In My Secret Life
Leonard Cohen Lyrics


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In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life

I saw you this morning
You were moving so fast
Can't seem to loosen my grip
On the past
And I miss you so much
There's no one in sight
And we're still making love
In my secret life
In my secret life

I smile when I'm angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do
To get by
But I know what is wrong
And I know what is right
And I'd die for the truth
In my secret life
In my secret life

Hold on, hold on, my brother
My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders
I'll be marching through the morning
Marching through the night
Moving cross the borders
Of my secret life

Looked through the paper
Makes you wanna cry
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die
And the dealer wants you thinking
That it's either black or white
Thank God it's not that simple
In my secret life

I bite my lip
I buy what I'm told
From the latest hit
To the wisdom of old
But I'm always alone
And my heart is like ice
And it's crowded and cold
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life




In my secret life
In my secret life

Overall Meaning

Leonard Cohen's "In My Secret Life" is a poignant, introspective stay on the secret, personal thoughts of the singer. The repeated "In my secret life" phrase anchors the song and is an admission that there are deep, hidden parts of him that most people don't get to see. He deals with the sadness of a broken relationship in his everyday life, but in his secret life, he's still with his lover. As he thinks about moving on, he acknowledges that he may have to lie or cheat along the way, but he still stands by his convictions to do the right thing when it matters.


The song's second half takes a turn and becomes outwardly critical of the world we live in, Cohen laments about how people's lives are disregarded and how the media and society keep us in a state of confusion. Yet, in his secret life, Cohen selects to maintain his values and continues to support his beliefs. The chorus of the song, with the strings and bass in the background, creates a somber tune throughout the song, reflecting the underlying tone of melancholic nostalgia for what was and no longer is.


Line by Line Meaning

In my secret life
The singer has a secret life that is filled with feelings, thoughts, and actions that they keep private from the rest of the world.


I saw you this morning
The singer saw someone they love, but they're unable to let go of the past and its memories.


You were moving so fast
The person they saw is moving on while the singer is stuck in the past.


Can't seem to loosen my grip On the past
The artist is holding on to the past and is unable to let go and move on.


And I miss you so much
The artist misses the person they love who is gone and unreachable.


There's no one in sight
The singer is alone and doesn't have anyone to confide in or share their secret life with.


And we're still making love In my secret life
The singer still has feelings for the person they love, and in their secret life, they're still together.


I smile when I'm angry
The artist puts on a brave face despite their true emotions and feelings.


I cheat and I lie
The artist admits to doing things they're not proud of in their secret life.


I do what I have to do To get by
The artist does what they need to do to survive and cope with their problems.


But I know what is wrong And I know what is right
Despite their actions, the singer still has a moral compass and knows the difference between right and wrong.


And I'd die for the truth In my secret life
The artist values the truth and is willing to die for it if necessary.


Hold on, hold on, my brother My sister, hold on tight
The singer encourages others to hold on and stay strong despite their struggles.


I finally got my orders I'll be marching through the morning Marching through the night Moving cross the borders Of my secret life
The singer has decided to take action and move forward with their secret life, even if it means crossing borders and boundaries.


Looked through the paper Makes you wanna cry
The news and events in the world are depressing and disheartening.


Nobody cares if the people Live or die
The artist believes that society is apathetic and indifferent towards the suffering of others.


And the dealer wants you thinking That it's either black or white
The artist criticizes the media for oversimplifying complex issues and creating false dichotomies.


Thank God it's not that simple In my secret life
The singer is grateful that life is more nuanced and complicated than what is presented in the media, especially in their secret life.


I bite my lip I buy what I'm told From the latest hit To the wisdom of old
The singer acknowledges that they're not always authentic and often conform to societal norms and expectations.


But I'm always alone And my heart is like ice And it's crowded and cold In my secret life
Despite having a secret life, the artist is still lonely and unhappy, even if they try to conceal it from the world.




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Leonard Cohen, Sharon Robinson

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MrBietka52

W moim sekretnym życiu
Wmoim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
Widziałem cię dziś rano
Poruszałaś się tak szybko
Wydaje się, że nie mogę zapomnieć o przeszłości
I tęsknię za tobą bardzo mocno
Nie ma nikogo innego
I wciąż się kochamy
W moim sekretnym życiu
Uśmiecham się, kiedy jestem zły
Oszukuję i kłamię robię to co muszę zrobić
Aby przetrwać
Ale wiem, co jest złe
I wiem, co jest słuszne
I umarłbym za prawdę
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
Trzymaj się, trzymaj się, mój bracie
Moja siostro, trzymaj się mocno
W końcu dotarły moje rozkazy
Będę maszerować przez ranek
Maszerować przez noc
Przekraczać granice
Mojego sekretnego życia
Przeglądanie gazet
Sprawia, że ​​chcesz płakać
Nikogo nie obchodzi, czy ludzie
Żyją lub umierają
A diler chce, żebyś myślał
Że wszystko jest albo czarne albo białe
Dzięki Bogu to nie takie proste
W moim sekretnym życiu
Przygryzam wargę
Kupuję to, co mi powiedziano:
od najświeższego przeboju
aż po mądrość starszych
Ale zawsze jestem samotny
A moje serce jest jak lód
I jest ciasno i zimno
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu
W moim sekretnym życiu


