I Keep It Hid
Linda Ronstadt Lyrics


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Deep down inside
I know I still love him
But he'll never know
Cause I'll never tell

I'll confide that I'm thinking of him
And wishing him well
I can't walk up to him and say to him

Baby, what you been doing
I still love you like I did
You know, nothing's really changed here
But being the way I am
I keep it hid

Lately I've seen
That look in his eyes
That just breaks my heart
He needs me so
To lean on at this moment
Oh why can't I walk up to that old love of mine and say

Baby, what you been doing
I still love you like I did
You know, nothing's really changed here
But being the way I am
I keep it hid

Maybe someday I'll throw off my foolish pride
This ain't so good
Watching him die this way
Cause he's the same guy inside
Oh why can't I walk up to that old love of mine and say

Baby, what you been doing
I still love you like I did
You know, nothing's really changed here




But being the way I am
I keep it hid

Overall Meaning

In Linda Ronstadt's song "I Keep It Hid," the singer reveals the conflict of her heart as she grapples with her unresolved feelings towards an old love. Despite knowing that she still loves him, she cannot bring herself to confess her feelings to him. Instead, she resorts to keeping them hidden and not revealing her emotions, even though it leads to her heartbreak.


The singer starts by acknowledging that her feelings for her old love still remain after all this time. She talks about her inner conflict and the fact that she will never let him know how she feels. Her reasons for not telling him could be because of pride, fear of rejection or because she doesn't want to complicate their relationship any further. She admits that she wishes him well and wants the best for him despite their romantic history.


As the song progresses, she reveals that she has seen a look in his eyes that breaks her heart. She knows that he still needs her, but she still cannot express her feelings for him. She questions why she can't tell him that she still loves him as she did before, and nothing has changed. The chorus repeats, emphasizing her inability to express herself and the pain she suffers as a result.


Towards the end, the singer contemplates the possibility of letting go of her pride and telling him how she feels. She sees him dying inside and feels compelled to admit her feelings. But fear still consumes her, and she can only hope that someday she'll overcome her pride and speak her truth.


Overall, "I Keep It Hid" is a gentle, mournful ballad that speaks strongly to anyone who's ever struggled with expressing their feelings or admitting their vulnerability.


Line by Line Meaning

Deep down inside
I have strong feelings that I keep bottled up within myself


I know I still love him
I have a feeling of affection towards my former lover


But he'll never know
My former lover is unaware of my true feelings


Cause I'll never tell
I am not willing to verbalize my true emotions


I'll confide that I'm thinking of him
I privately acknowledge that he still crosses my mind


And wishing him well
I hope for his happiness and success


I can't walk up to him and say to him
I lack the courage or desire to approach him with my feelings


Baby, what you been doing
I long to ask him about his life


I still love you like I did
My feelings of love have not diminished despite the passage of time


You know, nothing's really changed here
Our relationship has remained constant


But being the way I am
Due to my personality or emotional state


I keep it hid
I conceal my true feelings from the outside world


Lately I've seen
Recently, I have noticed


That look in his eyes
I recognize the expression on his face


That just breaks my heart
It causes me emotional pain and sadness


He needs me so
He desires or depends on me


To lean on at this moment
He requires emotional support and comfort


Oh why can't I walk up to that old love of mine and say
I question why I am unable to express myself to him


Maybe someday I'll throw off my foolish pride
In the future, I may overcome my stubbornness and self-esteem issues


This ain't so good
This situation is not ideal or healthy


Watching him die this way
Observing his emotional struggles is painful


Cause he's the same guy inside
He possesses the same character traits and personality that I fell in love with


Oh why can't I walk up to that old love of mine and say
I continue to question why I cannot communicate my emotions to him




Lyrics © Wixen Music Publishing
Written by: Jimmy Webb

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