First love
Lexii Alijai Lyrics


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Uh, I'm starting to see you moving on
It make me wonder if I'm right
Or it's something I'm doing wrong
But from the jump
Something told me that you was wrong
Should've kept my guards up
Cause in my mind I knew what you was on
Now, you was on some other shit
Up on some lover shit
Tried to keep it on the low
But in love with another chick
But that's ya first love
I heard that shit don't never fade
I heard it's like a game
And that's one of the things I never played
A lot of shit is adding up
I think I've had enough
I give you all I got
But you go back to her no matter what
It's bad enough
I'm starting to feel attached to you
I better quit it while I can
And turn my back to you
Uh, I don't want you to get a hold of me
Or get up in my heart
And remember the shit you told to me
It hurts to know
You wasn't fuckin with me totally
I'm new to everything
But this shit really getting old to me
(look, this shit really getting old to me)

*Talking for 18 seconds*

Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
I can't
Act like I care nigga
Fuck all that
I'm gone

Yo this shit making me curious
But when I bring it up
You tend to never take me serious
You say we good
I believe it man I needed that
But you got love for her
And we both know I can't compete with that
Man, We both know
I can't compare to that
Be tryna win your heart
But when I do
It ain't no sharing that
To tell the truth I been lookin
I don't know where it's at
You listen to my feelings
But I feel like you ain't hearing that
But From the jump you could've told me the deal
Told me I was moving fast
And Could've told me to chill
Damn
I just wanted you to show me whats real
But I guess yo ass in love
And I don't know how it feel
Feel like you push it on the internet
Because you know I'm finna trap
So when I send a text
You say you ain't tryna get into that
You on that bullshit
And I don't be with that
Fuckin with my feelings
Exactly where Imma leave it at

*Talking for 22 Seconds*

Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that
Uh
Fuck all that
Fuck all that I can't act like I care




Nigga fuck all that
I'm gone

Overall Meaning

In the song "First Love", Lexii Alijai talks about a love that she knows is not right for her from the beginning. The song is about an unrequited love that she has developed for someone who is still hung up on their first love. The lyrics convey her frustration with the situation as well as her realization that she needs to move on. She wonders if her actions are causing the person to move on or if it was just a flawed relationship from the start. She acknowledges that the person was on some other shit and was trying to keep it on the low but was in love with another girl. However, she also admits to feeling attached to the person and not wanting them to hold onto her or hurt her. She also addresses the issue of the person not taking her seriously when she brings up their first love, which makes it difficult for her to connect with them on a deeper level.


The song captures the raw emotions of a person who is in love with someone who doesn't reciprocate their feelings. It shows the vulnerability and pain that comes with being in that position. The lyrics also highlight the importance of honesty in a relationship and how it can prevent misunderstandings and heartache. Overall, "First Love" is a powerful and relatable song that speaks to the difficult nature of love and relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Uh, I'm starting to see you moving on
I am noticing you're moving on from me.


It make me wonder if I'm right
It makes me think if I made a mistake.


Or it's something I'm doing wrong
Or maybe I am doing something wrong.


But from the jump
But from the start.


Something told me that you was wrong
I had a feeling that something was not right.


Should've kept my guards up
I should have been more cautious.


Cause in my mind I knew what you was on
Because I knew what you were up to.


Now, you was on some other shit
You were doing something else.


Up on some lover shit
Fooling around with another girl.


Tried to keep it on the low
You kept it a secret.


But in love with another chick
But you were in love with another girl.


But that's ya first love
But that's your first love.


I heard that shit don't never fade
I heard that love never fades away.


I heard it's like a game
I heard it's like playing a game.


And that's one of the things I never played
And that's one of the things I never did.


A lot of shit is adding up
A lot of things are making sense.


I think I've had enough
I think I've had enough of this.


I give you all I got
I gave you all that I had.


But you go back to her no matter what
But you keep going back to her.


It's bad enough
It's already hard enough.


I'm starting to feel attached to you
I am starting to feel like we have an emotional connection.


I better quit it while I can
I should stop before it's too late.


And turn my back to you
And walk away from you.


Uh, I don't want you to get a hold of me
I don't want you to have any influence over me.


Or get up in my heart
Or get into my emotions.


And remember the shit you told to me
And remember the things you said to me.


It hurts to know
It is painful to realize.


You wasn't fuckin with me totally
You were not completely into me.


I'm new to everything
I am inexperienced.


But this shit really getting old to me
But this situation is getting old.


(look, this shit really getting old to me)
(I'm tired of this situation.)


Fuck all that
I don't want to hear it.


I can't
I cannot.


Act like I care nigga
Pretend that I care.


Yo this shit making me curious
This situation is making me curious.


But when I bring it up
But when I ask you about it.


You tend to never take me serious
You never take me seriously.


You say we good
You say everything is okay.


I believe it man I needed that
I believe you, I needed to hear that.


But you got love for her
But you still love her.


And we both know I can't compete with that
And we both know I can't be with you if you still love her.


Man, We both know
We both know.


I can't compare to that
I can't measure up to her.


Be tryna win your heart
I am trying to win your love.


But when I do
But when I succeed.


It ain't no sharing that
There will be no sharing.


To tell the truth I been lookin
To be honest, I have been searching.


I don't know where it's at
I don't know where is it.


You listen to my feelings
You listen to me when I express myself.


But I feel like you ain't hearing that
But I feel like you're not really listening.


But From the jump you could've told me the deal
But from the start, you should have told me the truth.


Told me I was moving fast
Told me to slow down.


And Could've told me to chill
And you could have told me to relax.


Damn
Damn.


I just wanted you to show me whats real
I just wanted you to be honest with me.


But I guess yo ass in love
But I guess you are in love.


And I don't know how it feel
And I don't know how it feels.


Feel like you push it on the internet
It seems like you are showing off on social media.


Because you know I'm finna trap
Because you know I am going to ask you about it.


So when I send a text
So when I text you.


You say you ain't tryna get into that
You say you don't want to talk about it.


You on that bullshit
You are being unreasonable.


And I don't be with that
And I don't want that.


Fuckin with my feelings
You are playing with my emotions.


Exactly where Imma leave it at
Exactly where I will end this situation.


I'm gone
I'm leaving.




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Comments from YouTube:

@nathancarpenter5761

How come after shes gone from this world I find her? Something so special, and yet, I'll never get to hear a new track once I'm finished listening thru all of her songs...

@lakeishahorne8092

Nathan Carpenter dame way I’m feeling now ! I’m like damn baby ; you would have killed the females in the game

@lith8468

Her music lives on. I feel the same and I knew her when she was here. She called her fans one day, she called me. She was so damn special, and I’ll never hear her wise words again. She just summed it all up somehow

@mammi_ty1933

this project saved my life. when i felt like the heartbreak i went through was too much you let me know i wasn’t alone. thank you Alexis fr. gone but forever in our hearts. LONG LIVE LEXIIπŸ’”

@sophiathomas5473

Rest In Peace Lexii. You were pure talent.

@cierram.8389

" Bad enough im starting to feel attached to you . I better quit it while I can and turn my back to you." πŸ’― I swear she always expressing how I feel . She is sooo underrated😩

@rapu9351

Now she's getting attention.. after her death Fuck

@LeticiaNavarro16

Just became a fan, girl you got something good and I hope you make it to the top!❀

@martyrasta

sad

@lauracarter6729

THis song hit me so hard...ain't NO pain like being crazy about somebody that you can tell is in love with somebody else...you can't compete with that shit. Being in a relationship with them, them telling you they love you and want you but your gut telling you their heart is with someone else...damn .

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