Band Members:
Stephen Dodge - Vocals
Shane Royer - Guitar/Backing Vocals
Dan Halen - Guitar/Backing Vocals
Matt Evers - Bass
Pericles Underhill - Drums
Diagnose Me
Lifewalker Lyrics
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I know I'll never be fixed
Cause this place is cold and crippling
And my head's not listening
I tried to remember
Why I've been delivered
I was happy trapped inside my skin
I'll be fine
Where are my amphetamines?
Sertralines, sedamines[?], anything
I'll be fine
It's just a loss of dopamine
Honestly, somebody, intervene
Why is everything a lie?
Is everything a lie?
Is everything a lie?
What should I see in this ink?
What do they care what I think?
They won't hear a single word I say
And diagnose me, anyway
I still can't remember
Why I've been committed
They just want to be under my skin
I feel it all coming back again
Why can't I feel my hands move?
Why am I stuck in this room?
They found a way to get into my skin
I feel it all coming back again
The lyrics of Lifewalker's song "Diagnose Me" describe the feeling of being trapped inside one's own mind and struggling with mental health issues. The opening lines "I'm sinking in this abyss, I know I'll never be fixed" suggest a feeling of hopelessness and despair, as if the singer has given up on the possibility of recovery. The lines that follow paint a picture of a cold, uncaring world that is at odds with the singer's inner experience; "this place is cold and crippling, and my head's not listening." This contrast between inner and outer worlds is a common theme in the lyrics of Lifewalker.
The chorus of the song repeats the phrase "I'll be fine," which hints at a sense of denial or dissociation from reality. The singer desperately seeks relief from their symptoms, asking for "amphetamines, sertralines, sedamines" and anything else that might help them feel better. However, their search for relief is complicated by a sense of confusion ("is everything a lie?") and a feeling of being dismissed or overlooked by the medical system ("what do they care what I think? They won't hear a single word I say and diagnose me, anyway").
Overall, "Diagnose Me" offers a raw and honest portrayal of the pain and isolation that can come with struggling with mental health issues. It highlights the challenges of seeking support in a system that often fails those who need it most.
Line by Line Meaning
I'm sinking in this abyss
I feel trapped and overwhelmed, unable to escape the negative feelings I'm experiencing.
I know I'll never be fixed
I've lost hope that anything or anyone can truly help me overcome these struggles.
Cause this place is cold and crippling
The environment around me is toxic and harmful to my mental wellbeing.
And my head's not listening
My thoughts and emotions are too overwhelming to make sense of and I feel out of control.
I tried to remember
I attempted to reflect on what led to my current struggles.
Why I've been delivered
I'm questioning why I was ever brought to this situation or place.
I was happy trapped inside my skin
There was a time when I felt content with who I was and where I was, but that has changed.
Now it's all coming back again
Negative emotions and thoughts I thought I had overcome are resurfacing.
I'll be fine
I'm trying to convince myself that everything will be okay, even though I'm struggling.
Where are my amphetamines?
I'm desperate for any type of medication or substance that could make me feel better.
Sertralines, sedamines[?], anything
I'm willing to try any medication or drug, regardless of potential side effects or harm.
It's just a loss of dopamine
I'm trying to rationalize my struggles and attribute them to a lack of certain chemicals or hormones in my brain.
Honestly, somebody, intervene
I'm reaching out for help, wanting someone to step in and guide me towards a better path.
Why is everything a lie?
I'm losing faith in the authenticity of the world and those around me.
What should I see in this ink?
I'm exploring different methods of expression and trying to find meaning in different avenues.
What do they care what I think?
I feel like those around me don't listen or prioritize my thoughts and feelings.
They won't hear a single word I say
I feel like my voice and opinions don't matter or make a difference.
And diagnose me, anyway
I'm frustrated with how easily people jump to diagnosis and labels without fully understanding my situation.
I still can't remember
I'm struggling to remember critical events or thoughts important to my mental health journey.
Why I've been committed
I'm questioning why I've been placed in an institution or treatment center for my struggles.
They just want to be under my skin
I feel like those around me are invading my personal space and thoughts without understanding me or trying to help.
Why can't I feel my hands move?
I'm experiencing physical sensations or symptoms that I can't fully explain.
Why am I stuck in this room?
I feel trapped and isolated from the outside world, unable to escape my struggles.
They found a way to get into my skin
I feel like others around me have manipulated or negatively influenced my thoughts and emotions.
I feel it all coming back again
Negative emotions and struggles that I thought I had overcome are resurfacing and I'm losing my ability to cope.
Contributed by Miles Y. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
@asuyakamboj6733
my wife recommended me this <3
@02915usa
great visuals. good music. good story in the lyrics.
@FangLoL
Should try to promote this song more, it's really great. Randomly fell over it.
@emmacalvert8284
Cant get this outta my head
@emmacalvert8284
You guys have an amazing sound I'm so glad I found this :D
@murtazaahmed8336
Really loved Hollow Vessels and Exodus
@anastasiiaanastasis9582
Great lyrics, powerful music and emotions overload <3 thank you, guys!
@jarodkeller8874
This is really good, I think you guys have great sound. Looking forward to lunatic luau tomorrow!
@milpoldan1
Sound great
@SunsetKetch
Love the rhythm of the verse vox.