Lexii Alijai was born and raised in Saint Paul, Minnesota. She was the granddaughter of musician Roger Troutman, founder of the band Zapp. Her father, Roger Lynch, the son of Roger Troutman, was also a musician. She attended Como Park Senior High School in the Como Lake area of Saint Paul, following an interest in basketball, but then focused on music instead and transferred to Creative Arts Secondary School in Minnesota, before then enrolling in an online school. Alijai ultimately dropped out to pursue a full-time music career and began rapping over the beats of popular songs by artists such as Dej Loaf, 2Pac and Drake.
Alijai released her first mixtape, Super Sweet 16s, in 2014 on her sixteenth birthday. She then collaborated with Rocky Diamonds on an extended play, titled 3 Days. A second mixtape, In the Meantime, was released a few months later, then her third, FeelβLess, in October that same year.
The following year, she and rapper Shaun Sloan collaborated on a mixtape titled Same Struggle. Different Story. Alijai became close friends with Kehlani the summer before the release of Kehlani's debut commercial mixtape, You Should Be Here, which peaked at number 36 on the Billboard 200. You Should Be Here granted Alijai media attention due to her lyricism and flow presented on the track. Her next full-length project, Joseph's Coat, was released late 2015 and featured contributions from Elle Varner. In 2016, she performed at Soundset Music Festival and had opened up for Playboi Carti, Lil Uzi Vert and Rich the Kid. She released a remix of "Exchange" by Bryson Tiller and "Cold Hearted" by Meek Mill and Jay-Z, along with a music video for her remix of "Cold Hearted."
In 2017, she released a remix of "Redbone" by Childish Gambino and "Me, Myself and I" by BeyoncΓ©. On September 8, Alijai released her first full-length debut studio album, Growing Pains, in which she covered topics such as dropping out of school and maintaining a relationship with her ex-boyfriend's mother.
Lexii Alijai died at the Loews Minneapolis Hotel on January 1, 2020, at the age of 21. The Hennepin County Medical Examiner ruled that the manner of death was an accident. A toxicology report revealed the cause as mixed toxicity from fentanyl and ethanol.
Growing Pains
Lexii Alijai Lyrics
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(I run from it, I run from it)
Yeah, uh, yo, look
It's a cold world
My nigga cheated I caught him fuckin' with ol' girl
I'll never be enough, even though I'm so thorough
But niggas wanna eat they cake
I'm growing up, and I'm moving up a bra size
Understanding when niggas tell me it's all lies
Shoot for it, 'cause I'll be damned if the ball lie
Twenty-seven red bottoms sitting court side
Ain't nobody sitting with me but, my brother though
He be with me, and my sister be where my mother go
Overcoming all the changes that we undergo
You should've listened when I told you I was gonna blow
But, I don't blame you I know everybody saying that
But, it's a difference when you know what people saying wack
I be speaking real shit, spitting real facts
Female spitting like a nigga, finna kill rap
(I don't want it) and, I just killed that
(I don't want it) felt within
Is the type of shit that you pull back, yeah (I run from it)
Real rap, nigga real rap (I run from it)
Yeah I know you feel that (I don't want it)
(I don't want it)
(I run from it) verse two
(I run from it) uh, yo, look, uh
And, it's my year right now
Everybody that's important to me, here right now
Spit the shit that the world need to hear right now
And, all the lil' girls in high school could feel right now
Uh, I took a break from rappin, just to focus on my health
Was really in the gym, I had to focus on myself
How could you blame me for being human? I'm only me
Word is bond, I'ma make it, and you gon' see
What you gon' do when you see me up on your television?
Lexii, the hottest in they city, what they fail to mention
Even though I don't need nobody to stamp me
Plan A gon' work, fuck a plan B
Say she fuckin' with Lexii, but nah, she can't be
Blind to the bullshit, like I can't see
And, I been working on this mixtape
And, at the same time
I been out here tryna get my shit straight
Yeah, tryna get my shit straight
Same time I been working on a mixtape
Lil' Lexii got a big plate, yeah
(I don't want it, I don't want it) growing pains
(I run from it, I run from it) uh, let it rock
In Lexii Alijai's "Growing Pains," she discusses the struggles of growing up and the challenges that come with it. The first verse discusses her experience of being cheated on, and feeling like she's not enough for someone even when she is thorough. She compares this feeling to wanting to have their cake and eat it too, implying that men can't make up their minds. Despite this, Lexii still grows up and matures, accepting that she can't change things that are out of her control. Throughout the song, she emphasizes her determination to succeed in the music industry and show her talent, even if people doubt her. She addresses the haters who don't take her seriously as a female rapper, promising to keep it real and continue to spit the truth.
