Who Am I
Lail Arad Lyrics
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And she sees the builders giving her the eye
She steps into the shower and exfoliates her legs
Puts product in her hair and blows it dry
She picks the perfect outfit to accommodate her day
And she rolls her stockings right up to her thighs
She looks into the bathroom mirror and puckers up her lips
She never thought she'd wear a padded bra
She knows that what you wear is who you are
It's who you are...
She still has incense somewhere in a drawer
But she knows she's not a hippie anymore
She's a cover SVP
She's an almost VIP
People think she's 24, but it's a lie.
She hits an after party, after eating Japanese
With a "this week's new, best friend" close by her side.
She has powder on her face, and powder up her nose
And she's jealous, but she can't remember why
She catches her reflection in a glass of pink champagne
And she wonders: "Who am I? "
She never thought she'd be part of the trend
She knows the people judge you by your friends and your foes
She listens to the kinks behind closed doors
But she knows she's not a hippie anymore
She goes out on a date with the man from business class
She knows he`s not her type, but she will try
She wants him for his money and she wants him for his moustache
And she's prepared to overlook his tie
She hears him make a joke and she sees him make a move
And she's deciding if she'd rather die
She looks into her tiny mirror in a tiny handbag
And she wonders: "Who am I? "
She never thought this suit could be her lover
You judge a broker by his cover, and his was great!
She says she'll never be a corporate whore
But she knows she´s not a hippie anymore
And she might never be a corporate whore
But she sure ain't a hippie .....
Anymore
Lail Arad's "Who Am I" is a song about a woman who is trying to figure out who she is in the midst of societal pressures to conform. The singer describes the woman's daily routine, from going to the gym and putting on makeup, to going out and trying to impress others. However, despite her efforts to fit in and be someone she thinks she should be, she still feels lost and unsure of her true identity.
The lyrics touch on themes of self-discovery and societal expectations, particularly related to women and their appearance. The woman is constantly trying to fit into the mold of what she thinks is expected of her, from picking the right outfit to impress others to wearing a padded bra. However, even as she tries to mold herself to fit these expectations, she questions whether this is truly who she is.
At one point, the woman goes on a date with a man she knows isn't her type, but will try because he has money and a mustache. The lyrics suggest that she is willing to compromise her own desires and interests for the sake of fitting in with the expectations of others.
Overall, "Who Am I" is a thoughtful and introspective commentary on societal pressures and the struggle to maintain a sense of self in the midst of those pressures.
Line by Line Meaning
She walks home from the gym with her fashion magazine
She enjoys keeping up with the latest fashion trends and is conscious of the way she presents herself to the world.
And she sees the builders giving her the eye
She is used to male attention and is aware of her own attractiveness.
She steps into the shower and exfoliates her legs
She takes great care of her appearance and enjoys indulging in self-care rituals.
Puts product in her hair and blows it dry
She takes the time to style her hair and considers it an important part of her overall look.
She picks the perfect outfit to accommodate her day
She puts thought into her wardrobe choices and wants to dress appropriately for the occasion.
And she rolls her stockings right up to her thighs
She is confident and not afraid to show off her legs.
She looks into the bathroom mirror and puckers up her lips
She likes to experiment with different makeup looks and is not shy about trying new things.
And she wonders: "Who am I?"
Despite her confidence and attention to her appearance, she still struggles with questions of self-identity and purpose.
She never thought she'd wear a padded bra
She is conscious of the pressure to conform to certain beauty standards and has made changes to her appearance as a result.
She knows that what you wear is who you are
She believes that appearance is a key part of personal identity and self-expression.
It's who you are...
The way you present yourself to the world is a reflection of your inner self and values.
She still has incense somewhere in a drawer
She has held onto some aspects of her past self and values, but recognizes that she has moved on from that phase of her life.
But she knows she's not a hippie anymore
She has undergone a significant shift in her worldview and lifestyle, and is no longer the person she used to be.
She's a cover SVP
She occupies a high-status position in the fashion industry and is well-respected for her work.
She's an almost VIP
She is close to achieving the highest level of social status and recognition, but has not yet reached it.
People think she's 24, but it's a lie.
She is conscious of the pressure to appear young and attractive, and is willing to deceive others in order to maintain that appearance.
She hits an after party, after eating Japanese
She enjoys the high life and is comfortable navigating elite social circles.
With a "this week's new, best friend" close by her side.
She is constantly meeting new people and forming connections in order to increase her social status and influence.
She has powder on her face, and powder up her nose
She is not above using drugs and other substances to enhance her appearance and social experiences.
And she's jealous, but she can't remember why
Despite her success, she is not immune to feelings of inadequacy and envy, and may not even fully understand why she is experiencing those emotions.
She catches her reflection in a glass of pink champagne
She is constantly aware of her appearance and enjoys seeing herself reflected in luxurious and glamorous settings.
She never thought she'd be part of the trend
She is conscious of the power of social norms and is willing to conform to them in order to achieve her goals.
She knows the people judge you by your friends and your foes
She is aware of the importance of social connections and the way they affect one's reputation and standing in society.
She listens to the kinks behind closed doors
She enjoys music that is not necessarily in line with her public image, but is not afraid to indulge those interests privately.
But she knows she's not a hippie anymore
Despite her varied interests and influences, she recognizes that she has moved on from a particular phase of her life and is not the same person she used to be.
She goes out on a date with the man from business class
She is willing to go on dates with men who do not necessarily fit her usual preferences as long as they offer her social or financial benefits.
She knows he's not her type, but she will try
She is willing to step outside of her comfort zone and put in deliberate effort to achieve her goals, even if it means compromising on personal preferences or values.
She wants him for his money and she wants him for his moustache
She values wealth and power, but also enjoys indulging in unusual or unexpected physical features or quirks in her partners.
And she's prepared to overlook his tie
She is willing to compromise on small details or flaws in order to achieve her larger goals or desires.
She hears him make a joke and she sees him make a move
She is in tune with social cues and is always looking for openings and opportunities to further her own interests or status.
And she's deciding if she'd rather die
Despite her apparent success and confidence, she may still harbor doubts or insecurities about her own choices and the path she has taken in life.
She looks into her tiny mirror in a tiny handbag
She is always conscious of her appearance and carries her tools for self-presentation with her at all times.
And she wonders: "Who am I?"
Despite her many achievements and successes, she may still struggle with questions of personal identity and purpose, and may feel disconnected from her true self.
She never thought this suit could be her lover
She is open to experiencing new things and enjoys breaking down traditional boundaries or expectations.
You judge a broker by his cover, and his was great!
She is aware of the importance of appearance and presentation in business and social circles, and values those qualities highly in others.
She says she'll never be a corporate whore
She values her independence and does not want to compromise her personal values or goals for the sake of business or social success.
But she knows she's not a hippie anymore
Despite her insistence on maintaining her own values and sense of self, she recognizes that she has undergone significant changes in her life and is not the same person she used to be.
And she might never be a corporate whore
She is aware of the many possible paths her life might take, and is open to changing her mind or direction as circumstances dictate.
But she sure ain't a hippie ...
Despite all her changes and accomplishments, she remains true to certain core aspects of her identity and values, and is unwilling to fully abandon those parts of herself.
Anymore
She has undergone significant changes and growth in her life, and recognizes that she is not the same person she used to be.
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