Easy
Lillian Hepler Lyrics

I haven't been eating
I am suffering from emotional distress and loss, resulting in loss of appetite.

I can't seem to sleep and
I am unable to get restful sleep due to my emotional turmoil and mental anguish.

I hate to admit that I'm really not okay
I am struggling to cope with my emotions and I am not okay, but I am reluctant to admit it.

I'd ask how you're doing
I want to know how you are, even though I expect you to be doing better than me.

But you're probably happy
I assume that you are enjoying life and not affected by our separation.

And if that's the case
If my assumption is correct and you are happy, then I don't know what to say.

I wouldn't know what to say
I would be at a loss for words if you are indeed happy after leaving me.

I did this to myself
I acknowledge that my actions led to our separation and the pain that I am feeling now.

And now I feel like hell
I am in intense emotional pain and suffering, feeling helpless and alone.

You let me go so easy
You did not resist our separation or try to keep our relationship going, leaving me feeling unimportant and unloved.

You never fought to keep me
You did not show any effort or interest in maintaining our relationship, betraying my trust and love.

I hope you feel like hell
I wish for you to feel the same pain and suffering that I am experiencing due to our separation.

For leaving me so easy
Your ease in leaving me shows a lack of concern and disregard for the depth of our love and relationship.

Why was it so easy
I am struggling to understand why our separation was so easy for you, while it has left me devastated.

It doesn't affect you
Our separation has had no impact on your life and your emotional state.

You're not sad about it
You are not affected by our separation and do not feel any sorrow or regret.

The joke was on me for how easily you moved on
I am the one who was hurt and made a fool of for not realizing how easily you were able to move on from our relationship.

You don't ask how I'm doing
You have not shown any interest or care in my emotional wellbeing since we separated.

I'm out here assuming
I am finding myself making assumptions about your feelings and state of mind, since you have not communicated with me.

You don't really care
You have no concern for my emotional state or wellbeing, leaving me feeling unimportant and unloved.

You're happier now that I'm gone
You are leading a happier life now that we have separated, which hurts me deeply and leaves me feeling abandoned and unloved.

And tell me how it feels to be stuck
I am asking you to express how it feels to be trapped between the consequences of your actions and the mistakes that you have made.

Between the things you broke and things you messed up
You are facing the repercussions of your decisions and the damage that you have caused to our relationship.

If I'm the queen of tears you're the king of lies
I am expressing that I am the one who has cried the most after our separation, while you are the one who has been deceitful and untruthful.

Cause if you wanted it you would've tried
I am making it clear that if you truly loved and wanted to be with me, you would have put in the effort to make our relationship work.

I know that I need to
I acknowledge that I need to move on from our relationship and the pain that it has caused me.

Get on without you
I need to learn to live and thrive without you, even though it may be difficult for me.

But how do I stop
I am expressing my confusion and uncertainty about how to let go of my feelings for you and move on.

Electricity in my veins
I am experiencing a constant and powerful surge of emotions and feelings that are difficult to control or manage.

I feel the pressure
I am under immense emotional pressure and distress, making it difficult for me to cope.

The need to get better
I acknowledge that I need to get better and overcome my emotional struggles in order to move on with my life.

But when I am cured
I am hopeful that someday in the future, I will have healed from my emotional pain and will be able to move on from our relationship.

I'll still hold onto the pain
But even when I have healed, I know that I will always carry with me some of the pain and emotional scars left behind by our separation.