Back to Life
Lansdowne Lyrics


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Get up, pull yourself down.
Load the chamber, let it linger.
One last time I’m on the edge again.

Right up, pull it back down.
The blade feels like a pointing finger.
All I see is angels on their knees.
Too far gone, this is not where you save me.

Lay it down and say your goodbyes.
Just kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back to life.

All you knew was a lie.
So, kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back to life.

Hold out, never give in.
Build the walls and watch them fall.
One by one until there’s nothing left.

So cold, so far away.
Call out, but no one hears the words I say.
No one can rescue me.

You can’t save me.

Lay it down and say your goodbyes.
Just kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back to life.

All you knew was a lie.
So, kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back…

When you fall to your knees and you call begging please.
Lay it down and say your goodbyes.
Just kiss it goodbye.
Your tears can’t bring this back to life.

I am fallen and broken.
On each breath I’m choking.
Gasping for something to lift me up.

It’s a sickness, a darkness.
The world is so heartless.
Reaching for someone to wake me up.

Too far gone, this is not where you save me.

Lay it down and say your goodbyes.
Just kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back to life.

All you knew was a lie.
So, kiss it goodbye.
Tears can’t bring this back…

When you fall to your knees and you call begging please.
Lay it down and say your goodbyes.




Just kiss it goodbye.
Your tears can’t bring this back to life.

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of "Back to Life" by Lansdowne tell a story of a person who is struggling with dark thoughts and is on the edge of a breakdown. The person seems to be contemplating suicide as expressed in lines like "load the chamber, let it linger," and "the blade feels like a pointing finger." They feel alone and abandoned, as no one hears the words they say even when they call out for help. The person realizes that they have been living a lie and that their efforts to hold on are futile, as tears cannot bring things back to life.


Despite the darkness expressed in the lyrics, there is also a sense of hope and a desire for redemption. The person seems to be reaching out for help, albeit unsuccessfully. They want someone to lift them up and save them from the darkness, but they also understand that the responsibility to do so lies with themselves. They need to lay down the burdens that they carry, say their goodbyes, and kiss it all goodbye.


Ultimately, "Back to Life" is a haunting and poignant tale of a person's struggle to find their way back from the brink of despair, with the realization that sometimes, the only way to find redemption is to let go and start again.


Line by Line Meaning

Get up, pull yourself down.
Push yourself up from the ground only to hold yourself back again.


Load the chamber, let it linger.
Ready yourself for the inevitable pain that you know will linger.


One last time I’m on the edge again.
Once more, find yourself on the brink of desperation.


Right up, pull it back down.
Quickly rise up only to swiftly descend again.


The blade feels like a pointing finger.
The pain feels personal, like an accusing finger pointed squarely at you.


All I see is angels on their knees.
In a time of suffering, all that can be perceived is divine beings who are powerless to assist.


Too far gone, this is not where you save me.
Past the point of redemption or rescue, this is no longer where help can be found.


Lay it down and say your goodbyes.
Give up the fight and bid farewell to what once was.


Just kiss it goodbye.
Seal your fate with a final gesture of letting go.


Tears can’t bring this back to life.
Crying will not revive what has been lost.


All you knew was a lie.
Everything you believed to be true was in fact false.


So, kiss it goodbye.
Accept the truth and let go completely.


Hold out, never give in.
Persist through the pain and don't surrender.


Build the walls and watch them fall.
Create barriers only to see them eventually collapse.


One by one until there’s nothing left.
Slowly but steadily, everything disintegrates until there is nothing remaining.


So cold, so far away.
Emotionally distant and unreachable.


Call out, but no one hears the words I say.
Reaching out for help or companionship, only to be ignored.


No one can rescue me.
Alone in your struggle, there is no one who is able to save you.


When you fall to your knees and you call begging please.
Desperately begging for assistance on your hands and knees.


Your tears can’t bring this back to life.
No amount of crying or emotion can revive what has been lost.


I am fallen and broken.
Suffering emotional and physical damage beyond repair.


On each breath I’m choking.
Struggling for breath and life itself.


Gasping for something to lift me up.
Searching desperately for any glimmer of hope to elevate from the depths of despair.


It’s a sickness, a darkness.
Pain and despair have become a part of life, like a disease or shadow that can't be shaken.


The world is so heartless.
The world seems indifferent to your suffering.


Reaching for someone to wake me up.
Desperately seeking someone or something to bring you out of a nightmare.




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