Cactus In the Valley ft Owl City
Lights Lyrics


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I never meant to wither
I wanted to be tall
Like a fool left the river
And watched my branches fall
Old and thirsty, I longed for the flood
To come back around
To the cactus in the valley
That's about to crumble down

And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

So, the storm finally found me
And left me in the dark
In the cloud around me
I don't know where you are
If this whole world goes up in arms
All I can do is stand
And I won't fight for anyone
Until you move my hand

And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

In the shadow
Here I am
And I need someone by my side
It becomes so
Hard to stand
And I keep trying to dry my eyes
Come and find me
In the valley

And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change




If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

Overall Meaning

In Lights's song "Cactus in the Valley," the singer is grappling with feelings of isolation, desperation, and the need for connection. The first stanza sets the stage as the singer reflects on their choice to leave the river, their source of life, and to now feel like a dying cactus in a valley. The strong image of the cactus alludes to resilience in harsh conditions but also to the need for water to survive. The singer describes themselves as "old and thirsty," longing for the flood to come back around and save them. This can be seen as a metaphor for the singer's desire for someone to come back into their life and nourish them emotionally. The chorus emphasizes this desire for love and acceptance from someone who will never abandon them.


The second stanza is darker and more desperate. The singer is in the midst of a storm and feeling lost and alone. They don't know where their love interest is, but they make it clear that they won't fight for anyone else until their love interest returns. The line "And wipe the mark of madness from my face" suggests that the singer is struggling with their mental health and needs someone's love to help them heal. The repetition of the chorus highlights the singer's need for connection and hope for reconciliation with their love. In the final lines of the song, the singer pleads for someone to find them in the valley and tell them that they still matter.


Line by Line Meaning

I never meant to wither
I didn't intend to shrink away and lose my strength


I wanted to be tall
I had dreams of being something greater


Like a fool left the river
I strayed from what sustained me without realizing the consequences


And watched my branches fall
And saw the evidence of my decline


Old and thirsty, I longed for the flood
Exhausted and parched, I yearned for rejuvenation


To come back around
To return to me again


To the cactus in the valley
To the plant that survives in difficult conditions


That's about to crumble down
That is on the brink of collapsing


And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
And remove the evidence of my sorrow


Show me that your love will never change
Demonstrate that your affection is constant


If my yesterday is a disgrace
If my past actions were shameful


Tell me that you still recall my name
Assure me that you still remember me


So, the storm finally found me
Finally, hardship found me


And left me in the dark
And left me lonely and confused


In the cloud around me
Surrounded by a haze


I don't know where you are
I am uncertain of your whereabouts


If this whole world goes up in arms
If chaos breaks out


All I can do is stand
I feel helpless


And I won't fight for anyone
I won't stand up for anyone without motivation


Until you move my hand
Unless you inspire me to action


In the shadow
Lingering in darkness


Here I am
I remain here


And I need someone by my side
I need companionship


It becomes so
Things become overwhelming


Hard to stand
Difficult to remain upright


And I keep trying to dry my eyes
And I continue attempting to cease my tears


Come and find me
Please come search for me


In the valley
In this time of hardship


And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
And eliminate evidence of my misery


Show me that your love will never change
Demonstrate that your affection is constant


If my yesterday is a disgrace
If my past actions were shameful


Tell me that you still recall my name
Assure me that you still remember me


And wipe the mark of madness from my face
And remove any signs of my madness


Show me that your love will never change
Demonstrate that your affection is constant


If my yesterday is a disgrace
If my past actions were shameful


Tell me that you still recall my name
Assure me that you still remember me




Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: Valerie Poxleitner

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

theavatarexperiment

Lyrics (from azlyrics):

[Verse 1, Lights:]
I never meant to wither
I wanted to be tall
Like a fool left the river
And watched my branches fall
Old and thirsty, I longed for the flood
To come back around
To the cactus in the valley
That's about to crumble down

