Praying To The Sky
Lil Peep Lyrics

You know it's fucked when the pain feel nice
Things are messed up when the only thing that feels good is the pain.

Cheap liquor on ice, nice
The only thing that can numb the pain is alcohol.

I'm tryna get you out my head tonight (tonight)
Trying to forget someone who is haunting his thoughts.

I'm tryna get you out my fuckin' life (fuckin' life, right)
Desperately trying to move on from a toxic relationship or situation.

Then we fucked, then she sucked me off twice
Engaging in meaningless sexual encounters to escape reality.

Then I left that bitch alone like I was right, fuckin' right (wrong)
Feeling guilty for using someone and realizing that it was wrong regardless of what he thought at the time.

In your thong, smokin' strong outta bong
Engaging in reckless behavior and using weed to cope.

What the fuck, and I'm tryna make this song (hey, hey)
Seeming to be more interested in making music than dealing with the problems he's facing.

Young white prick, I get a kick out hittin' licks
Identifying as someone who enjoys stealing and causing trouble.

Watch how I kick out yo bitch, just so I could cut my wrist
Showing that he is willing to hurt others just to feel something.

Bitch, I'm tatted out my shirt so I can't work, I make it flip
Having too many tattoos to work a regular job, and resorting to less legal ways of making money.

Pour my forty in the dirt then light my dutch and take a sip
Drinking alcohol and smoking weed to cope with his problems.

I hear voices in my head, they tellin' me to call it quits
Struggling with mental illness and feeling like there is no way out.

I found some Xanax in my bed, I took that shit, went back to sleep
Using prescription drugs to try and find some peace or escape from reality.

They gon' miss me when I'm dead, I lay my head and rest in peace
Feeling like his life doesn't matter and that he will only be truly appreciated after he's gone.

I'm prayin' to the sky, I don't even know why, man
Desperately trying to find some kind of hope or meaning in life.

Oh, I don't think I can take this anymore
Feeling like he can't handle the pain and struggles of life anymore.

No, I shed the blood from my wrist on the floor
Contemplating or attempting suicide as a way to escape the pain.

Oh, fuck is you talkin' 'bout? My shit is dope
Becoming defensive when someone criticizes his music or lifestyle.

Play this shit when they put me in a hole
Wanting to be remembered through his music after he's gone.

For eternity, so they can reap what they sow
Hoping that others will recognize his struggles after he's gone and feel regret for not helping him when he was alive.

No, I don't think I can do nothin' but flow
Feeling like his only escape or way of coping with life is making music.

No, I don't know what she be fuckin' me for
Questioning why someone would be interested in him, and feeling unworthy of love.

Oh, I don't know why you in love with me, ho
Belittling someone who is showing him affection and struggling to understand why they would want to be with him.

I keep amphetamines up in my coat
Using drugs to try and escape reality or cope with his problems.

I'm in the zone, I'm all on my own
Preferring to be alone and lost in his own thoughts and music rather than deal with reality.