Through the verses, Lexii communicates a lot of emotion and depth behind her lyrics. She's not just rapping about surface level topics but discussing real feelings and experiences that come with growing up. She mentions overcoming changes, focusing on her health, and being blind to the bullshit, all of which represent the obstacles she has faced in her life. The chorus expresses her ambivalence about wanting to grow up and confront her problems (I don't want it) but also feeling like she needs to avoid them because they cause her pain (I run from it). This paradoxical sentiment shows the complexity of her personality and journey.
* Some interesting facts about "Growing Pains" are:
* The song was released in 2015 on Lexii Alijai's mixtape "In The Meantime."
* Lexii Alijai became known for her freestyle on Drake's "Controlla," which he praised on Instagram.
* Growing up in St. Paul, Minnesota, Lexii Alijai was the granddaughter of the legendary Minnesota rapper, Roger Troutman.
* She started rapping at the age of 10 and gained popularity on YouTube before releasing her debut mixtape in 2014.
* Lexii Alijai was only 21 years old when she passed away suddenly in 2020.
* Her death was widely mourned by fans and fellow artists, including Kehlani and Ariana Grande.
* The cause of her death has not been disclosed by her family.
* "Growing Pains" was one of her most popular songs, with over a million views on YouTube.
* Lexii Alijai regularly collaborated with Kehlani, who paid tribute to her after her death.
* Her music has been described as a blend of rap, R&B, and soul, showcasing her versatility as an artist.
Chords: Unfortunately, the chords for this song are not available.
Line by Line Meaning
It's a cold world
The world can be harsh and unkind.
My nigga cheated I caught him fuckin' with ol' girl
A personal relationship was affected negatively by infidelity.
I'll never be enough, even though I'm so thorough
Despite being confident in oneself, others may not see or appreciate one's value.
But niggas wanna eat they cake And have the whole world
People want to have it all, even if it means betraying others or lacking empathy.
I'm growing up, and I'm moving up a bra size
The artist is becoming more mature and experiencing physical growth.
Understanding when niggas tell me it's all lies
The singer has learned to recognize when others are lying to them or not being truthful.
Shoot for it, 'cause I'll be damned if the ball lie
The singer is determined to go after their goals, because they know they will regret not trying later on.
Twenty-seven red bottoms sitting court side
The artist is flaunting their expensive fashion and success at a high-profile event.
Overcoming all the changes that we undergo
The artist and their family have faced and overcome various challenges and obstacles.
You should've listened when I told you I was gonna blow
Others should have believed in the artist's talent and potential when they said they were going to make it big.
But, it's a difference when you know what people saying wack
The singer can differentiate between genuine compliments and insincere flattery or criticism.
I be speaking real shit, spitting real facts
The artist raps with authenticity and truthfulness.
Female spitting like a nigga, finna kill rap
The singer is a skilled female rapper who aims to dominate the genre.
And, it's my year right now
The singer feels that this year is their moment to shine and succeed.
Spit the shit that the world need to hear right now
The singer believes that their music is important and impactful for others to hear at this moment in time.
And, all the lil' girls in high school could feel right now
The artist wants to inspire and relate to young girls who are going through similar experiences.
I took a break from rappin, just to focus on my health
The artist prioritized their personal well-being and took a break from their career for self-care.
How could you blame me for being human? I'm only me
The singer acknowledges that they are not perfect and deserve compassion and understanding for making mistakes.
Plan A gon' work, fuck a plan B
The singer is confident in their primary plan and does not want to rely on a backup plan.
Say she fuckin' with Lexii, but nah, she can't be
The artist is aware of fake friends or acquaintances who do not genuinely support them.
Blind to the bullshit, like I can't see
Others may underestimate the artist's intelligence or intuition.
Lil' Lexii got a big plate, yeah
The artist has a lot on their plate or a lot of responsibilities to handle.
Growing pains
The singer is experiencing the challenges and difficulties of growing up and pursuing their dreams.
Lyrics Β© Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Alexis Alijai Lynch, Marilyn Mcleod, Pamela Sawyer
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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Man this album was fire. I am so glad I got to know her music while she was still here! So raw and honest, her music was unlike any other β£οΈ RIP your father is waiting for you with open arms. Gone too soon but will never be forgotten β€οΈ
Yanna Nychole
First song Iβve ever heard of her , thatβs when I knew that she was something different , literally a ICON , never heard someone spit like her , she was the truth ! π
Beeba Palos
First song of hers I'm listening to since the news......R.I.P. π
Nicolo Bramante
Same here. Sheβs so damn good though.
Virglo X
Damn I neva heard of her till now rip Lexi alijai
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lil Harlii
Rip lexii she already the first rapper we lost in 2020:(
Yvngg. Prez
This My 1st Time Listenin 2 Her & She Gives Me Nipsey Vibes With This Oneπ― R.I.PππΎ
millies lifestyle
1st time hearing her. she was so talented. RIP lexii, your loved.. </3
Meelasharell
Rest in paradise lexii u was a person that got me through shit with this album πππ½π₯Ί