Rest of My Life
Less Than Jake Lyrics


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I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone in those Jersey nights
And I
Saw the board walk start to fall
The empty ness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town tonight
Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I fell like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for second tries

Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it swings like a blade?
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life





It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

Overall Meaning

The song "The Rest of My Life" by Less Than Jake is a woeful lamentation about regret and the aftermath of poor decisions. The song is about a person who is coming to terms with their life choices that have led them to their current state of despair. The first verse sets the scene for the song, with the singer feeling lost and alone while walking the boardwalk in a polluted, empty town. The singer then reflects on their past, thinking of the choices they have made that led them to where they are now. The second verse is about the singer saying goodbye to their best friend, who may have been the only one to tell them the truth about their actions. The singer acknowledges that they must face their past mistakes, and that they will continue to regret them for the rest of their life.


The chorus opens with the line, "It's gonna kill me the rest of my life," which serves as a powerful reminder of the weight of regret. The repetition of this line throughout the song reinforces the depth of the singer's sorrow. The song ends with the singer pleading for forgiveness, knowing that they will have to live with the consequences of their actions for the rest of their life. Overall, the song is a poignant reflection on the impact of regret on one's life.


Line by Line Meaning

I fell asleep last Saturday
I passed out recently on the weekend


Underneath polluted skies
Beneath hazy, smog-filled clouds


I walked alone in those Jersey nights
I strolled solo through the streets of New Jersey in the evening


And I saw the board walk start to fall
I noticed the pier beginning to crumble


The emptiness starts to drown
The desolation overwhelms me


The quiet corners of this town tonight
The calm areas of this city in the evening


Late last night I made my plans
At a later hour, I devised my course of action


It was the only thing I felt I could do
It seemed like the lone option available to me


Said goodbye to my best friend
Bid farewell to my closest companion


Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth
Occasionally no one remains to be honest with you


It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
This will haunt me until I die


Let me apologize while I'm still alive
Permit me to express regret while I'm still breathing


I know it's time to face all of my past mistakes
I'm aware it's required to confront every error I've made


This is my all time low
This is the absolute rock-bottom for me


Somehow it feels so familiar
However, it seems eerily familiar


I fell like letting go
I feel like giving up


And every second that goes by
Every passing moment


I'm screaming out for second tries
I'm pleading for another opportunity to make it right


This is the mess I've made
These are the circumstances I've created


These are the words I can't erase
These things I cannot undo


This is my life support shutting down for the final time
This is my final chance to survive


And it swings like a blade?
And it stabs like a weapon?


And kills me for the rest of my life
And will end me for the entirety of my existence


If you won't forgive me the rest of my life
Should you refuse to pardon me until my dying day


Let me apologize while I'm still alive
Allow me to express remorse while I'm still breathing


It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life
This will haunt me until I die




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group, REACH MUSIC PUBLISHING, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Christopher Demakes, Vincent Phillip Fiorello, Peter John Wasilewski, Mark Hoppus

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

ThePowerOf42

Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away the scenes of our crimes
For you this never ends

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy, are you doing okay?
A rose that won't bloom
Winter's kept you
Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away

Though the marks on your dress
Had been neatly repressed
I knew that something was wrong
And I should have spoke out
And I'm so sorry now
I didn't know 'cause we were so young

(Another Brilliant song about forgiveness.. y'all should check it out..
Its Called "Kristy Are you doing okay" by The Offspring.
If you have the time (and stomach, its pretty heartwrenching) you should go look up the story behind this song.. it really hits you in the gut



All comments from YouTube:

Jenna Dincesen

Please tell me I'm not the only one who still cries every time I watch this video

Eduardo

You're not the only one. Believe me

brian R

Nope. Reminds me how bad i fucked up as a father

Andrew St Aubin

Every time.

UnitedWeStand

You are. I only cry about 100 times.

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Richard Alcocer

This song brings me tears. I started apologize once I turned 40 to those I hurt. Some forgave, some did not. For those who didn't, I respect thier decision. I feel at peace with myself🙏

bigbrother

Better late than never

PingPongPaddleHead

One day at a time my bro!

Loony Singer

Im wondering what was so bad that you have done that its not Worte to forgive 30 years or so later

Richard Alcocer

@Loony Singer some people are like that unfortunately. I still respect thier decision. I still feel at peace to say "I'm sorry"

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