to judge it?
He questions the reliability of others and his own ability to make judgments


This is do-or-die, suicide on a budget
He feels like he's in a life-or-death situation but has limited means to change it


You can hate or love it but I put it on my motherfucking mother
He doesn't care about others' opinions because he's doing things for himself


That I came out and I ain’t going back to the gutter
He's determined to rise above his circumstances and not return to a life of poverty and crime




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Mike K

This beat is so sick!! Respect!

Thordur Bjarkar

I wish it was longer.. love this raw style!!

Wookie Lebon

I've seen you guys in Rome live the 31 of May and it was awsome. RESPECT FROM ROME!

MetalFaceVic

Love this song. Too raw! Wish it was longer though. COKA!

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Caleb Breer

favorite track on the album

Jim Birchall

Who is else puts out tracks with this much thought? These guys are seriously slept on

MooseBeef

vinnie needs to be on a remix or something in this song this beat is for him!!

AbbottSupreme

DOPE BIG UP LA COKA NOSTRA! Peace!

pmon

great album

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