Schwarz
Lea Lyrics

Ich trag' schwarz, bis es was Dunkleres gibt
I will wear black until something even darker comes along, symbolizing the depth of my grief and sorrow.

Hab' dir zu spät gesagt, was du für mich bist, ja
I regret not telling you sooner what you meant to me, and now it is too late.

Hätt' nicht gedacht, wie schwer es ohne dich ist
I didn't realize how difficult it would be to live without you, and now I am struggling to move on.

Werd' nie mehr jemanden so lieben wie dich
I know I will never love anyone else as deeply as I loved you. You were truly unique and irreplaceable.

Frag' mich die ganze Zeit, wo du grade bist, ja
I wonder constantly where you might be right now, and if you're thinking of me too.

Kann nicht mehr schlafen, bin seit Tagen wach
I am suffering from insomnia, as my grief and heartbreak keep me up at night.

Halt' kaum aus, wie sehr ich dich und mich verraten hab'
I can hardly bear the pain of knowing that I betrayed not only you, but also myself and our love.

Will dich vergessen, doch ich kann das nicht
I want to forget you and move on, but it feels impossible because you were such a significant part of my life.

Was du bedeutest, weiß ich erst, seit du gegangen bist
I now realize the true value and meaning of what we had, only now that it is gone.

Ohne den Krieg in meinem Kopf
If I could quiet the internal conflict and turmoil I am experiencing, perhaps I could find some peace.

Wärst du vielleicht noch bei mir
If I had handled things differently, there might still be a chance for us to be together.

Hab' nur an mich gedacht, zu oft
I realize that I was too self-centered and failed to consider your feelings and needs.

Verzeih mir
I am seeking forgiveness for the pain and hurt that I caused you, hoping that maybe we can start to heal and move forward.

Ich kann's nicht glauben, dass es zu Ende ist
I am still struggling to accept that our relationship has come to an end, and feel lost without you.

Dass du nie wieder mit 'nem Rotwein an meinem Fenster sitzt
I miss the simple, loving moments we shared, such as when you would sit with me and share a glass of wine.

Wollt immer streiten, hab' es nicht gerafft
I realize now that I was foolish to argue and fight with you, when all I really wanted was to be close to you.

Hab' dich so verletzt, bis du's nicht mehr ertragen hast
I deeply regret the pain and suffering that I caused you, and understand that it was too much for you to bear.

Ich weiß, ich hab' es nicht verdient
I understand that I do not deserve your forgiveness or another chance, but I still hope for it nonetheless.

Denn manche Wunden sind zu tief
I recognize that some wounds are too deep to heal, and unfortunately this may be the case for our relationship.