pretender
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Pretend you love me
Act like you have romantic feelings for me even if you do not actually feel that way.

Now tell me what youd say to let me know
Communicate to me through your words or actions that you care about me and have feelings for me.

Cause here I am.
I am present and waiting for you to express your feelings towards me.

Pretend you care about me,
Act like you have emotional investment in me even if you do not actually care about me.

Now do your best to show me how you feel
Demonstrate through your actions how you feel about me.

Its amazing how familiar your pretending sounds to me,
It is surprising how easy it is for me to recognize when you are pretending to love me since it is a pattern in our relationship.

Acting like you love me when youre lying through your teeth.
You are putting on a façade of loving me even though you are not being truthful.

But I can see much clearer since youve gone,
My perception has improved since you are no longer present in my life.

That you've just been pretending all along.
I realize that you have never truly loved me and that all of the affection you have shown me was a charade.

I finally see you
I now have a clear understanding of who you really are.

For who you really are
I recognize your true character and intentions.

And you cant change that now,
You are unable to alter my perception of you at this point.

No matter how you try.
Even if you make efforts, you will not be successful in changing my opinion of you.

I'm finally waking up,
I am coming out of my delusion and seeing things for what they really are.

And things are clearer now.
My understanding of the situation has become more lucid.

Youll never get me back
I will not return to you.

So much for good times.
All of the enjoyable experiences we shared together are now in the past.

You seemed to be so happy here with me.
It appeared as though you were pleased in our relationship.

Now I wake up angry when I meet you in my dreams.
I experience feelings of hostility towards you when I dream of you.

Dont even bother cause its over
Do not make any more attempts as our relationship has ended.

I cant play this anymore.
I cannot maintain this relationship any longer.

I have cried but now its over
I have been upset, but now I am moving on from the relationship.

Every thing we had just walked right out the door.
Everything that we shared has just ended abruptly.

I'm finally wising up to you,
I am becoming more astute to your actions and intentions.

And I finally see you.
I am now able to perceive your true character.

Youll never get me back,
You are not capable of regaining my trust or affection.

No matter how, no matter how, no matter how you try.
Regardless of your efforts, it is impossible for you to restore our relationship to its former state.