Lennon then opened for such bands as Alice Cooper, The Cult, Otep, Mushroomhead and Drowning Pool to name a few.
Lennon later released a strictly acoustic album entitled Career Suicide. It was just Lennon and her piano. Most songs were remakes of songs from 5:30 Saturday Morning but the new ones were also well received. She released it independently on the label John Galt Entertainment, as she had left Arista.
She remained touring including the Girlz Garage tour. She released her third effort, I Am, on different labels in different countries. It is not yet available in the United States.
She is currently working on new songs and touring.
Lennon enjoys watching , Disney's Aladdin, and playing onstage.
Also, her follow up album will not be called "I AM" in the United States but "Damaged Goods".
Lennon can also be found as a model on Suicide Girls.
My Beautiful
Lennon Lyrics
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Wake up every morning to the sound of the radio screaming
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock and I got to leave
Walk out on the street with nothing on except the shame of last night
And a number in my hand of a man I don't even know
[Chorus]
Where do I fit in
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful
[Verse 2]
Late night, long day, doesn't make much difference to me anyway
You called, I answered, but baby I'm only half awake
Hush little one with you here everything is going to be okay
Is all you say but what if things don't go that way
[Chorus]
[Verse 3]
It's over, we both know, we're both tired of playing the parts
I said goodbye, you said oh well nothing's really lost
Call every now and then just to hear your voice talk to me
You still say everything's alright but it's not and that's something that you're too blind to see
[Chorus 2x]
The lyrics to John Lennon's song My Beautiful describe the turmoil of a person grappling with feelings of isolation and not belonging in the world around them. The verse recounts a morning routine of waking up to the cacophony of the radio, preparing to leave for the day, and leaving with only a phone number in hand. The chorus asks the question of where this person fits in the grand scheme of things, what they can say to be accepted, and where they belong if the person they desire is already in someone else’s bed. The second verse speaks of the weariness of the singer, who is always half awake when they answer the call of the loved one. The voice in their ear reassures them that everything will be okay, but they are not so sure. The final verse speaks of the end of the relationship, with both parties tired of pretending to be something they are not. The lover remains oblivious that the person on the line is not okay.
Throughout the song, Lennon's lyrics speak to an audience of people struggling with feeling like outcasts or outsiders. The song touches on themes of rejection, loneliness, and the search for self-acceptance in a world that may reject them. The chorus seems to ask questions to be answered by society. Where do people who feel like outcasts fit in? What does society need to hear to accept them? The song highlights the importance of feeling seen and accepted, and the pain of being rejected or feeling invisible, even when in the presence of someone who claims to understand.
Line by Line Meaning
Wake up every morning to the sound of the radio screaming
Every morning, I'm jolted awake by the noise of the radio blaring.
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock and I got to leave
I have to get up early every day and leave for work or something else.
Walk out on the street with nothing on except the shame of last night
When I leave home, I feel embarrassed and regretful about what I did the night before.
And a number in my hand of a man I don't even know
I'm holding a phone number of a man whose identity is unknown to me.
Where do I fit in
I wonder where my place is in this world.
Where is my place here
I don't know where I belong or what I should be doing.
What do I need to say, what do you want to hear
I'm not sure what I should say to make people happy or what they want to hear.
If she's in your bed
If you're with someone else romantically,
Where is my beautiful
Where is the love of my life or the happiness I deserve?
Late night, long day, doesn't make much difference to me anyway
Whether it's late at night or a long day, it doesn't really matter to me because I'm just going through the motions.
You called, I answered, but baby I'm only half awake
When you called, I picked up, but I'm not fully present or engaged in the conversation.
Hush little one with you here everything is going to be okay
I try to comfort myself and others by saying everything will be okay as long as we're together.
Is all you say but what if things don't go that way
Even though I want to believe things will be okay, I'm afraid they won't and I'm not ready for that possibility.
It's over, we both know, we're both tired of playing the parts
Our relationship is ending because we can't keep pretending to be something we're not.
I said goodbye, you said oh well nothing's really lost
I tried to end things but you didn't seem to care, as if nothing truly mattered to you.
Call every now and then just to hear your voice talk to me
I still call you sometimes not because I have something to say, but because I miss hearing your voice.
You still say everything's alright but it's not and that's something that you're too blind to see
You keep insisting that everything is fine, but it's not and you're unaware of the problems in our relationship.
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@27419917
travis meeks is f....ng awasome
@rockmachine16
top tier song
@2lazybum
I saw her open for Alice Cooper in chicago years ago and she was awesome. Nobody knew she was but when she was done everybody went nuts. She was signing cds etc after the show and some drunk asked her to sign his underwear and without hesitating reached over and autographed the waist band of his underpants someone asked her how she could do that and she said "its not the worse thing ive been asked to sign"
@mblovesdotn
listened to this because of Travis when it first came out, but the extended version of this song is better, with the additional Travis vocals towards the end.
@taftmcintosh
They compliment each other well. The guy has obviously done alot of living. And so has she. They used to play downtown here sometimes. I wonder if they met in this area? Regardless the guitar part in the beginning is amazing and is a perfect example of the counterpoint Travis Meeks is capable of.
@glan7998
This is one of the best songs ever made.
@kornfreak814
most u peeps havent heard lennon cuz her album was released 9/11/2001 so it got squashed....
@mikecronin8280
Yup
@Mellie-Mel
Awesome 👍
@DjRockGod
i love this song. I am best friends with the origional artist. Her version blows this out of the water. It was origionally titled 6 am