Fearless
LiL Xtra Lyrics

Wake up what the fuck that hurts yeah I broke your heart I'm the worst I'm sorry
I am in pain from my physical condition, and I regret that I hurt you emotionally.

But my shoulder's torn and my heart feels worn dunno what I'm gonna do about surgery
I am physically and emotionally exhausted, and I am uncertain about how to address my physical ailment.

And you're not gonna listen, think I'm just bitching, guess there's no use pretending
I feel like you don't hear or understand me, and I am resigning to the fact that there's nothing to be done about it.

There's a silver lining in this hurricane, pain on the way whole world is ending
Despite the difficulties I am facing, I recognize that there may be a positive outcome in the future, although the present situation is bleak.

Wake up what the fuck this hurts nerve block wore off and I can't stop crying
I am in physical pain and the temporary relief I had is gone, and it is causing me emotional distress.

For five weeks oxy is in me and I can't quit better believe I've been trying
I have been trying to overcome my physical dependence on pain medication, but it has been a difficult journey.

Six months and you're fixed, that's a myth, been a year and I'm still in the ditch such a mess
You seem to have moved on from our relationship, but I am still struggling with emotional turmoil long after it ended.

Act like i switched up just pissed 18 months in it still hurts to get dressed
You think I have changed, but in reality, I am still deeply hurt and affected by our past relationship.

I'm sorry for the dark that you can't see
I apologize for any pain or sadness that I have caused you, even if it is not visible to the eye.

And I'm sorry for the light that I can't bring
I regret that I cannot bring happiness or positivity to your life, despite my best efforts.

And I'm sorry if you're near me I scream and it seems that you see but you just can't hear me
I apologize if my behavior scares or upsets you, and even though it may seem like you understand me, you truly don't.

I'm sorry if this song seems campy
I apologize if this song comes across as cheesy or insincere.

And I'm sorry for the things that I can't be
I feel remorse for not being able to be everything that you may have wanted or needed from me.

And I'm sorry if you hear this, I couldn't be brave and I'll never be fearless
I am sorry if this song sounds weak or cowardly, and I acknowledge that I may never be fully brave or fearless.

Now it's been a few years and i've shed a few tears no relief for the weight on my back now
It has been some time since my physical and emotional pain started, and despite my emotional release, the pain still lingers.

Buy an ounce looking so innocent, I'm trapping out my girls mini-fridge make it back now
I am engaging in illicit activities to make money to ease my financial burden, even if it involves compromising my morals.

Just to make a few bucks, I'm feeling like a chump, my music fucking sucks take it all down
I am struggling to succeed both financially and artistically, and I am frustrated with my perceived lack of skill or talent in music.

Put it back the next week people sleep but these words will kill me if I don't get them all out
Even though people may not believe in me or my music, the act of expressing myself through these lyrics is what truly matters to me.

Wake up what the fuck this song's blowing up holy shit this is it, people care now
I am surprised and overwhelmed by the positive reception of my music and the newfound attention I am receiving from others.

My old life's gone but my new life spawned, now I'm on and I'm not gonna wear down
Although my life has changed drastically since my pain started, I am continuing to push forward and strive towards success in my music career.

Life merging with dreams I just want to feel free, I just want my art seen like a Rembrandt
My desire to express myself and be acknowledged for my creativity and talent is what drives me to continue pursuing my music career.

On my way, we the wave, but my body's just pain and I'm tryna be brave but I can't
Despite my aspirations and the support of my fans, my physical pain makes it difficult for me to feel brave and confident.

I've got a lie tattooed on my side...
I have a permanent reminder of a false promise to myself to stay strong.

It says I'll stay strong...
The tattoo represents my hopes and aspirations to persevere through my hardships and remain mentally and emotionally strong.