Sick Cycle Carousel
Lifehouse Lyrics


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If shame had a face
I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes?
Would you believe me
If I said I am tired of this
How here we go now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around i know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

I never thought I'd end up here
I never thought Id be standing where I am
I guess a kind of thought it would be easier than this I guess
I was wrong now one more time

I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this mind
You better believe that I tried to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around
I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel,
This is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah

So will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around
I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

When will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around
I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this for good

Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel




Sick cycle carousel
Sick cycle carousel

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Lifehouse's song Sick Cycle Carousel tackle the theme of addiction and the cyclical nature of trying to break free from it. The opening lines "If shame had a face, I think it would kind of look like mine" suggest that the singer is struggling with feelings of guilt and self-loathing. The repetition of "I tried" throughout the song emphasizes the struggle of trying to overcome something that seems to have a hold on them.


The chorus, "Sick cycle carousel, this is a sick cycle," serves as a metaphor for the pattern of addiction, how it can feel like a never-ending cycle that keeps spinning, with no way to get off. The line "I tried to climb your steps, I tried to chase you down" could refer to trying to climb out of the hole that addiction has dug, but always falling back down.


The song ends with a plea for it to stop, with the singer recognizing that the only way to end the cycle is to step down from it for good. The song captures the emotional turmoil of struggling with addiction and the desperation to break free from it.


Line by Line Meaning

If shame had a face
I feel so much shame that it seems like it should have a physical manifestation.


I think it would kind of look like mine
The shame I feel is so overwhelming that if it had a face it would resemble my own.


If it had a home would it be my eyes?
I wonder if the shame I carry is visible in my eyes.


Would you believe me
I am asking for reassurance that others can see my pain and understand what I am going through.


If I said I am tired of this
I am expressing my exhaustion with the endless cycle of shame and guilt that I can't seem to escape.


How here we go now one more time
Despite my weariness, I find myself once again trapped in the same destructive cycle.


I tried to climb your steps
I have attempted to meet certain expectations or standards to feel acceptable to others.


I tried to chase you down
I have pursued an unattainable goal, causing me to feel dissatisfied and unfulfilled.


I tried to see how low I could get down to the ground
I have allowed myself to sink to the lowest points in pursuit of trying to feel worthy and overcome my shame.


I tried to earn my way
I have been attempting to prove my worth and redeem myself through my actions and achievements.


I tried to tame this mind
I have been trying to control my thoughts and emotions, but my efforts have been unsuccessful.


You better believe that I tried to beat this
Despite repeated failures, I refuse to give up and continue to fight against the cycle of shame I find myself in.


So when will this end
I am desperately seeking a way out of this painful cycle.


It goes on and on
The cycle of shame and guilt seems never-ending.


Over and over and over again
I am trapped in a continuous loop of destructive behavior and negative self-talk.


Keep spinning around i know that it won't stop
I feel trapped in a cycle of self-destruction that seems impossible to escape.


Till I step down from this for good
I know that I must make a conscious effort to break free from this cycle and make positive changes to my life.


I never thought I'd end up here
I am expressing disbelief and shock that I have fallen into this cycle of shame and guilt.


I never thought Id be standing where I am
I didn't anticipate that my life would look like this.


I guess a kind of thought it would be easier than this I guess
I had naively hoped that breaking free from this cycle would be more straightforward than it is.


I was wrong now one more time
Despite my misconceptions, I once again find myself in the same painful situation.


Sick cycle carousel,
The cyclical nature of my shame feels like a never-ending ride that I can't get off of.


This is a sick cycle, yeah
I recognize that my current mindset and behaviors are unhealthy and ultimately self-destructive.


Sick cycle carousel
I feel trapped in a cycle of negative thoughts and behaviors that repeat themselves and reinforce my feelings of shame.


So will this end
I am longing for a way out of this painful cycle that I feel trapped in.


Till I step down from this for good
I know that in order to break free from this cycle, I need to make a conscious decision to change my mindset and behavior for good.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: JASON WADE, SCOTT FAIRCLOFF

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