Dirty Blonde
Lenii Lyrics


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Life’s been nice lately
And I’m gonna live it guilt-free
Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
(Blah, fuck, one sec)
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I wanna be a slut
I wanna stay out late
I wanna kiss my friends
I wanna lick the plate
But when I lick the knife I see my mothers face
She’s disappointed in me, but that’s just the way
At least I’m being honest
Should I be fake?
And act like I’m an angel, take it to my grave?
Well I can be an angel in my attitude
It doesn’t mean I don’t like being a wild one too
Life’s been nice lately
And I’m gonna live guilt-free
Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Don’t hurt me hurt me hurt me just turn me on
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a lover not a fighter, don’t do me wrong
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
This is a sort of empowerment situation, baby
Words can’t hurt you if we just manipulate them
So we’re taking all the names with the negative connotations
And we’ll raise the vibrations and embrace them
Life’s a game and it’s fatal
So don’t hate the player, be grateful
And do what you want while you’re able
There’s plenty time to be an angel
What a waste
Life’s been nice lately
And I’m gonna live guilt-free
Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Don’t hurt me hurt me hurt me just turn me on
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a lover not a fighter, don’t do me wrong
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)

Overall Meaning

Lenii's song "Dirty Blonde" explores themes of self-empowerment, societal expectations, and the dichotomy of personal identity. The repetition of phrases like "be clean, be a freak, get filthy" captures a tension between societal norms and individual desires. The artist begins by affirming a newfound positivity in her life, asserting the importance of living without guilt. This declaration sets the stage for a journey of self-acceptance, where Lenii encourages herself—and by extension, her listeners—to embrace both innocence and wildness. The paradox of wanting to be 'clean' while simultaneously feeling the urge to be 'filthy' resonates throughout the lyrics, blurring the lines between purity and revelry.


The singer expresses a desire to break free from societal constructs, even as she acknowledges the judgment that may accompany her choices. The line, "But when I lick the knife I see my mother's face," speaks to the internal struggle between personal freedom and familial expectations. Here, Lenii juxtaposes her actions with the notion of disappointment, suggesting a conflict between validated enjoyment and the fear of judgment from the previous generation. However, she quickly subverts this tension by reiterating her commitment to honesty over pretense—recognizing that embracing wildness doesn’t negate her ability to maintain a positive attitude. It's a powerful assertion of agency, showing that one can flirt with darker impulses while still retaining a sense of self-control and integrity.


The chorus, “I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde,” becomes a mantra that resonates with rebellion and affirmation. By embracing the label of being ‘dirty,’ Lenii introduces a notion of reclamation—taking a term often used disparagingly and transforming it into a badge of pride. This reclamation is compounded by her assertion, “I’m a lover not a fighter,” highlighting an approach to life that prioritizes joy and connection over conflict. She encourages the listener to embrace their true self and desires, including those that society might deem inappropriate, as an essential part of living life to the fullest.


Ultimately, Lenii's lyrics promote a philosophy that challenges societal expectations and celebrates the complexity of human experience. Life's challenges are framed as a game—dynamic and full of potential consequences—but she advocates for gratitude and authenticity rather than fear of repercussion. The closing repetition of “be clean, be a freak, get filthy” serves as a rallying cry for the acceptance of one's multifaceted nature. The song's narrative invites listeners to break free from guilt, embrace their wild sides, and find strength in vulnerability, suggesting that the journey of self-discovery must include both chastity and abandon in order to fully appreciate the richness of life.


Line by Line Meaning

Life’s been nice lately
Things have been going well for me recently.


And I’m gonna live it guilt-free
I’ve decided to embrace these positive times without feeling remorse.


Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
There’s no value in holding onto feelings of guilt.


Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Live freely and authentically, embracing both innocence and wildness.


(Blah, fuck, one sec)
Expressing a moment of frustration or a need to pause.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Reiterating the importance of balancing purity with raw, unrestrained enjoyment.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Emphasizing the invitation to embrace both aspects of one’s nature.


I wanna be a slut
I desire to embrace my sexual freedom without shame.


I wanna stay out late
I wish to enjoy life and push boundaries late into the night.


I wanna kiss my friends
I want to express affection openly with my close companions.


I wanna lick the plate
I want to indulge fully in experiences, savoring every moment.


But when I lick the knife I see my mother's face
Engaging in rebellious or indulgent actions makes me aware of my mother's disapproval.


She’s disappointed in me, but that’s just the way
I recognize her disappointment as a reality of my choices.


At least I’m being honest
I value my authenticity, even if it comes with criticism.


Should I be fake?
Questioning if I should pretend to be someone I’m not.


And act like I’m an angel, take it to my grave?
Considering whether to live in false purity until the end of my life.


Well I can be an angel in my attitude
I can maintain positive qualities in my character.


It doesn’t mean I don’t like being a wild one too
Being virtuous doesn’t negate my enjoyment of freedom and wildness.


Life’s been nice lately
My recent experiences have been positive.


And I’m gonna live guilt-free
I’ve chosen to enjoy life without the burden of guilt.


Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
Holding onto guilt serves no purpose.


Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Celebrate both innocence and wildness in life.


Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Reaffirming the call to embrace all sides of oneself.


Don’t hurt me hurt me hurt me just turn me on
I prefer to be excited rather than harmed; I seek pleasure.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Continuing to promote a blend of purity and wildness.


I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
I embrace my identity with all its complexities and rebelliousness.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Reaffirming the balance of innocence and wildness.


I’m a lover not a fighter, don’t do me wrong
I prefer affection over conflict and wish to be treated well.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Reinforcing the call to live freely and authentically.


I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
Accepting my wild and carefree nature with pride.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Encouraging the embrace of both sides of one's character.


This is a sort of empowerment situation, baby
Claiming a sense of power in the choices I make.


Words can’t hurt you if we just manipulate them
If we reinterpret negative language, it loses its sting.


So we’re taking all the names with the negative connotations
We’re reclaiming terms that have been used against us.


And we’ll raise the vibrations and embrace them
Transforming these terms into something positive and empowering.


Life’s a game and it’s fatal
Life is challenging and can have serious consequences.


So don’t hate the player, be grateful
Appreciate those who engage in life rather than blaming them.


And do what you want while you’re able
Seize the opportunity to live fully while you can.


There’s plenty time to be an angel
You can always choose virtue later; now is the time to explore.


What a waste
It would be a missed opportunity to not fully experience life.


Life’s been nice lately
I'm enjoying a favorable phase in life.


And I’m gonna live guilt-free
I’ve resolved to enjoy my experiences without remorse.


Cause what’s the point in feeling guilty?
Guilt serves no purpose in enjoying life.


Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Celebrate the contrast of innocence and indulgence.


Be clean, be a freak, get filthy
Reinforcing the harmony of our dual nature.


Don’t hurt me hurt me hurt me just turn me on
Desiring excitement over pain; I seek connection.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Encouraging balance in how we express ourselves.


I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
I am proud of my bold, carefree identity.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Continuing to emphasize the embrace of all aspects of oneself.


I’m a lover not a fighter, don’t do me wrong
I value love and connection over conflict and desire respect.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Reiterating the importance of celebrating our full selves.


I’m a dirty dirty dirty dirty dirty blonde
Affirming my identity with pride in its boldness.


(Be clean, be a freak, get filthy)
Emphasizing the dance between innocence and wildness in life.




Lyrics © Walt Disney Music Company
Written by: Ellen Mary Murphy, Kyle Dreaden

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