Even If
Lea Salonga Lyrics

All those sleepless nights
I've spent many nights unable to sleep, thinking about you and what went wrong in our relationship.

All the tears I cried
I've shed countless tears over the pain of losing you.

All the pain I kept inside
Although I tried to hide it, the pain of our breakup is still stuck inside me.

I kept asking myself why
I've been struggling to find an explanation for why you left me.

You had to say goodbye
It hurts that you had to end our relationship and leave me behind.

Was it just a dream
I wonder if our love was just a fantasy, something that wasn't meant to be real.

When you said to me
I remember the moment when you told me there was someone else in your life.

That there is someone new in your life
You revealed the truth that you had found someone else to love.

You could have at least lied
I wish you had just lied to spare my feelings, instead of confessing the hurtful truth to me.

The truth just scared me
Although I appreciate your honesty, the truth only made me more afraid of a future without you.

Even if... You mean the whole damn world to me
Despite how much I love and value you in my life,

I can forget you
I know that I have to learn to live without you and try to forget the memories we shared.

Wait and see
It will take time, but I'll get over you eventually.

I can be strong even without you
I have the strength to carry on with my life even though you won't be a part of it anymore.

I can't waste my life forever
I can't allow myself to wallow in heartache and put my life on hold because of you.

Hoping you'd come back to me
But that being said, I'll always have a part of me that hopes you'll come back and we can start over.

But deep inside
Despite everything, I still hold on to a small glimmer of hope.

I know I'll be waiting here for you
I'll be waiting for you to come back, even though I know it might never happen.