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In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
I saw you this mornin'

You were movin' so fast
Can’t seem to loosen my grip
On the past
And I miss you so much
There’s no one in sight
And we’re still makin' love
In my secret life
In my secret life
I smile when I’m angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do
To get by
But I know what is wrong
And I know what is right
And I’d die for the truth
In my secret life
In my secret life
Hold on, hold on, my brother

My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders
I’ll be marching through the mornin'
Marchin' through the night
Movin 'cross the borders of my secret life
Looked through the paper
Makes you want to cry
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die
And the dealer wants you thinkin'
That it’s either black or white
Thank God it’s not that simple
In my secret life
I bite my lip
I buy what I’m told
From the latest hit
To the wisdom of old
But I’m always alone

And my heart is like ice
And it’s crowded and cold
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life



TRADUCTION IN MY SECRET LIFE - LÉONARD COHEN

Je t'ai vue ce matin.
Tu bougeais si vite.
J'ai du mal à lâcher prise
Sur le passé.
Et tu me manques tellement.

Il n'y a personne en vue.
Et nous continuons à faire l'amour
Dans ma vie secrète.

Je souris quand je suis en colère.
Je triche et je mens.
Je fais ce que je dois faire
Pour faire aller.
Mais je sais ce qui est mal.
Et je sais ce qui est bien.
Et je donnerais ma vie pour la vérité
Dans ma vie secrète.

Tiens bon, tiens bon, mon frère.
Tiens bon, ma soeur.
J'ai finalement reçu mes instructions.
Marchant au pas je traverserai le matin,
Je traverserai la nuit,

Passant les frontières
De ma vie secrète.

J'ai parcouru le journal.
Ca vous donne envie de pleurer.
Tout le monde s'en fout si les gens
Vivent ou meurent.
Et le dealer veut que tu penses
Que c'est soit noir soit blanc.
Dieu merci, ce n'est pas si simple
Dans ma vie secrète.

Je mords ma lèvre
J'achète ce qu'on me dit:
Du dernier tube,
A la sagesse du temps jadis.
Mais je suis toujours seul.
Et mon coeur est comme la glace.


Et il y a foule et il fait froid
Dans ma vie secrète.



ClaireThe1

In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
In my secret life
I saw you this morning
You were moving so fast
Can't seem to loosen my grip
On the past
And I miss you so much
There's no one in sight
And we're still making love
In my secret life
In my secret life
I smile when I'm angry
I cheat and I lie
I do what I have to do
To get by
But I know what is wrong
And I know what is right
And I'd die for the truth
In my secret life
In my secret life
Hold on, hold on, my brother
My sister, hold on tight
I finally got my orders
I'll be marching through the morning
Marching through the night
Moving cross the borders
Of my secret life
Looked through the paper
Makes you wanna cry
Nobody cares if the people
Live or die
And the dealer wants you thinking
That it's either black or white
Thank God it's not that simple
In my secret life
I bite my lip
I buy what I'm told
From the latest hit
To the wisdom of old
But I'm always alone
And my heart is like ice
And it's crowded and cold
In my secret life x8



mrcathy21

Dans ma vie secrète

Je t'ai vue ce matin.
Tu bougeais si vite.
J'ai du mal à lâcher prise
Sur le passé.
Et tu me manques tellement.
Il n'y a personne en vue.
Et nous continuons à faire l'amour
Dans ma vie secrète.
Je souris quand je suis en colère.
Je triche et je mens.
Je fais ce que je dois faire
Pour faire aller.
Mais je sais ce qui est mal.
Et je sais ce qui est bien.
Et je donnerais ma vie pour la vérité
Dans ma vie secrète.
Tiens bon, tiens bon, mon frère.
Tiens bon, ma soeur.
J'ai finalement reçu mes instructions.
Marchant au pas je traverserai le matin,
Je traverserai la nuit,
Passant les frontières
De ma vie secrète.
J'ai parcouru le journal.
Ca vous donne envie de pleurer.
Tout le monde s'en fout si les gens
Vivent ou meurent.
Et le dealer veut que tu penses
Que c'est soit noir soit blanc.
Dieu merci, ce n'est pas si simple
Dans ma vie secrète.
Je mords ma lèvre
J'achète ce qu'on me dit:
Du dernier tube,
A la sagesse du temps jadis.
Mais je suis toujours seul.
Et mon coeur est comme la glace.
Et il y a foule et il fait froid
Dans ma vie secrète.



All comments from YouTube:

Ghoulars

This hits hard when you have a secret life.

Us Ware

👆This right here. Hope you don't get too lonely in your secret life my friend.

Ester Est

We all have a secret life, folks. Lived inside out or outside in..

Lou Skunt

I've been dancing thru lies for 25 years. It was once exciting and perhaps mysterious. Now it's dreadful.

Sarah-Beruriah Bat Tzion

So true 😢😢😢

Ray Howard

​@Sarah-Beruriah Bat TzionRIGHT ON SARAH ,TO TRUE 👍 RAY TWELVE STRINGS U.K

Dan Washbrook

Thank you for everything Leonard, you'll live for ever in your wonderful songs.

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Du har så meget ret, kærlig hilsen og gode tanker til alle

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