Nightmare
Leadley Lyrics


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High, high, high
Got me on a high, high, high

You were sweet
For the week on halloween (on it)
Showed me off
Turned me on
Then turned your cheek

And by the time we hit December
I remember you were different
You picked your days, always around her
For your lonely
I was ignorant

Falling for you for is the real nightmare
Oh my god I'm so scared
How the hell I get here?
Falling for you is the real nightmare
And I'm under your spell
On the highway to hell

March was when
I bumped into your old girlfriend
Kindest girl I think that I have ever met
You made her out a physco, fuck this hurts
All the things you did to me and her, no

Like Vicodin
You make me sick
Keep chasing her

And by the time we hit September
I remember you were different
You picked your days, always around her
For your temper
I was ignorant

Falling for you is the real nightmare
Oh my god I'm so scared
How the hell I get here?
Falling for you is the real nightmare
And I'm under your spell
(And I'm under your spell)
On the highway to hell

High, high, high (I'm on it, I'm on it)
Got me on a high, high, high (I love it, I love it)
Got me on a high, high, high
Highway to hell
Highway to hell

What are you doing poking all my bruises?
I thought we were having fun
(Ooh ooh ooh ooh)
The devil is a charmer
All hands for your performance
Cherub with a loaded gun

Falling for you for is the real nightmare
(Is the real nightmare)
Oh my god I'm so scared
(Oh my god I'm so scared)
How the hell I get here?

Falling for you is the real nightmare
(Is the real nightmare)
And I'm under your spell
(And I'm under your spell)
On the highway to hell

High, high, high (I'm on it, I'm on it)
Got me on a high, high, high (I love it, I love it)
Got me on a high, high, high (I'm on it, I'm on it)
Highway to hell
Highway to hell

High, high, high (I'm on it, I'm on it)
Got me on a high, high, high (I love it, I love it)
Got me on a high, high, high (I'm on it, I'm on it)




Highway to hell
Highway to hell

Overall Meaning

Leadley's song "Nightmare" talks about the experience of being under someone's manipulative spell and feeling trapped in a toxic relationship. The opening lines of the song, "High, high, high, got me on a high, high, high," refer to the initial rush of emotions and excitement at the beginning of a relationship. However, the song goes on to explore how things quickly turn sour.


The lyrics mention a specific timeline, starting with Halloween and ending in September, as a way to show the progression of the relationship. In the beginning, the singer's partner showers them with attention and affection, but as time passes, they become increasingly distant and focused on someone else, leading to feelings of insecurity and confusion.


The chorus repeats the phrase "Falling for you is the real nightmare" and describes feeling scared and trapped. In the second verse, the singer meets their partner's old girlfriend and realizes how they've been lied to and manipulated throughout the relationship. The line "You made her out a psycho, fuck this hurts" shows how the partner has not only hurt the singer but also hurt others in the process.


The bridge of the song references the devil and compares the partner to a charmer with a loaded gun. It's a metaphor for how the partner's false promises and manipulation are dangerous and can cause harm.


Overall, "Nightmare" is a powerful song about the pain of being in a toxic relationship and feeling stuck. It is a cautionary tale about being aware of red flags and taking care of oneself.


Line by Line Meaning

High, high, high
The singer is feeling high, either from drugs or from the excitement of being with the person they're singing about.


Got me on a high, high, high
The person they're singing about is the one who is responsible for making them feel this way.


You were sweet
At the beginning of their relationship, the person they're singing about seemed kind and caring.


For the week on halloween (on it)
The relationship began around Halloween and only lasted for a short time.


Showed me off
The person they're singing about liked to show off their relationship to others.


Turned me on
The singer was attracted to the person they're singing about and felt a strong physical connection to them.


Then turned your cheek
Suddenly, the person they're singing about stopped paying attention to them and became aloof.


And by the time we hit December
As time went on and their relationship progressed, the person they're singing about became increasingly more distant.


