At the age of 18, Dizon relocated to Los Angeles, where she attended college for one year as a film major. While in college, she began modelling for various import car magazines. As her photos began to be posted up online, she received 2,000,000 hits from search engines in just a year. Following the advice of Japanese fans, Dizon sent a demo tape to a Japanese talent agency. In March 2006, she signed a contract and immediately moved to Tokyo. In October 2006, she released her first photobook titled Petite Amie (Girlfriend in French), which was ranked as the third best selling photobook of that year.
Dizon made her debut as a singer under the record label Victor Entertainment and on February 14, 2007, she released her first CD single and DVD package, Softly (VIZL-216), which peaked at number #7 in the Oricon Weekly Chart. At the same time, she also released her second photobook titled Hello! Leah. She was also cast in several television commercials and minor movies.
Her debut album, 'Destiny Line', reached #8 on the Oricon weekly charts, and the the first press included a Yasutaka Nakata remix of '恋しよう♪'.
Her second album, Communication!!!, was released on August 20, 2008, and reached #18 on the Oricon weekly charts. While on her "Communication!!!" tour in October 2008, Leah announced that she was four months pregnant and recently married the father of her child, a Japanese stylist. Their daughter, Mila (Mira) was born on April 24, 2009. Following her divorce from the stylist in October 2010, Dizon settled back to New York City in December 2010. While she enrolled at an acting college, she stated that she would return to Japan if she could find work.
Lost At Sea
Leah Dizon Lyrics
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Current pulled me out further
I know
This love was built to never last
But I'm still drowning in the past
I don't just want your love
I'm a fiend and you're a drug
I tried to give you up
But the damage has been done
As long as you exist I'll never stop
A lonely boy like you (A lonely boy like you)
I'm on my way
I'm gonna rescue you
Drowning in your love
Wasting away
Thought you'd throw me a life raft
But you just sailed away
Lost at sea
Flooded by memories
The more the tides change
The more things stay the same
I can't stay but I can't get away
Come save me
I caught a boat and sailed to shore
But I swam right back out for more...
yeah
I don't just want your love
I'm a fiend and you're a drug
I could never ever get enough
I tried to give you up
But the damage has been done
And truthfully I don't wanna stop
A lonely girl like me (A lonely girl like me)
Who's on their way?
Who's gonna rescue me?
Drowning in your love
Wasting away
Thought you'd throw me a life raft
But you just sailed away
Lost at sea
Flooded by memories
The more the tides change
The more things stay the same
I can't stay but I can't get away
I should sever the anchor
Get back on my feet
And salvage what's left of me
デモね、デモね
This loneliness suits me quite well
Don't you think? yeah yeah
Drowning in your love
Wasting away
Thought you'd throw me a life raft
But you just sailed away
Lost at sea
Flooded by memories
The more the tides change
The more things stay the same
Drowning in your love
Wasting away
Thought you'd throw me a life raft
I thought you still loved me
Lost at sea
Flooded by memories
The more the tides change
The more things stay the same
I can't stay but I can't get away
Come save me
The lyrics of Leah Dizon’s song Lost at Sea depict the singer’s struggle with letting go of a love that was never meant to last. The first few lines describe her trying to reach the shore but being pulled back by the current, which could represent her attempts to leave the relationship but being unable to do so. She acknowledges that the love was not meant to last, but she is still struggling to move on from it, feeling like she's drowning in the past.
The chorus reveals the singer’s addiction to this person and their love, comparing it to being a drug that she can never get enough of. She tried to give up that addiction but failed; the damage has been done, and she will never stop loving this person as long as they exist. She wants to rescue the person she loves, but she is also desperately seeking someone to rescue her as she feels lost at sea.
In the bridge, she contemplates severing the anchor, letting go of the relationship, and tries to salvage what's left of her. However, she wonders if she enjoys this loneliness and is comfortable with it. In the end, she still feels lost at sea, flooded by memories, and unable to stay or leave, asking for someone to come and save her.
Line by Line Meaning
The moment I almost reached the shore
I was so close to being over you and moving on
Current pulled me out further
But then something drew me back into my love for you
I know
It's painfully clear to me that we were never meant to last
This love was built to never last
But I'm still struggling to let go of the past
But I'm still drowning in the past
I'm stuck in memories of our love and can't escape
I don't just want your love
You are like a drug to me and I can't get enough
I'm a fiend and you're a drug
I've become addicted to your love and can't break free
I could never ever get enough
No matter how much you give me, I'm always left wanting more
I tried to give you up
I thought I could walk away from you and be free
But the damage has been done
But you've hurt me and I can't shake off the pain
As long as you exist I'll never stop
As long as you are in my life, I'll never be able to move past you
A lonely boy like you (A lonely boy like you)
You're struggling too in your own way
I'm on my way
I'll come to rescue you from your loneliness
Drowning in your love
I'm overwhelmed by my love for you
Wasting away
You're not helping me, just causing me pain
Thought you'd throw me a life raft
I thought you would rescue me from my own heartbreak
But you just sailed away
But you left me stranded and alone
Lost at sea
I'm adrift in confusion and sorrow
Flooded by memories
Memories of our love keep overwhelming me
The more the tides change
Despite time passing, my feelings remain the same
The more things stay the same
I'm still stuck, unable to move on from you
I can't stay but I can't get away
I'm trapped in a cycle of love and pain with you
Come save me
I need someone to rescue me from my own heartbreak
I caught a boat and sailed to shore
I thought I had finally broken free from you
But I swam right back out for more...
But I gave into my addiction and went back to you
Who's gonna rescue me?
I need someone to help me break free from you
I should sever the anchor
I need to let go of my love for you
Get back on my feet
And start finding my own strength and independence
And salvage what's left of me
Before you destroy me completely
デモね、デモね
(This emptiness) suits me quite well, don't you think?
This loneliness suits me quite well
Maybe being alone is better than being trapped in my love for you
I thought you still loved me
I held onto hope that you might still care
Contributed by Owen A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
Okini Niimura
(L) I love this song!
建豐 卓
Call me 吧！女生們，就我們努力的成果跟科技業的租車還是我們的私家車吧！反正都在我車庫裡面