November
Lil' Peep & ILOVEMAKONNEN Lyrics
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I don't think about our past
I know it wouldn't last
So I'm not mad about what we had
I know you're feeling sad
Still crying every night
I know seasons change
And you're not feeling right (yeah)
You held me close, I remember (yeah)
I left you cold in December (yeah)
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing so I'll scream out
I'm all alone in November
She's never here when I need her
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm trying hard not to bleed out
You don't wanna share your love but
I keep making moves for us and
You don't wanna gain my trust so
You could get it lost in lust and
I just wanna fall in love but
I don't wanna fall with some 'cause
They be down in the dust and
Only got time for jokes, yeah
You held me close, I remember
I left you cold in December
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You can't hear a thing so I'll scream out
I'm all alone in November
She's never here when I need her
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
And I'm trying hard not to bleed out
(I'm trying hard not to bleed out)
(Never close)
(When I need ya)
(When I need ya)
(When I need ya)
The lyrics to Lil' Peep and ILOVEMAKONNEN's "November" tells the story of a past romantic relationship that has since ended. The singer reflects on the relationship, acknowledging that it was never going to last but still feeling saddened by the breakup. Meanwhile, the other person in the relationship is still struggling to move on, crying every night and feeling out of sorts. The singer remembers how they were once close, but then something happened in December that caused them to drift apart. The other person watched the singer break without saying a word, leading the singer to feel alone and unheard.
The singer is trying to make sense of the relationship and their feelings, wanting to fall in love again but not wanting to end up with someone who will ultimately hurt them. Despite their efforts to move on, they still think about the past and feel the pain of the breakup. Throughout the song, there is a sense of longing and desperation to feel loved and heard. The repeated lines of "She's never here when I need her" and "I'm trying hard not to bleed out" emphasize this feeling of isolation and emotional pain.
Overall, "November" is a poignant reflection on the pain of lost love and the struggle to move on. The lyrics capture a sense of hopelessness and sadness, while also hinting at the possibility of finding love again in the future.
Line by Line Meaning
Now that months have passed
After a significant amount of time has passed
I don't think about our past
I don't dwell on our previous relationship
I know it wouldn't last
I understand that it wasn't meant to be long-lasting
So I'm not mad about what we had
I'm not angry about what we had together
I know you're feeling sad
I know that you're experiencing sadness
Still crying every night
You're still experiencing strong emotions
I know seasons change
I understand that things will gradually shift
And you're not feeling right (yeah)
You're not doing well emotionally right now
You held me close, I remember (yeah)
I have fond memories of our time together
I left you cold in December (yeah)
I was distant and uncaring towards you
You watched me break and don't say a thing
You saw me struggle and didn't offer support
You can't hear a thing so I'll scream out
You're not listening so I'll try to get your attention
I'm all alone in November
I feel very alone right now
She's never here when I need her
The person I want to be with isn't there for me
I try a lot, and I cry a lot
I'm working hard and experiencing a lot of emotions
And I'm trying hard not to bleed out
I'm trying to hold myself together
You don't wanna share your love but
You're not interested in a committed relationship
I keep making moves for us and
I'm putting in effort to move things forward between us
You don't wanna gain my trust so
You are hesitant to build trust with me
You could get it lost in lust and
You may prioritize physical desires over emotional connection
I just wanna fall in love but
I'm seeking a genuine, emotional connection
I don't wanna fall with some 'cause
But I don't want to settle for just anyone
They be down in the dust and
I don't want to be with someone who is struggling or stuck
Only got time for jokes, yeah
I'm not interested in anything surface-level or insincere
I'm trying hard not to bleed out
I'm struggling to cope with my feelings
(Never close)
I feel distant from the person I want to be with
(When I need ya)
I wish this person were there for me more often
(When I need ya)
I really need someone to lean on right now
(When I need ya)
I'm struggling to handle things on my own
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Gustav Elijah Ahr, Makonnen Sheran
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