It’s worth noting that this song is extended a bit on the single version on Spotify. The “outro” listed here is the extension not heard on Peep’s official SoundCloud version of this song. It’s just part of his verse repeated. Another crucial detail is that Wicca’s verse is interpolated from an older song he made called “JESSE LACEY IN MERCEDES”
The producer of this song Foxwedding says that he used no samples in the production of this beat.
Absolute in Doubt
Lil Peep Lyrics
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Wish that I can make you want it bad
I don't need it though
(I don't need it though)
Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan
Wish that you could help me understand
Why? 'Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed
Other times I want more, you put me in debt
I want you like Zoloft
Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like
For me want you to be more into it than this
For me I want more than you seem to wanna give
I see passion in the way you turn your back
Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist
There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream
I project myself on you, then back to me
There's a reason that she doesn't call me back
It is the way, it is the way it really seems
There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one
Some passin' on and out
(And out, and out)
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up
I knew that you were tryna make it out
Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart
I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
I remember you were climbin' on top of me
Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me?
I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood
Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
In "Absolute in Doubt," Lil Peep talks about his relationship with someone who seems to be unsure about their feelings towards him. He is trying to figure out what the other person wants from him as he expresses his desire for more passion and understanding in their interactions. Throughout the song, Lil Peep also shares his struggles with feeling emotionally weighed down and uncertain in his own life.
The first verse talks about the push-and-pull dynamic between Lil Peep and his love interest. He feels like they're holding him back even though he wants to be with them. Lil Peep is aware that they don't necessarily need him and wonders what they truly want from him. The chorus continues with Lil Peep acknowledging that he is haunted by this love interest's uncertainty about him. He feels like he needs closure and wants to talk to them again. Lil Peep concludes that he knew all along that the relationship wasn't going to work out, but he can't help his feelings towards this person.
The second verse goes in-depth on Lil Peep's insecurities and emotional struggles. He wants to be passionate with someone he cares about, but he feels like he's not getting what he needs. Lil Peep also talks about projecting his own feelings and desires onto others. He acknowledges that sometimes he feels like he's in a dream or a fantasy, and that he's not always sure of what's real. The last part of the verse discusses Lil Peep's desires of moving to Hollywood, which could represent an escape from his current reality.
Overall, "Absolute in Doubt" is a song about Lil Peep's struggles with relationships and his own emotions. He is trying to figure out what he wants from love and how he can find closure when things don't work out. The song also touches on Lil Peep's desire for a better life and the difficulties he faces in trying to achieve it.
Line by Line Meaning
Runnin' up that hill, you pushin' me back
You are making it difficult for me to achieve my goals
Wish that I can make you want it bad
I wish you had the same level of desire and motivation as me
I don't need it though
But ultimately, I do not need your validation or approval to succeed
Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan
Your unpredictable behavior and lack of commitment makes it hard for me to move forward
Wish that you could help me understand
I wish you could communicate better and make things clearer for me
Why? 'Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
I am confused about your intentions and what you want from me
Sometimes I feel that weight, I hold that in my chest
Your actions or lack thereof can cause me emotional distress and anxiety
Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed
At times, I am able to cope with these emotions, while at other times I feel grateful for what I have
Other times I want more, you put me in debt
You leave me feeling unfulfilled and constantly wanting more
I want you like Zoloft
I desire your presence and influence in my life like one would desire a medication to feel better
Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like
I want us to be connected on a deeper level
For me want you to be more into it than this
I wish you were more invested in this relationship
For me I want more than you seem to wanna give
I want more from you than you are currently giving me
I see passion in the way you turn your back
I sense a strong emotion from you even though you seem to be turning away from me
Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist
I use material things to try and win your affection
There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream
I have a clear and vivid image of you in my mind
I project myself on you, then back to me
I see myself in you and imagine our lives together
There's a reason that she doesn't call me back
There could be a clear reason why you are not responding to me
It is the way, it is the way it really seems
There might be no alternative explanation for your behavior besides simply not being interested
There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one
I have a vivid image of us being together and even getting married
Some passin' on and out (And out, and out)
These thoughts come and go and are fleeting
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
I didn't initially consider the idea that you might not be into me
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
But I had a feeling that you were unsure about this relationship
I just really wanna talk to you again
I desire to communicate and work through our issues
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
Our relationship may not work out, but the memories and impact will stay with you forever
It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up
I didn't think about our relationship until you mentioned your doubts
I knew that you were tryna make it out
I could sense that you were looking for a way out of this relationship
Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart
You are trying to end things without hurting me
I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start
I saw you with another guy and suspected it from the beginning
Bring me down, it's not that easy
It's not easy to break my spirit or make me give up on our relationship
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
I will try to hold on to this relationship as long as I can
I remember you were climbin' on top of me
I have fond memories of our physical relationship
Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me?
