drunk text me
Lexi Jayde Lyrics

Shouldn't you be sad right now
I expected you to be feeling down about our breakup

Said you never liked big crowds
You used to tell me that you didn't like being in large groups of people

Acting like you like them now
But now you seem to be enjoying yourself without me

Without me
Which makes me wonder if I ever really mattered to you

'Cause you're with your friends, all proud
You're out with your friends and seem to be happy without me

At some shitty bar downtown
You're at some low-quality bar in the city

Do you taste me on her mouth
I wonder if you still think about me when you're kissing her

Or just whiskey?
Or if you're just trying to forget me with alcohol

Hooking up instead of healing
Instead of taking time to heal after our breakup, you're sleeping around

Wanna know just what you're feeling now
I want to know how you're really feeling without any walls up

What are you feeling now?
What emotions are you experiencing at this moment?

I want you to drunk text me
I want you to text me when you're drunk and not thinking straight

Saying you still need me
And confess that you still need me in your life

Tell me I'm not like her
Assure me that I'm not like the other girls you've been with

I made you happier
And remind me that you were happier with me

Just empty it all out, please
I want you to tell me everything on your mind, no matter how messy

Tell me you fucked this up
Admit that you messed up and regret losing me

Tell me you're still in love with me
And that you still love me deeply

Wondering if you regret
I wonder if you regret your decisions and actions

All the shit you never said
And if there were things left unsaid in our relationship

That you slept with her instead
Especially if you chose to be with someone else instead of me

Like we never mattered
Which makes me feel like our relationship didn't matter to you

Oh, do you even care at all
I'm starting to doubt whether you ever truly cared for me

After all the pain you caused?
Especially considering the emotional pain you caused me

Do you know that I'd still pick the phone up
But despite it all, I'm still willing to answer your call

If you called?
If you ever decided to reach out to me

I hate that I still want you
I hate that I can't get over you and still have feelings for you

I don't want to, but I want you
Even though I know I shouldn't want you, I still do

Look what you've done to me
You've caused me a lot of emotional turmoil and pain

I hate that I still miss you
I can't help but miss you, even though I shouldn't

I don't want to, but I love you
I never wanted to still have feelings for you, but I do

So why don't you drunk text me?
So why don't you reach out to me when you're drunk and vulnerable?

I think I'm still in love
I'm starting to realize that I still love you