Feelings Mutual
Lil' Uzi Vert Lyrics

And I
Starting off with a personal declaration.

Want you to know something very important
I have a crucial message I need to convey.

Before I even start this song
Prior to diving into the main theme of this track.

Something very important before I even start this song
Reiterating the significance of what I’m about to say.

I can't feel no more, nooooo
Emotionally, I have become completely numb.

I can't feel no more
I’ve pushed my feelings aside, creating an emotional barrier.

I told myself that I wasn't gonna pop no pills nomore
I made a promise to myself to stay away from substances.

No, I can't feel no more
Despite my intentions, I remain devoid of emotion.

I can't
I’m acknowledging my limitations in this state.

I can't feel, no
Repeating the emotional numbness I'm experiencing.

I can't feel, I can't feel
Reiterating the disconnection from my emotions.

I can't feel, my body's numb
The numbness extends beyond emotions; it affects my physical state.

It because I am so hurt
My numbness stems from deep emotional pain.

I feel the pain in the rain
Even nature reflects my sorrow, emphasizing my sadness.

Tell me when is my time and where
I’m questioning when my fate will unfold.

Not my first merry-go-round
I’ve been through this emotional cycle before.

Not my first merry-go-round yeah
Acknowledging a repetitive pattern in my emotional experiences.

Living life just with a curse, before I go in a hearse
Feeling as though my life is doomed and heading towards an end.

Told you that I love you first
I made the first move in expressing my feelings.

Told you that I love you first, ooh
Recollecting that initial, vulnerable moment.

Now a days I gotta swerve you
I’ve had to distance myself from you for my well-being.

I took you out of the fur boots
Indicating I’ve moved away from the luxury or superficial aspects of our relationship.

Back then I saw no one but you
In the past, my focus was solely on you.

Gave you my racks and I splurged too
I invested heavily in our relationship, both emotionally and materially.

Calling my phone and I curved you
I avoided your calls as a means of detachment.

Hope this song really don't hurt you
Wishing this track doesn’t cause you additional pain.

AP froze, time so slow, yeah, hit reverse
Time feels stagnant, and I wish I could go back to better days.

Margiela all on my coat, got buttons but leaving it open
I’m showcasing my fashion without concealing my true self.

So they can all see my shirt, Rick Owens all on my shirt
I want to display my identity, even through my clothing.

I can't believe I made it out the dirt
I’m astonished at my rise from hardship to success.

That was back then when my pockets was hurt
Reflecting on a time of financial struggle.

Pockets so stuffed that them shits still be hurtin'
Even with wealth, I still feel emotional pain.

Walk with the Goyard, they say its a purse
Carrying expensive items, facing judgment from others.

Louis stuffed on me it look like a curatin
Draping luxury brands, reflecting my elevated status.

My main girl a doctor, my side girl a nurse
Contrasting relationships with different levels of commitment.

They keep on talkin' (woah)
People gossip about my life choices.

They keep on talkin' (they hatin)
Criticism persists, stemming from my success.

All these girls up in the club, why you lookin at Vert?
Addressing attention I attract from women in social settings.

I am not worried because when my niggas come
I remain unbothered; my friends have my back.

They gonna need a white curtain
Implying that my success could lead to dramatic confrontations.

Her boyfriend hate my Bad and Boujee verse
Others are envious of my success, particularly in music.

She gave me head so I called her a nerd
Making light of an intimate encounter with humor.

I can't feel, no
Reiterating the ongoing numbness in my emotions.

I can't feel, I can't feel
Reaffirming my emotional disconnect.

I can't feel, my body's numb
This numbness is both emotional and physical.

It because I am so hurt
This state is a direct result of my pain.

I feel the pain in the rain
My struggles resonate even in nature.

Tell me when is my time and where
Questioning my destiny and when it will unfold.

Not my first merry-go-round
Acknowledging that I’ve experienced this many times.

Not my first merry-go-round yeah
Recognizing the familiarity of this emotional turbulence.

Living life just with a curse
Feeling as if my existence carries a burden.

Before I go in a hearse
Concerned about the direction my life is headed.

Told you that I love you first
Reminiscing about my initial declaration of love.

Told you that I love you first, oo
This moment holds significant emotional weight.

Now a days I gotta swerve you
Distancing myself from the person I once loved.

I took you out of the fur boots
Suggesting I’ve stripped away the superficial aspects of our relationship.

I'm doing fine now, I'm doing fine now
Asserting that I’ve moved on and improved.

No I do not need nobody now
I’m independent and don’t rely on anyone.

No I do not need nobody now
Reaffirming my self-sufficiency.

No girl don't make a sound
Requesting silence to avoid conflict.

You don't wanna argue about body count
Suggesting disputes about past relationships are unnecessary.

You don't wanna talk about body count
Continuing to avoid the topic of past sexual partners.

What is all this fighting all about
Questioning the reasons for ongoing conflicts.

It's the bodies that I'm finding out
Discovering truths about past relationships that were hidden.

It's the bodies I don't know about
Acknowledging unknown pasts of others affecting me.

So many bodies like a murder trial
Comparing the complexity of relationships to a murder case.

You used to say that it's word of mouth
Reflecting on how rumors influence perceptions.

But I love you so you're bonding out
Despite everything, my love is still evident.

But I love you so you're bonding out
Affirming that love can heal misunderstandings.

Grandma and Mom love you now
Family acceptance of this person has shifted positively.

I'm so high I ain't coming down
Feeling euphoric, detached from reality.

I'm so high I ain't coming down
Reveling in a state of bliss and escapism.

I'm so high I ain't coming down
Re-emphasizing my current euphoric state.

Hate me then, but they love me now
Recalling past criticism juxtaposed with present admiration.

Love me then, but they hate me now
Reflecting on fluctuating perceptions of my character.

It don't matter, got a baby now
Current responsibilities overshadow past conflicts.

I'm so numb
Concluding with an affirmation of my emotional detachment.