Held Down
Laura Marling Lyrics


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I woke up, it was four in the morning
Clear as all hell that you'd already gone
(Gone, gone, gone)
Your note said, "Dear, you know I hate to disappear
But the days are short and the nights are getting long"
(Long, long, long)

And I just meant to tell you
That I don't want to let you down
(Down, down, down)
And I just meant to tell you
That I don't want to get you wrong
(Wrong)

Think about now with my legs wrapped around you
How many times before have you seen me run?
(Run, run, run)
It's a cruel kinda twist that you'd leave like this
Just drop my wrist and say, "Well, that's us done"
(Done, done)

I was just gonna tell you
That I don't want to let you down
Get lost in the crowd
Seen or unseen
Say what you mean

Simply a book, but you gave up a look
But I just don't care for and I cannot get through
(Through, through, through)
That you're writing again, and I'm glad old friend
I'll make sure you write me out of where you get to
(To, to, to)

I was just gonna tell you
That I don't want to let you down
Get lost in the crowd
Seen or unseen
Say what you mean

'Cause we all want to be here now
And we all want to be held down
And we all want to here now
And we all want to be held down

I woke up, it was four in the morning
Clear as all hell that you'd already gone
Your note said, "Dear, you know I hate to disappear
But the days are short and the nights are getting long"

And I just mean to tell you
That I don't want to be let down
Get lost in the crowd




Seen or unseen
Say what you mean

Overall Meaning

Laura Marling's song "Held Down" seems to describe a situation where the singer's partner has left her in the wee hours of the morning. The singer is hung up on getting her feelings across to her former partner but is unable to do so. She is in disbelief that her partner has left and is trying to come to terms with the abrupt end of the relationship. She mentions wanting to be "held down" and expressing what she truly means.


The first verse is a straight forward depiction of the singer waking up at 4 in the morning to discover that her partner had already left. The note left by the partner seems like a justified explanation for their disappearance, but the singer is left confused and hurt by the sudden decision. The chorus reveals the singer's predicament of not being able to express how she feels to her partner. In the second verse, she imagines a moment of intimacy with her partner but realizes that their relationship has gone through such phases before. The bridge references a book that the partner is writing and the singer vows to make sure that she is never included in it. The song ends with a repetition of the chorus, with the singer expressing the desire for clarity and honesty in all relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

I woke up, it was four in the morning
I suddenly awoke at 4 AM


Clear as all hell that you'd already gone
Realized you had left me


Your note said, "Dear, you know I hate to disappear
I received a note from you explaining that you don't like leaving me without notice


But the days are short and the nights are getting long"
You left because you wanted to experience more of life, but the seasons are changing


And I just meant to tell you
I was planning on saying


That I don't want to let you down
I don't want to disappoint you


And I just meant to tell you
I wanted to express


That I don't want to get you wrong
I don't want to misunderstand what you're feeling or saying


How many times before have you seen me run?
I am acknowledging that I often run away from problems or situations


It's a cruel kinda twist that you'd leave like this
It's unfortunate and ironic that you left when I was planning on expressing my feelings


Just drop my wrist and say, "Well, that's us done"
You broke up with me and ended our relationship with disinterest


I was just gonna tell you
I had the intention to tell you


That I don't want to let you down
That I wanted to make you happy


Get lost in the crowd
Drift aimlessly in the world


Seen or unseen
Whether people notice me or not


Say what you mean
Speak honestly and directly


Simply a book, but you gave up a look
You gave me a glance when I was reading


But I just don't care for and I cannot get through
It wasn't of interest to me and I couldn't finish it


That you're writing again, and I'm glad old friend
I'm happy that you're writing, nostalgic of when we were just friends


I'll make sure you write me out of where you get to
I don't want to influence your writing, so I'll ensure you're not writing about me


'Cause we all want to be here now
Everyone wants to live in the present moment


And we all want to be held down
We all want to feel grounded and secure


And we all want to here now
We all want to be present in this moment


And we all want to be held down
We all want to feel grounded and secure


And I just mean to tell you
I want to express


That I don't want to be let down
I don't want to be disappointed


Get lost in the crowd
Drift aimlessly in the world


Seen or unseen
Whether people notice me or not


Say what you mean
Speak honestly and directly




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Laura Marling

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@modest8930

I woke up, it was four in the morning
Clear as all hell that you'd already gone
(Gone, gone, gone)
Your note said, "Dear, you know I hate to disappear
But the days are short and the nights are getting long"
(Long, long, long)
And I just meant to tell you
That I don't want to let you down
(Down, down, down)
And I just meant to tell you
That I don't want to get you wrong
(Wrong)
Think about now with my legs wrapped around you
How many times before have you seen me run?
(Run, run, run)
It's a cruel kinda twist that you'd leave like this
Just drop my wrist and say, "Well, that's us done"
(Done, done)
I was just gonna tell you
That I don't want to let you down
Get lost in the crowd
Seen or unseen
Say what you mean
Simply a book, but you gave up a look
But I just don't care for and I cannot get through
(Through, through, through)
That you're writing again, and I'm glad old friend
I'll make sure you write me out of where you get to
(To, to, to)
I was just gonna tell you
That I don't want to let you down
Get lost in the crowd
Seen or unseen
Say what you mean
'Cause we all want to be here now
And we all want to be held down
And we all want to here now
And we all want to be held down
I woke up, it was four in the morning
Clear as all hell that you'd already gone
Your note said, "Dear, you know I hate to disappear
But the days are short and the nights are getting long"
And I just mean to tell you
That I don't want to be let down
Get lost in the crowd
Seen or unseen
Say what you mean



All comments from YouTube:

@offshoretomorrow3346

Can't believe they didn't make a video for this - perhaps her most beautiful song of all.

@ranjitverdi5702

❤️

@wellmadegifts

Sshh
.. Keep it to ourselves x

@maanamusic2611

The best hook I've heard in a while. Beautiful song

@sidekickcleveland7365

Since hope we meet again or fortune? Or the previous track?

@maanamusic2611

@@sidekickcleveland7365 Both great tracks, its difficult to pick a favourite from a near perfect album. Something about the nostalgic vibe of this song just really does it for me

@Onesmo

My soul was not ready for this.

@mikeymadnez

I hope it found you well.

@Onesmo

@@mikeymadnez It most definitely did. Thank you.

@legendofmalo

The harmony sounds SO GOOD, this song is a masterpiece

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