Why are you disregarding our past and acting like I don't exist?
I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood
I have aspirational goals and desires for my future
Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood
I am determined to pursue my dreams and make them a reality
Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd., TERRORBIRD PUBLISHING LLC
Written by: Adam McIlwee, Gustav Ahr, Joseph Cavallo
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind
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foxwedding produced this song
@robertohernandezrosales2020
-Lyrics🐥
Runnin' up that hill, you pushin' me back
Wish that I can make you want it bad
I don't need it though
(I don't need it though)
Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan
Wish that you could help me understand
Why? Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
Sometimes I feel that weight, I hold that in my chest
Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed
Other times I want more, you put me in debt
I want you like Zoloft
Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like
For me want you to be more into it than this
For me I want more than you seem to wanna give
I see passion in the way you turn your back
Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist
There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream
I project myself on you, then back to me
There's a reason that she doesn't call me back
It is the way, it is the way it really seems
There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one
Some passin' on and out
(And out, and out)
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up
I knew that you were tryna make it out
Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart
I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
I remember you were climbin' on top of me
Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me?
I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood
Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
@rkrk8833
Runnin' up that hill, you pushin' me back
Wish that I can make you want it bad
I don't need it though
(I don't need it though)
Sometimes you make me wait and make it like a plan
Wish that you could help me understand
Why? 'Cause I don't know (I don't know, I don't know)
Sometimes I feel that weight, I hold that in my chest
Sometimes I hold it back, other times I'm blessed
Other times I want more, you put me in debt
I want you like Zoloft
Wanna be like so inside, wanna be like
For me want you to be more into it than this
For me I want more than you seem to wanna give
I see passion in the way you turn your back
Money and the ice, I put upon your wrist
There's a silhouette inside, a lucid dream
I project myself on you, then back to me
There's a reason that she doesn't call me back
It is the way, it is the way it really seems
There's a vision of an altar now, me and the one
Some passin' on and out
(And out, and out)
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
It wasn't somethin' 'til you brought it up
I knew that you were tryna make it out
Without a single scar, clawin' at my heart
I saw you in his car, swear I knew it from the start
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
I remember you were climbin' on top of me
Why you actin' like you fuckin' forgot me?
I've been dreamin' about a place out in Hollywood
Tell my mama that I'm movin' to Hollywood
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
Bring me down, it's not that easy
Lay me down, just please don't leave me
It wasn't somethin' that I thought about
But, knew that you were absolute in doubt
I just really wanna talk to you again
That's how I know that I'ma haunt you in the end
@NeptuneVal_
When peep start singing is part, i get chills
@Dohboyglizzy
everytime
@oglackey4934
Same
@DRASM
SAME
@luiistorrez4185
Same
@ilyes_0075
Same
@TheSlenderMan12345
This is literally my favorite song of all time. The way the slow buildup from Wicca leads into Peep’s verse just gives it such a strong and emotional energy. So happy this is finally released officially.
@ninapugliese8182
Fax that build up goddamn