So Tired
Lil Snupe Lyrics

I'm so tired, so so tired
I am extremely exhausted and fatigued.

I'm so tired of being tired
I am tired of feeling drained and sick of the same thing repeatedly.

So I ride, getting high
I try to find relief by getting high and escaping reality.

Hoping all my enemies disappear
I wish for all the people who oppose or harm me to vanish from my life.

Hoping all my closest niggas keep it real
I hope that my closest friends are loyal and honest with me.

Lost my first cousin, get my favorite cousin
I have gone through the loss of my close family members.

But here's I'm a my head up, you know I love you
I try to stay positive and strong, but I still deeply care for my deceased family members.

Plus I lost K Black and my nigga Lobedi
I have lost other friends and loved ones.

Plus my nigga Joe, got me thinking am I next to go?
The loss of my friend Joe has made me consider my own mortality and the possibility of dying.

Yea life a ho, ain't that thing a bitch?
Life can be tough and unforgiving, making it hard to cope.

Niggas will talk down, no you nail no shit
Some people will criticize and demean you without really knowing you or your situation.

Hoes will do the same thing, they name in the mix
Females can also talk negatively about you, even if they are involved in the same situation.

That's why I stay gone on them tales on them sticks
I keep to myself and keep a weapon with me for protection.

Least not this time, stand on my grind
This time around, I am determined to stay focused and work hard to achieve my goals.

'Cause I don't know who real and I don't know who lyin
I am uncertain of who I can truly trust and who is being deceitful.

Niggas will say they love you but envy the same time
People may claim to have your best interests at heart, but secretly be jealous or envious of your success.

Man, it's a crazy life that I'm livin
My life is chaotic and unpredictable.

I just to God every night that I don't end up in prison
I pray to God that I am not arrested or incarcerated for my actions or lifestyle.

They make you say fuck a bitch and get money, the ski's the limit
Society teaches people to focus on material wealth and disregard emotional connections, which is limiting in the grand scheme of things.

Mama prayin to God hopin that I get better
My mother has faith that I will improve and overcome my struggles.

'Cause I'm tastin this cheddar and plus I'm down for whatever
I am enjoying success and am willing to do whatever it takes to maintain it.

They got my nigga full locked up, I'm steady writin them letters
One of my friends is currently in prison and I am writing letters to keep in contact with him.

Man I gotta get my own house, gotta get my own whip
I am working towards obtaining my own home and car.

My people tryin to kick me out, I gotta get my own shit
My family or friends may be pressuring me to leave or become independent, so I need to secure my own resources.

So don't think I'm actin funny when I'm in my zone bitch
I am focused and in my own space, so don't be offended if I act differently than usual.

Daddy said pray and D Low said grind
My father advises me to pray, while my friend D Low encourages me to work hard.

Plus my heinous they be patient, it's gon happen over time
My haters are waiting for me to fail, but I know success takes time and effort.

And this lady I don't know, looked at me say I'm a shine
A stranger recognizes my potential for greatness and believes in me.

Just like the fuckin sun, I can see that you're the one
Like the sun shining brightly, I see that I have the capability to be successful and lead a positive life.