Sleep
Lights' Lyrics
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How much I'm on the phone
Even if I should be asleep
Lay back on the door
While I watch a show
To help me fall asleep
Toss and turn when on my bed
Quiet not to wake my dad oh yeah
I still have my world inside my head
I can't sleep
If I overthink
When I play my fears mh
I will be
Careful not to see
The world the way I mean mh
Just a reminder that I'm fine
Only looking down when I'm high
Opening my eyes it's still nightime
Light flickers on
Look around but no one's up
The phone's ringing
I'm sitting
Wonder who's the one leaving
Push or pull
No warning sign
Worries on my mind
Don't know
How to make them shy
I can't sleep
If I overthink
When I play my fears mh
And I will be
Careful not to see
The world the way I mean mh
In "Sleep," Lights delves into the theme of insomnia and the mental state that arises when one struggles to sleep. The song is characterized by a soft, dreamy sound, with a gentle guitar strumming and mellow vocals. As the title of the song suggests, the singer is unable to fall asleep despite being physically tired. The first verse illustrates how the singer is constantly on the phone, possibly with someone who is residing in a different time zone, unaware that the singer is struggling to sleep. The second verse describes how the singer tries to coax herself into sleep by watching a show, but is instead tossing and turning in bed, trying not to wake her father. The chorus highlights the internal battle that the singer is having with her mind. She reveals that her inability to sleep stems from her tendency to overthink and play out her fears. In her attempt to protect herself, she makes sure not to perceive the world in the way she means to. This suggests that the singer is repressing her emotions and distorting her perceptions in order to avoid facing her anxieties.
The bridge is where the song shifts from internal struggles to external ones. The light flickers on and off, leaving the singer to wonder who it is that’s calling. Her worries start to pile up, and she doesn’t know how to alleviate them. The last chorus reaffirms that the singer is aware of her struggles, but she brushes them off by telling herself that she’s “fine.” Despite this, the final lines of the song reveal that the singer is still unable to sleep, emphasizing that her problems are far from resolved.
Overall, "Sleep" is a poignant look into the struggles of insomnia, compounded by the singer’s own internal battles. The song captures the cyclical nature of anxiety, where one’s ability to sleep is impacted by their thoughts, which in turn influence their ability to cope with their thoughts.
Line by Line Meaning
Somebody doesn't know
There is someone who is not aware
How much I'm on the phone
Of how much time I spend on my phone
Even if I should be asleep
Even when I should be resting
Lay back on the door
Resting on the door
While I watch a show
As I view a program
To help me fall asleep
To assist me in sleeping better
Toss and turn when on my bed
Turning/restless while in bed
Quiet not to wake my dad oh yeah
Silent so as not to stir my father
Never even wonder why
Without ever questioning why
I still have my world inside my head
I still have my thoughts in my mind
I can't sleep
I am unable to rest
If I overthink
If I overanalyze
When I play my fears mh
When I entertain my anxieties
I will be
I promise to be
Careful not to see
Be cautious not to perceive
The world the way I mean mh
The world the way I have designed it in my mind
Just a reminder that I'm fine
Just a note that I am okay
Only looking down when I'm high
Only feeling depressed when I'm high
Opening my eyes it's still nightime
When I open my eyes it is still the night
Light flickers on
The light flickers to life
Look around but no one's up
I glance around but nobody is awake
The phone's ringing
The phone is ringing
I'm sitting
I am sitting
Wonder who's the one leaving
Wondering who the caller might be
Push or pull
Should I push or pull the door?
No warning sign
There was no prior warning
Worries on my mind
I am troubled
Don't know
I am unsure
How to make them shy
How to make my worries disappear
Lyrics © DistroKid
Written by: Azzurra Calderoli
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