I remember you were different
The person they're singing about changed from the kind and loving partner they initially knew.


You picked your days, always around her
The person they're singing about started to prioritize someone else over them and only spent time with the artist when it was convenient for them.


For your lonely
The person they're singing about was only with the singer because they were lonely or had nothing else to do.


I was ignorant
The artist was unaware of the person they're singing about's true intentions and feelings for them.


Falling for you for is the real nightmare
Being in love with the person they're singing about has turned into a nightmare for the singer.


Oh my god I'm so scared
The singer is frightened of the relationship they're in with the person they're singing about.


How the hell I get here?
The singer is questioning how they ended up in this relationship and why they didn't see the warning signs earlier.


And I'm under your spell
The person they're singing about has a powerful hold over the artist.


On the highway to hell
The artist feels like they're headed towards destruction because of their relationship with the person they're singing about.


March was when
Another significant event in their relationship occurred in March.


I bumped into your old girlfriend
The singer met the person they're singing about's ex-girlfriend, who they depict as kind and caring.


Kindest girl I think that I have ever met
The artist thinks that the ex-girlfriend is one of the nicest people they've ever met.


You made her out a physco, fuck this hurts
The person they're singing about bad-mouthed their ex-girlfriend and made her out to be crazy, which hurt the artist.


All the things you did to me and her, no
The artist knows that the person they're singing about treated them and his ex-girlfriend poorly.


Like Vicodin
The person they're singing about is addictive and toxic like drugs.


You make me sick
The artist is disgusted by the person they're singing about and their behavior.


Keep chasing her
The person they're singing about is still trying to win back his ex-girlfriend.


And by the time we hit September
As time went on, the person they're singing about remained the same and did not change his behavior.


For your temper
The person they're singing about was only with the singer when he wasn't angry or upset.


Falling for you is the real nightmare
Being in love with the person they're singing about has turned into a nightmare for the artist.


And I'm under your spell
The person they're singing about has a powerful hold over the artist.


What are you doing poking all my bruises?
The person they're singing about knows they've hurt the singer, but still comes around and brings up painful memories.


I thought we were having fun
The singer thought that their relationship was enjoyable and light-hearted at first, but now realizes it was a mistake.


The devil is a charmer
The person they're singing about is devious and manipulative, like the devil.


All hands for your performance
The artist feels like they're watching a show or performance put on by the person they're singing about.


Cherub with a loaded gun
The person they're singing about looks innocent and sweet, but is dangerous and deadly underneath it all.


Highway to hell
The singer feels like they're on a path towards destruction because of their relationship with the person they're singing about.




Writer(s): Bethan Leadley, Elyar Afshari

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Geekscene

I've always been a fan, Bethan, and I've always liked your work, but this is something else; it's on a whole new level...
The music video is sick, outfits, colouring, editing, face expressions, everything, the melody is so catchy and unique, and the way you're controlling your voice here is amazing, it shows how much you've evolved... I think this is my favourite song by you.
Congrats on your new song, lovely <3

Daniel J. Layton

SO GOOD!

Aadila Moolla

This is my favourite Leadley song! So underrated

Navid Emami

Your facial expressions really carry the layered atmosphere and mood

Nanda Matihos

Me encanta esta canción, la escuché hace poco de casualidad y me fascinó ❤

Joseph Azzam

Been playing this song on repeat on Spotify, amazing!

Holly Almond

Can't stop listening to this, it's perfect! ❤🎵

Rachel S

Pretty sure I've had this on repeat every day for hours at a time. 😍🥰 Love.

bean hope

your performance in this is EVERYTHING omg the attention to detail in the wardrobe, the edits, AND your facial expressions in the beginning when you're walking really shows through and adds so much to the lyrics. I love the little bit where you're walking backward and the other people in the hallway at 00:34 omg very cool gosh I love these colors too.

Diandamo

Escuché la canción en Spotify, y aquí estoy, ❤️

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