Disarray
Lifehouse Lyrics


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I've faced my demons
Wrestled these angels to the ground
And all that I could find
Was a thin line between
All the saints and villains
It was crossed in my own eyes

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

I'm struggling between the facts and fiction
I'm alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement, then there's me
I'm just trying to survive

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

If this was any other day
I pretend to know where I stand
I just don't know (Just don't know)
I just don't know

Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (The disarray)
I woke up this morning
Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright
I wouldn't have it any other way

Someday I will find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray (Inside the disarray)
I woke up this morning




Don't know where I'm going
But it's alright

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Disarray" by Lifehouse are a reflection of the internal struggles and confusion that the singer is facing. He talks about battling his inner demons and trying to find a balance between good and bad. Additionally, the lyrics describe the feeling of being lost and not knowing the direction that life is taking. But despite this chaos, the singer finds comfort in the fact that it's "alright" and he wouldn't want it any other way.


The phrase "thin line between all the saints and villains" suggests that even the people we see as "good" can have a darker side, and vice versa. This could be interpreted as a commentary on the complexities of human nature, and the idea that no one is entirely good or bad. The repetition of the line "Someday I'm gonna find it, wish I knew what I was looking for" implies a search for a deeper meaning in life and a desire to find oneself amidst all the chaos.


Line by Line Meaning

I've faced my demons
I have faced my inner struggles and personal demons


Wrestled these angels to the ground
I have fought with my own conscience, trying to do what is good and right


And all that I could find
Despite my efforts, I could not find a clear answer or solution


Was a thin line between
The boundary between good and evil, right and wrong, was blurred and unclear


All the saints and villains
Everyone, including those who seem saintly or villainous, face the same internal struggles


It was crossed in my own eyes
I struggled to see where the line was drawn and what side I was on


Someday I'm gonna find it
I hope to eventually find the answer or solution that has eluded me


Wish I knew what I was looking for
I am uncertain of what exactly I need or want


Inside the disarray (The disarray)
Amidst the chaos and confusion of my inner struggles


I woke up this morning
Starting a new day, uncertain of what it will bring


Don't know where I'm going
I lack direction or a sense of purpose in my current situation


But it's alright
Despite my uncertainty and struggles, I find a sense of contentment in not knowing


I wouldn't have it any other way
I am content with my current situation and the challenges it presents


I'm struggling between the facts and fiction
I am torn between what I know to be true and what I may want to believe


I'm alone
I feel isolated in my struggles and uncertainties


But I'm alive
Despite my struggles, I am grateful for the opportunity to experience life


Everyone around me is trying to make a statement, then there's me
Others seem to have a clear sense of purpose or direction, while I am still searching


I'm just trying to survive
I am simply doing my best to get through each day


If this was any other day
On another day, I may pretend to have all the answers


I pretend to know where I stand
I may put up a facade of confidence and certainty, even when I am struggling internally


I just don't know (Just don't know)
In reality, I am still uncertain and searching for answers


Someday I will find it
I still hold onto hope that I will eventually find the answers I seek


Inside the disarray (Inside the disarray)
Amidst the chaos and confusion of my inner struggles, I hold onto faith in the possibility of finding clarity




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JASON WADE

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