[Chorus, Lights:]
And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Verse 2, Owl City:]
So, the storm finally found me
And left me in the dark
In the cloud around me
I don't know where you are
If this whole world goes up in arms
All I can do is stand
And I won't fight for anyone
Until you move my hand

[Chorus, Duet:]
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Bridge, Duet:]
Oh, here
In the shadow
Here I am
And I need someone by my side
It becomes so
Hard to stand
And I keep trying to dry my eyes
Come and find me
In the valley

[Chorus, Lights:]
And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Chorus, Duet:]
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name



Joey

Almost any concert will have openers about usually 3-4 it’s very common. Bigger acts will team up withsmall-medium time artists and bands (or smaller than themselves)
Sometimes the bigger acts (called headliners)
Will tour as two headliners


Source: the million concerts I went to.

I found some of my favorite bands at headliners

For instance when Set It Off was fairly small
I got into them when they were an opener
And now they’re huge


Also this goes without saying but, smaller bands will also go on tours as headliners with even smaller bands under them.
Sometimes all the bands/artists will all headline which is really cool too.



AstroSky

This song is the only song i know that can bring tears to my eyes....

Oh, here
In the shadow
Here I am
And I need someone by my side
It becomes so
Hard to stand
And I keep trying to dry my eyes
Come and find me
In the valley



All comments from YouTube:

Ollie

Can't stop coming back to this song. Beautiful

theavatarexperiment

Lyrics (from azlyrics):

[Verse 1, Lights:]
I never meant to wither
I wanted to be tall
Like a fool left the river
And watched my branches fall
Old and thirsty, I longed for the flood
To come back around
To the cactus in the valley
That's about to crumble down

[Chorus, Lights:]
And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Verse 2, Owl City:]
So, the storm finally found me
And left me in the dark
In the cloud around me
I don't know where you are
If this whole world goes up in arms
All I can do is stand
And I won't fight for anyone
Until you move my hand

[Chorus, Duet:]
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Bridge, Duet:]
Oh, here
In the shadow
Here I am
And I need someone by my side
It becomes so
Hard to stand
And I keep trying to dry my eyes
Come and find me
In the valley

[Chorus, Lights:]
And wipe the mark of sadness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

[Chorus, Duet:]
And wipe the mark of madness from my face
Show me that your love will never change
If my yesterday is a disgrace
Tell me that you still recall my name

megangc18

Adam Young (Owl City) did NOT "ruin" this song. The first time I heard it was the acoustic with Owl City and I was in school. I thought it was so beautiful I actually cried. This song speaks to me and I don't like it as much without Owl City.

intentionslost

crazy how this barely has any views. its too good

Cheyenne Bonnick

Owl City is awesome. He absolutely did not ruin the song. I won't say he made it better, but this version is beautiful just like the original

DreamlandDiary

this is one of my favorite songs of all time

Alyssa Downs

me too!!!

Aisha Randall

I really have no idea how this song became one of my favorites? I don't even like acoustic alternative "pop"! Wow, cudos to you girl for making me a believer. This whole album is pure awesomeness.

Marie Elizabeth McClure

I SAW LIGHTS IN CONCERT!!! It was so random - it was at a Lindsey Sterling concert and b4 she came on, Lights had a performance... No idea why! Not what I paid for!!! But I fell in love!!! 💕 I haven't been able to find Lights since then until now. Love you guys :)

Joey

Almost any concert will have openers about usually 3-4 it’s very common. Bigger acts will team up withsmall-medium time artists and bands (or smaller than themselves)
Sometimes the bigger acts (called headliners)
Will tour as two headliners


Source: the million concerts I went to.

I found some of my favorite bands at headliners

For instance when Set It Off was fairly small
I got into them when they were an opener
And now they’re huge


Also this goes without saying but, smaller bands will also go on tours as headliners with even smaller bands under them.
Sometimes all the bands/artists will all headline which is really cool too.

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